Muara Kasih Single Mother
Disappointment of a Wife's Heart
What Wati just heard hurt her heart. Even if it is the past, it affects the present. Perhaps, if Firhan used to tell the truth that he had impregnated his girlfriend before the wedding, Wati could consider all. However, now Wati has become entangled in marriage to Firhan.
Wati herself was actually a good girl. He marries Firhan and is willing to accept Firhan's imperfect physical condition. Firhan's imperfect way of walking is acceptable to Wati. Even then, after the wedding when Firhan asked for her right as husband, Wati also gave herself. Giving her crown for the first time to her husband. Although at that time, Firhan was rude and actually felt the release first, but Wati could accept it.
Likewise with biological needs during marriage, where Wati also never felt satisfied because of the e-rections dysfunction experienced by her husband. Even sometimes, Wati cried because she was just a mere satisfied for her husband. But how else is that the condition. However, this time Wati can not take it for granted with her husband's past.
"Why didn't you tell Wati, Mom?" tanya Wati still sobbed.
"We used to feel like the past was never brought up again, Ti. Forgive me," replied Bu Yeni.
Bu Yeni apologized from Wati. They used to feel that it was okay to hide something. They forget, that as clever as to hide the carcass, the stench will be smelled as well. Now, when it's all revealed, there's a sense of regret.
"Why is Mas Firhan so hearty, Mom?" ask Wati.
As a woman, Wati judged that what Firhan had done was such a hearty act. Not taking responsibility for what he has done in the past. His son also needs a confession.
"Mas Firhan not only ruined a girl's future, but left her daughter devoid of nasab. Even when the princess gets married, her late father has no right to be her guardian" Wati replied.
Such is the case of a child born out of wedlock. He won't get a guardian. Even his own father cannot be his guardian.
Almost half an hour passed, then Firhan entered the house. He invited Wati to return home because Firhan had taken credit for public housing in the North Solo area. Taking a long trip from his parents' house and going home alone to his housing, once he arrived home it turns out the two couples were still engaged in a fight.
Especially once he got home, Firhan asked for his rights to Wati. "Which, may I ask for tonight?"
Wati wanted to scream in her heart. Not yet the problems of the two of them are finished, but now her husband has returned to ask for his rights. Wati knows that if a wife rejects her husband it is sinful, but Wati also does not want to make a relationship if their problems are not resolved.
"No, Mas. Finish everything between us first" replied Wati.
"Nothing needs to be resolved. After all, it's all just the past. There's no need to argue anymore" Firhan replied.
"What you did in the past is not right, Mas .. I've ruined someone else's future and abandoned your own child" said Wati.
Firhan shouted back to his wife. "Child, whose child? Until any time, I don't want to admit it's a child" Firhan replied.
"You sinned, Mother. He is your flesh and blood" Wati responded by crying a mouthful. Even the real child was the result of his actions, Firhan was unwilling to admit it.
"For ever, I don't want to admit a child. The fucking past!
Wati. He really did not want to have a husband and wife relationship, with heartache that still held him. After all, the problem that just happened should have been solved first.
"I don't want to, Mas .. I don't want to," Wati responded in tears and tried to push Firhan away.
Unfortunately, Wati lost power, so Firhan can still bring Wati under. Firhan is a man of loyalty.
Who vented his desire to Wati. Although, Wati's tears continued to flow, but Firhan did not care about it. Instead, he was getting excited and becoming more and more so now.
It is more broken than the heart of Wati. Not expecting, when she refused, her husband forced her like this. Although she cries and thrashes, Firhan does not stop, until the man finds the satisfaction he seeks.
***
One hour interval ....
Wati with cries and tears that seemed to not recede cleaned himself. The woman flushed her body. Even though it was night, and the water was so cold because there was no warm water facility there, but Wati still cleaned herself. Afterwards, Wati chose to change her clothes.
This time, it felt like Wati needed to calm herself down first. Because, with Firhan now it feels like his heart still hurts so much.
"You are outrageous, Mas .. You should not have a husband and wife relationship with this kind of coercion. You're cruel, Mom."
Monologuing alone, Wati patted her chest that felt very tight. Now, Wati chose to leave the room, and headed to the other room. Because, their housing consists of two rooms. Now, it feels like Wati doesn't want a room with Firhan.
***
Even in the morning say hello ....
Firhan woke up, the man rubbed his face and recalled what had happened last night. The man felt the bed at his side, apparently empty. Just contact it, Firhan shuffled and searched where Wati was now.
"Who are you, where are you?" firhan asked with his clothes on.
But that morning the house felt so quiet. In fact, there is no smell of cooking in the morning. Though usually Wati has been cooking in the kitchen this early in the morning. React to bad premonition against Firhan, until the man searched all corners of his house and hoped to find Wati.
"Who are you, where are you?"
Firhan's voice echoed, but there was absolutely no answer from Wati. Actually to where Wati? Could it be that the woman left and left her home?