Muara Kasih Single Mother
The Fetal Embryo
Yesterday was a tough day for Ervita. How not, since yesterday morning she came to meet with Firhan and said her pregnancy, but Firhan actually dodged and accused him of being a non-no. As the saying goes, 'It's sweet as discarded.' Once Ervita's crown had been torn and would not be able to return, Firhan threw it away. Her pill story still continues as Ervita gets angry and her parents and is evicted from her home. As a young pregnant woman at a young age, all the trials faced by Ervita is very heavy.
Now, in this room Ervita will start her life alone. Without the affection and attention of his Father and Mother. There was no laughter and warm greeting from her little sister, Mei. Also, there was no figure of Firhan. Although in her heart Ervita still expects that Firhan will come and take responsibility for her and the baby who is now in her womb.
"I'm sorry Mother Yes Sister .. You are still in the womb Mother alone has so many trials that we experience together. But I will be strong for you. I will do my best for you" he said.
Now with a small curl on the spring bed, Ervita is still crying and stroking her stomach that feels still tight. The woman thought about what she was going to do first. Think of something that Ervita should do early on is check the content. Ervita has no idea how old her pregnancy is.
"There are still some leftover savings belonging to Mother, tomorrow we check to the Obstetrician yes Dik. For the preparation of the delivery of the younger brother later. Always accompany Mom yes, Dik .. now the family Mother is just a sister," he said again with a hiccup.
When many people think of pregnancy as good news and get survived from a large family, but in fact Ervita actually experienced pregnancy with so much sadness. However, Ervita did not want to give up. He wanted to prove that without a place to lean, Ervita could. At least he must be strong for the fetus that is now residing in his womb.
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The next day ....
Aided by Lusi, Ervita looks for a Midwife whose place is not far from the boarding house. Fortunately, that afternoon Ervita got a practice place for a Midwife who can do content checks with USG. In the past, checking pregnancy with ultrasound aids can only be done by an Obstetrician only. However, along with the development of the times, midwives (dolla) can also do an examination with USG. Given the Rupiah owned by Ervita is also not too much, therefore Ervita also chose to check the content to the Midwife.
The woman came to the examination place of Midwife Sri by riding her matic bicycle alone. Although the weather in the city of Gudeg at that time was so hot, but did not discourage Ervita to come and check the content.
"Excuse me," said Ervita entering the house of Midwife Sri.
"Yes, please ... What's wrong Ma'am?" ask a woman who is young enough.
"I want to check the pregnancy, Ma'am," replied Ervita with a feeling of uncertainty.
"Please Mbak .. we list first well. All her mbs weigh first," said the officer.
Ervita began to weigh there, then Ervita's blood pressure also began to be examined.
"80/90 yes Ma'am .. This includes low blood," said the official.
"Yes Mbak .. if which Sri Midwife is Ma'am?" ask Ervita.
"There is in Mbak .. I register first yes Mbak. Who is this with?" tanyakanya.
"I Dwi, Ma'am .. who helped Mother Midwife to give birth," she replied.
"Oh, greetings to know Ms. Dwi .. I think Midwife Sri was the mother," replied Ervita.
"You want regular or regular torture with USG Ma'am Vita?" ask Mbak Dwi to Ervita.
"Use USG can Mbak," he replied.
"Yes, please enter the room yes Ma'am .. This is the Mother and Child Health Book (KIA) every time Mbak Vita check here please bring it," explained Mbak Dwi.
No need to wait long, Ervita also knocked on the door of Midwife and was about to do an examination there.
"Excuse me" he said politely.
"Yes, go in Ma'am .. would you like to check with Mommy?" asked the Midwife so kindly.
Ervita nodded her head and then handed the magenta pink Mother and Child Health Book to the Midwife.
"When is Ervita positive?" ask Bu Midwife Sri.
"Yesterday, Ma'am," replied Ervita.
"Oh, Ms. Ervita is very young .. 21 years old well, my child's age. Now I check first well, Ms. Ervita please sleep in the gurney first," said Bu Midwife Sri.
Ervita soon slept in the gurney, and Ultrasound began to be applied to the surface of the skin on her stomach. The sensation of cold was the first thing Ervita felt. Begin Midwife Sri moves the transducer in her hand.
"Well, this is the embryo Yes Ms. Ervita .. masyaallah, it is seven weeks old," explained Midwife Sri.
Ervita observed on the monitor, and it did look like an embryo like a small dot that was not how it was swimming so agilely in his stomach. Really, seeing the embryo growing inside her womb made Ervita so moved.
It was a life he had to take care of for the next 9 months. For the baby who will continue to grow every day, Ervita must strengthen her heart and herself. She has failed to become a child, she has failed to become a student because her education may also break up in the middle of the road, but Ervita promises that she will not fail to become a mother. All power and effort, Ervita will devote to become a mother who never fails for her baby candidate.