Muara Kasih Single Mother
When Effort Is As Without Result
Meanwhile in Solo ....
The couple Firhan and Wati are still trying to realize their dream of being able to have a baby. Unfortunately, for one year passed, the efforts of the two still did not meet results. There are times when they are tired, as if they want to give up, but there are times that also mean they have to be more patient and wait for a prayer answer from God.
"Tired, Yang .... accompanied me?" ask Firhan now to Wati.
Now the two have just finished coming home from the Hospital for therapy and consultation. There are still medicines that Firhan must take. Meanwhile, if it was for smoking, Firhan had already completely stopped him. He no longer clashed with cigarettes. In the past, it was very difficult at first. Not infrequently Firhan feels dizzy, the head is very tight, and also the mouth feels sour. However, thanks to the support of Wati also finally Firhan can really stop with his habit of smoking.
This time, Firhan asked Wati if she was tired of accompanying him. Because, for the past year, the efforts of both seemed to show no results. Firhan asked that because Firhan knew that there was a point of exhaustion for everyone, and this time Firhan asked Wati.
The woman smiled and shook her head slowly. "There are times when I'm tired, Mom. However, I know .. Our efforts still have to go. Must continue. You have been smoke-free for the past year. Hopefully, soon yes, Mas," replied Wati.
Firhan if he sees and feels the patience and meekness of Wati like this makes it sometimes fragile. Sometimes he doesn't know what to thank his wife for.
"Sorry yes, Yang .. apparently our efforts still have to continue. It's been a year, and hasn't gotten results yet" Firhan replied.
Even now Firhan had so often said an apology. He knows that sometimes an apology doesn't mean anything. He knew that there was a longing in Wati's heart to be able to have children. But what if there is no answer from God. A child is a gift from God. If it has not been given and has not been trusted, it can only strive, pray, and try. For Firhan, he also tried to recover.
"No need to apologize, Mom. In the past, we promised to do it all together. While continuing to hope, hopefully the time is soon yes, Mas," replied Wati.
"Amin I hope," Firhan replied.
Really, in her heart Firhan was very grateful. Wati was very patient with him. In addition, Wati also always supports him and accompanies him every time to the Hospital.
"When you're trying, you want a vacation together, honey?" take Firhan now to his wife.
So you know by taking Wati on vacation together. Enjoy more intimate time as husband and wife. Hopefully, this time the effort and effort will both produce good things. Enjoy the new atmosphere. Because, during this time also Firhan rarely invite Wati to go for a walk together.
"Where are you going, Mum?" ask Wati later.
"Where do you want to go? I'll make it happen for you. Thank you for being so patient with me" Firhan said.
"Of course I'll take care of you, Yang," Firhan replied quickly.
"Eat it, Mas. No need to thank. I did everything also sincerely for Mas Firhan. During this time Mas Firhan also changed a lot and was also more patient. Hopefully, all these good changes are seen by God and rewarded with kindness" Wati replied.
Firhan finally nodded his head. Indeed now, both of them often raise their own hearts and hope that later everything will be good.
"Yes, Yang. I hope so."
Wati left Firhan for a moment, she made him a drink for the two first. Afterwards, Wati then brought cold drinks for her husband.
"Diminum first, Mas" he said.
"Thank you, Yang," Firhan replied. The man's hand stretched out and then grabbed the syrup with a cocopandan flavor and red. So sweet. Maybe Wati's presence in his life like this, gives a sweet flavor. If he had never met Wati, Firhan really did not know how he lived.
"So, how does Yang ... where do you want to vacation? Three to four days can be," Firhan said later.
"Must Mas? Can leave?" ask Wati.
"Can, dear .. right all this time I've never been on leave either. Taking time for both of us is fine," Firhan replied.
Wati seemed to think first, and then gave an answer to her husband. "Ke Malang yuk, Mas ... to Batu," he asked.
Presumably for refreshing and relaxation, visiting cold places feels more fun. While having hope, who knows later will be given the ease to have a baby.
"Okay, can .. I apply for leave first. Enjoy your time together, Yang. Hope the result is good," Firhan replied.
If this could be an endeavor, Firhan very much hoped that after his second journey, God would trust the offspring to him and Wati. Just one, which will be able to complete the life of his household.