Never Not
Ch. 78: Grief Crying For Other Men

..."How does it feel to cry for the one we love? How does it feel to be loved by someone we love? I want to know and feel it."...

...Rai Matsui~Always Remember...

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Yuriko was aghast. He looked at Shohei and Seina's tightly knit hands, then watched the prospective fiancee of Shohei closely. Beautiful foot curves wrapped in high heels, expensive dresses that seem feminine, smooth white skin groomed, body scents that smell of famous brand perfume, and beautiful faces that are like the incarnation of an angel. Compare with him who everyday only wears sweatshirts and jeans with hair that is always hidden from behind a casual hat.

"Seina Matsumoto. Nice to meet you," said Seina bowing.

"Ai–aizawa Yuriko," Yuriko retorted with a stiff look.

Seina's gaze was then fixed on the apartment room. He walked quickly forward with his eyes rolling around.

"Kirei!" said Seina was amazed to see every side of the room nuanced white that has a modern interior, complete with some imported furniture with a classic touch.

"Do you like it?" asked Shohei who walked past Yuriko.

"Like! Really like! It's so elegant!" Seina turned around, throwing a carefree smile at Shohei. He looked at the wall made of glass.

Shohei picked up the remote, then pressed a button that made the glass wall before them open slowly. "It's a little cinema. I always wondered if you would stay here later? So I ordered an interior designer to make a small movie theater. Ah, my friend also helped a lot to choose a design that matches your character."

Yuriko who was still petrified at the door then again gasped.

He's gonna stay here too? So this apartment was bought for them to live in together?

"Arigatou. You still have time to prepare all this in the midst of your busy life!" seina said with a full feeling.

Yuriko still stared dumbly as she felt her heart throbbing painfully. He could see a happy twinkle in Shohei's eyes at this moment. Shohei's look at the girl called his future fiancee was very different. Yes, it is a loving view.

Seina and Shohei both turned towards the kitchen. Shohei gasped when he saw the food on the table.

"Gosh, it turns out Yuriko-san has finished preparing breakfast!" The man walked over to the dining table.

Yuriko hurriedly blocked shohei's steps while stretching her hands to the side.

"That .. bu–not breakfast! It's ma–food that .. I cooked last night and it's stale."

Shohei surprised. "You shouldn't have come on Sunday."

"I thought you were home all day, so .. I came here after relaxing with my friends." Yuriko's lips trembled as she forced herself to explain. He immediately turned around and said, "I'm going to sort this out. I'll also be cooking breakfast for you both."

Shohei held Yuriko's hand. "Yuriko-san didn't have to bother making breakfast this morning. My boyfriend and I had breakfast before we got here."

Yuriko looked at Shohei who was smiling gently as usual. The smile that became the hallmark of the man always made him gobsmackle, but not this time. That smile made his heart hurt.

"Shohei-kun, is this a room?" Seina's question made Shohei turn his gaze away. He let go of Yuriko's hand and walked over to Seina.

"Yes, right. There is only one room here" Shohei replied as he opened the door.

The couple then went into the room. Seina looked around the room she might one day occupy.

"Is this bed enough for both of us?" shohei asked while sitting on the edge of the bed.

"of course. Do you think my body is so big that it doesn't fit?" Seina showed a spoiled knitting face.

"Ah, that's not what I meant. I think the bed in your room is bigger than this." Shohei made his words clear.

"By the way, this morning you slept so well that I couldn't bear to wake you up."

"really? Am I snoring?" Shohei's mouth forms the letter O.

Seina shook her head while laughing. His memory retreated back when he woke up and was in the man's confinement in the same position as before they fell asleep.

Shohei really showed the side of a real man. He held his words and really took care of the girl. At the very least, Seina could feel the difference between the two men while being with them.

When he was with Shohei Shohei, he was like riding a boat in the middle of a lake. Calm and slow, but definitely to the destination. Conversely, Black Shadow can be likened to swimming in a river. His body lost control because it was carried by a strong current, without knowing where it would be docked.

"When I was in the police dorm, my roommate complained about not being able to sleep because of my loud snoring. Therefore, I do not feel good if I have to sleep in a room with people," Shohei said shyly.

"really?" Seina held back a laugh.

"Yes, do you remember when we were on vacation and staying at the villa? That night I couldn't sleep at all" he said back bluntly.

"But last night I heard nothing. I think I slept really well."

"really? Last night must have been exhausting for you. Gomen, uh." Shohei lowered his head while smiling happily because now he can get rid of the clumsy feeling while being with the girl he loves.

