Muara Kasih Single Mother
Tarawih
Firhan thanked Pandu, it was also because Pandu had been kind to him. With all the sins of his past, with Indi's rejection, but Pandu can give a positive response. Even Firhan also listened to the sincerity of every speech Pandu who hoped that Indi could receive him later. Even if he doesn't know the time will come.
"How long in Solo?" ask Firhan later.
"Not long, Sunday will be back to Jogjakarta because Indi still has to go to school. So, prioritize the school as well," replied Pandu.
Firhan nodded his head. Apparently the Pandu family only had a weekend in Solo, not so long because on Monday Indi still had to go to school. Then, Firhan said goodbye to Pandu.
"Yes, already. Thanks a lot," he replied.
"Yes, Han ... equally," replied Pandu.
After that, Firhan chose to go back to his mother's house. Because, this weekend Firhan invited Wati to stay at his parents' house. He once got home wanting to tell a story with Wati.
"Assalamualaikum," he said as soon as he entered the house.
"Waalaikumsalam .. tumben lama, Mas ... tarawihnya?" ask Wati to her husband who just arrived from the mosque.
When compared to the previous Tarawih time, this time was indeed longer. Until now at home, Wati also wondered why her husband was long. Usually, it won't be so long.
"Yes, dear .. I was after tarawih met with Pandu. So, I spoke first with Pandu," Firhan replied honestly.
Wati who was listening to the story from her husband nodded her head. She could accept excuses from her husband. Maybe they just say hello, but now they both forgive. Wishing in the heart is no longer revenge.
"Not angry, is it, honey?" ask Firhan now to Wati.
"No, Mas. As long as you're honest, I won't be angry. Tumben, after a long time the Mas Pandu family played to Solo. After the events of that time," replied Wati.
Of course Wati still remembers when her husband told her to stop Firhan's car and give a bracelet to Indi. At that time, her husband came home with a painful heart. It happened because Indi who rejected it and instead cried. Indi has chosen that the figure of his father is Pandu and not him.
"How old is Indi anyway, Mas?" ask her husband.
"Fin five years soon. It's kind of A .. time passes so quickly. I think I just rejected him yesterday. Unwilling to take responsibility, now that he's in school," Firhan told me.
If you recall past events, Firhan feels hurt and disappointed. But everything continues to happen. Cannot be repeated and repaired. In addition, they also have found their own partner and happiness. So, everything is also in vain.
"Yes, patience Mas ... still want to meet Indi yah?" ask Wati later.
Firhan smiled and nodded his head. "Yes, still want ... don't expect more. I know he already owns and chose Pandu as his father. I just want to know that I'm his father too. That's it, nothing more" Firhan replied.
"Patience, Mas .. any child's will cannot be forced. Indi also must have already known his father is Mas Pandu. Later, may Allah give the way yes, Mas," replied Wati.
"Yes, dear .. thanks a lot. I can even tell my disgrace to you first. I used to be evasive and resisting, now it is precisely I myself who felt the pain of being rejected by my flesh and blood. I'm sorry, honey," said Firhan.
Firhan was also aware that with Wati alone he could tell his disgrace. Tells of his anxiety to be a father who was rejected by his own daughter. Really, Firhan just felt the pain now.
"It's definitely forgiven, Mas Firhan. Everyone has a past, right? Allah is forgiving, and we are His servants. Yes, we must imitate God. Want to forgive others" replied Wati.
"Thank you very much, dear ... Ramadan is special to me too. Come with you and welcome our baby later. Thank you for making me a better person. Thank you, my dear," said Firhan.
It was a heartfelt expression from Firhan. He felt himself this Ramadan had managed to become a better figure. It was no longer Firhan who was stubborn and also blamed others. However, the present Firhan was a figure who could accept and admit his fault. He can make peace with his past. All that did not escape from Wati, the wife always accompanied him and seemed to lead him to walk on the right path.
"All change is from God alone, Mas," replied Wati.
"True, it is God who changes the heart of man. However, you also tell and show me what is right for me. Thank you very much, dear. Without you, I would still be the old, sinful Firhan. Hidayah Ramadhan for me and our family" Firhan said.
After that Firhan hugged Wati. He loves his wife so much. If it was not Wati who accompanied him, not necessarily if other women who accompanied him could accept his disgrace and past. To that end, Firhan feels now is Ramadan's direction for him.