Muara Kasih Single Mother
The Call of Yayah
After Firhan died, Pandu apparently immediately embraced his wife and invited her to enter his room for a moment. Although Ervita looks assertive, but Pandu is very confident that there may be pain alone when dealing with his past. Therefore, maybe now both of them need time to calm down. Cooling down for a moment, and parse the conversation between the two of them again.
"We go in first yes, Nda," take the Guide to Ervita.
"Yes, Mas" replied Ervita.
Now, the two entered Ervita's room. Once inside the room, Pandu immediately hugged Ervita. Although not much to say, Pandu is very sure his wife needs a hug. When, lips could not say much, there was a warm embrace that was ready to calm Ervita.
"I've always stood by you, Dinda," said Pandu, still holding Ervita in his arms.
"Thank you always with me, Mom," replied Ervita. Ervita's hand moved and grabbed her husband's body. Even now, Ervita also buried her face in the chest of her husband's field. Of all the bitterness and bitterness of life, the place to lean on is always Pandu. In the past, when the two had not been married together, but Ervita still remembered how the two confided in each other in the pendopo. Tell stories, and get close to each other. Now it is the same, that Pandu is always there to protect him, to accompany him, that is what Ervita can always feel from the figure of Pandu.
"Where are you feeling, Dinda?"
Finally, Pandu is now questioning Ervita. What about his feelings? Is Ervita okay now. For, not young meet again with a bitter past.
"I was surprised at first, Mom. I never thought he would come here and apologize" Ervita replied.
"Sama, Nda .. I was also surprised. I was imagined with Firhan's arrogant attitude and always blamed you for everything you experienced. So, when he apparently came to apologize, I really did not expect," Pandu replied.
Ervita broke her embrace, then she slightly turned her face, to look at her husband's face. "I'm sure, he could be like that because of the encouragement of his wife, Mas. Not always will the bad guys continue to do evil. One time when he was met with a good life companion, he was willing to do good. Even though what pushed him was that other person. Behind the change of Firhan, it must be because of his wife," said Ervita at length.
Pandu nodded his head. Of course he agreed with what Ervita had just said. Behind the change of Firhan must have been the encouragement and full support of his wife.
"I was moved when his wife apologized to me. I know it's a wife's apology for what her husband's done. There is good faith to bear the burden of the past together. It's not easy not to be like Wati?"
"Yes, that's right, Nda .. although there is actually a compulsion in Firhan's self. I don't know what made him do that, which we certainly appreciate well. We also pray that Firhan and his wife will soon get offspring" Pandu replied.
Ervita nodded her head. He also has no grudges. Life so short will not be allowed to pass with a grudge that can make him always angry and can not forgive. Ervita prefers to keep the past in a storage box and keep it tight.
"I was scared, Nda," said Pandu later.
"Hmm, why Mas?" Ervita asked and looked at her husband's face there.
"I've read in one book about genetics, the inner bond of the child and his biological parents is so strong. It will not have a relationship like water and oil, but a blood relationship. I thought Indi would run to Firhan and call him Dad. Honestly, there is fear. Sorry, Nda .. that's also because I love Indi so much. To me, he's not a serial child, but a biological child. I immediately had a sense of unwillingness when there was someone else called Indi called Father," Pandu story.
Apparently, as a man, father, and ordinary man of course, Pandu feel not willing if there is another man called Indi with the name of Father. Because, for Pandu maybe because he feels involved to nurture and raise Indi every day. He did not want to share Indi's special call.
"That's natural, Mas. Maybe because you have been nurturing and caring for Indi for a long time. Yayah's heartfelt affection for Didi" Ervita replied.
Yes, Ervita revealed that Pandu's feelings are natural. There is a genuine and great affection. There is a sense of belonging and consider like your own child. Ervita is just trying to put herself as a Pandu.
"Sorry yes, Nda .. I was wrong," Pandu replied later.
"No. You are not wrong. I can understand your position," Ervita replied.
"For me, the name Yayah is very special. You know, Nda. What made me ask you first?" ask slowly.
"Hmm, what is it?"
"For, Indi called me Om Father and became a Yayah. My heart was pounding when he called me Yayah. I feel like I want to be his father, take care of him, nurture him. I want to wipe away her tears. That's what makes me have the full determination to ask for you," Pandu replied.
When Pandu said it all, Ervita shed her tears. It means that he loves her and also wants to accept Indi. The child who was rejected by the world, is now the favorite little princess of Pandu.
"False, Mas. You're the first person to give Indi a chance to feel a father's affection" Ervita replied.
Back moved when she was pregnant until Indi was born, never felt the touch of affection of her biological father. Maybe that is also what makes Indi just know that the figure of Yamah he knows is Pandu and not others.