On the other hand, Yuriko stood in front of the sink while throwing the entire meal overnight into the trash. Their chatter in the room, certainly heard clearly in his ears. He finds himself naive, thinking that Shohei has no special relationship with any girl. Stupid again, he thought such a perfect man would fall in love with such an ordinary girl.

So out of focus, he dropped the plate to be washed. The sound of a plate breaking hit the floor, causing Shohei and Seina to rush out of the room. Shohei approached Yuriko who was collecting glass fragments.

"Gomen, I accidentally dropped this," Yuriko panicked.

Shohei also squatted in front of him. However, Yuriko outright banned him.

"Don't! Let me just clean it up. Gomen, gomennasai," he said bowed deeply while biting his lips. Again trying to force himself to make his tone sound ordinary.

In the next second, Yuriko was stunned when Shohei pulled her hand while pressing on her injured and bleeding fingertip.

"Seina-chan, please bring me the bandages in the bedside nightstand drawer!" pinta Shohei on Seina who was standing behind him.

Seina immediately moved quickly towards the room. However, while at the door, he turned his head back, seeing Shohei stuffing the fingertips of Yuriko's hand into his mouth. While Yuriko continued to bow down, without daring to look at the man.

Seina returned with a bandage. Shohei bandaged the wound on Yuriko's fingertips, then helped her clean up the remains of the broken plate.

"Sorry, I didn't intentionally. I got a call from a friend who told me to go to college. So I was in a hurry," Yuriko said deliberately making an excuse, "It seems like I should leave now. I'll be back later to clean up the room." Yuriko bowed and walked quickly to the door.

"Yuriko-san," call Shohei.

Yuriko stopped her steps and turned around slowly.

"Be careful on the road" said the man.

After getting off the bus, Rai rushes to Shohei's apartment. Just about to enter the building, his steps stopped when he saw Yuriko had come out of the building with a darkened face.

Rai fixed the position of his steps that were about to turn towards the building, becoming straight in the direction of the road. Pretending to be shocked, he said, "Hey, we meet here! You're going home, aren't you? I'm heading to my workplace. You know for yourself, don't you, my place of work isn't far from here."

Yuriko passed by at a rapid pace regardless of Rai.

"Yu-chan, where are you going?" Rai is trying to catch up to Yuriko.

"Yuri-yuri!" call back.

Yuriko continued walking without even turning her head. Rai pulled Yuriko's hand, forcing her to turn towards him.

"You why?" he asked, although he could guess.

Yuriko pursed her lips. With the corner of his eyes that seemed to be inundated with water, he looked at any place while saying, "I. I was introduced to him directly. You must have known him first, right?"

Rai's face suddenly changed. He was silent without being able to say anything.

Yuriko turned her face up, then said in a thin tone of voice. "It turns out the taste of the police sir is very high, huh? He really did not choose wrong," he said, forcing a smile.

"Yu-chan, don't force yourself to look okay. I do not have anything like him, but I have a pair of ears that I offer to hear your grievances," Rai tried to pull the girl's body to his side.

Yuriko immediately brushed Rai's hand away. "I lost a lot. That girl is so pretty! So different from me!"

"Every woman will look beautiful and perfect in the eyes of the man who loves her" said Rai with a look of compassion.

"From the beginning, Shohei never looked at me. I am the one with too high an expectation! I wish that one day he would be interested in me! I'm too confident! In fact, you've already said that he's good to everyone, not just pad—" The sentence stopped, changing with clear details flowing in the corner of the eye.

In the end, the burst of stifled tears managed to break into his defense. He could not prevent the warm circles from scrambling out of his eyes. She cried while covering her mouth with one hand. No matter how many eyes looked astonishedly at him. Keep sobbing. On the side of the road, just below the snow-covered cherry trees.

Rai turned Yuriko's body to back her. His sturdy and tall body instantly covered the girl to make her invisible to those passing by. There's no word. No movement or touch. Just stay behind him. Keep hearing him sobbing without trying to stop him.

I've been waiting for this moment for a long time, you're heartbroken and crying like this. I thought that way I could be content to laugh at you in my heart, it turns out that I hated this atmosphere. I was so upset that I couldn't say anything.

To be honest, this was the second time he had heard a woman sobbing nearby. Mirisnya, there are two similarities of the two women, the cry issued by them is not for himself but another man.

I'm still looking forward to knowing what it's like to cry and be mourned by the person I love.

Meanwhile, Seina was still looking around each side of the apartment while waiting for Shohei to change into work clothes. Suddenly his eyes were fixed on a painting of two men, where one of the men was holding a sprig of camellias at the top of the tower, and the other man was in the back holding a strand of camellia petals.

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