Surviving As The Villainess
Chapter 149 - Liyuna

Liyuna's blue eyes circled around the corner. A place full of dazzling light, and a golden gazebo with a woman in a red dress there.

"Hey..." Call Liyuna in a soft voice.

Women who usually behave confidently now look so small. He sat hugging his legs and drowned his head there.

"You okay?"

There's no answer. The woman refused to answer her question.

"Hey..." Call him again.

Being uninspired, Liyuna finally walked up to the woman and sat right next to her.

"What makes you sad?"

Again there is no answer. The woman was silent a thousand languages by hugging her knees.

"You don't want to tell me?"

For a while, there was only silence between the two. The two women who bear one name, 'Liyuna' are now facing each other for the umpteenth time.

"I... I just feel relieved,"

Finally there is an answer. In a soft voice, the woman replied while showing her face which she had not seen since.

"I thought I'd die there again."

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The words just now, made Liyuna's heart feel a little twitching. He did not know what the original Liyuna was feeling.

But hearing the word 'again' made him think of many scenarios.

"What do you mean?"

The two look at each other. The same blue eyes, like a sky in the morning. It looks so beautiful and charming.

"Before you ever asked me why I could take over my body, right?"

The time has come. This is when Riana who took over Liyuna's body knows everything.

Riana gulped her saliva harshly, she was currently trying to prepare herself to find out the truth.

"Why is it now?"

"I think it's the right time."

Suddenly, Liyuna's real body seemed to start disappearing like a dust that began to scatter.

"What happened to you?!"

"My soul power is disappearing. The future has changed."

"Is this because of me?"

The woman shook her head slowly then replied, "No, all this is an unavoidable process. Even without you, I would still disappear."

The real Liyuna started to speak seriously. Right now, he had to tell everything in this short time.

"I used to tell you. I am you and you are me. Do you understand what that means now?"

Riana did not answer. To be honest, he still did not understand what the words meant. But at the moment, maybe he can explain it.

"The reason why you can take over Liyuna's body is because the soul you have is part of the soul that Liyuna has."

Riana did not understand the words just now.

His soul is part of Liyuna's soul? What does that mean. Riana did not understand.

"What you've seen in dreams all this time is a memory. It wasn't just a dream. "

Riana fell silent, then answered honestly. "If it were, I would have expected it. That's your memory, right?"

The real Liyuna smiled, "Not only my memory, but yours as well."

The girl's expression instantly turned confused, "???"

The longer she spoke, the more confused Riana became. The conversation this time was really confusing for him.

The real Liyuna stood in front of Riana. He looked at Riana who was sitting seriously.

"Have you ever thought that the world you've always thought of as a game is the real world? And you're... The one who took over Liyuna's body, it wasn't a coincidence."

Riana listened carefully.

"Because you are Liyuna herself."

The original Liyuna suddenly hugged Riana. As the two hugged, a dazzling light loosened from the original Liyuna body.

Like puzzle pieces that begin to fuse one by one, Riana gets a memory that has been locked.

Like a nightmare that could not be lost from memory, he felt what it was like to die so many times.

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"How! How could you do this to me, Allen!!"

"Tell me right now if you don't love me!"

"Yuri, why are you doing this to me?"

"Why did you all betray me?!"

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"I'm sorry, Brother Yuna."

"I won't stop just for you."

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"Allen, tell me. Can't you let go of your grudge and we live together?"

"It doesn't matter if you're not the heir. I want to live with you."

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"It's too late, I can't stop. If this grudge disappears, I don't know how to live."

"Yuna, if you don't lose your inheritance, maybe we can be together."

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"You think I'm losing inheritance rights because of who?!"

"I gave up everything just for you!!"

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"Sir Yuna, give up. I won't choose you. Don't blame others, blame yourself for being too good."

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"You have reneged on your promise. I'll never forgive you."

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"Don't worry, I'll definitely save you."

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"Detective, I can't let my sister die."

"I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise."

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"I like you!"

"I'm not kidding!! Listen to me first, hey! Hajun!!"

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"I'm not interested in children."

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"We are twelve years different! And also, I am not a child!! I've been 22 years."

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"I have no other choice. This is the last thing I can do."

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"Hi, I'm Lucas!"

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"In your next life, I hope you're happy."

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My head feels so painful as if it's about to break. A previously forgotten memory attacks my head like a bullet that constantly forces me to enter.

Tears that had previously dried up began to fall soaked the cheeks. My breath began to wheeze like running a marathon.

My chest feels so tight and sore.  I can't think clearly.

All I can do right now is cry while squeezing the chest that is starting to hurt.

"Uh..."

"Huhuhuh..."

Somehow I started sobbing. A heartbreaking cry sounded heartbreaking.

I am Liyuna. Liyuna is me.

All this time Liyuna is not just a game character that I have been raising.

"Huhoo... Hix... Hicks..."

My hands closed both eyes that began to not be able to control the tears that came out.

I don't want to do anything. Right now I just want to cry.

The sad ending of an evil woman in the game is not a mere story, but a reality.

Time and time again, Liyuna always died. In the end, I was reincarnated into the earth.

But the fate that keeps tying me up won't leave me alone. That fate brought me back to this world.

I'm finally starting to understand. The reason why Liyuna's body was so weak as a child was not because she was easily sickly, but because our souls were starting to merge with each other.

From the beginning this was not an accident. There is a power that always draws me into this miserable fate.

And now, I need to be able to change it. I must change this pathetic destiny.

By avoiding all sorts of death flags, I had to change. I can't be like Liyuna in the game.

The memories that have been locked up all along, have taught me a lot of lessons. In a whole life that keeps repeating, I never change. There was no change at all in me.

That's why, right now I have to change. That way, the old Liyuna will no longer exist.

The weak and ignorant Liyuna will never exist again. I will survive and make this life my last.

This is my promise to change.

"Yuna!"

In between my cries, Mama's voice sounded so chaotic. In the next instant, I felt a warm embrace from him.

"What's up, baby? Are you feeling any pain?" As she asked, Mama held my face wet with tears.

Looks like Mama just arrived. His face seemed very worried when he saw me sobbing.

"Mama..." Call me.

My tears will not stop. Even though my chest felt increasingly tight, I couldn't stop it.

"Yes, tell Mama."

"sickness..."

That's my only answer. While holding my tight chest.

"Sickness, Mom..."

"Mama will call the Doctor."

Mom pressed the emergency button next to the bed. Shortly after, the doctor and several nurses came with medical supplies.

After a while, the end of my crying began to stop.

"How's my daughter doing, Doctor?"

"Miss Liyuna has to rest a lot. The wounds on both of his wrists were quite severe, his bones were slightly inflamed. Then the internal injuries that Miss got due to an accident also took some time to heal. It would be best if Miss could avoid heavy-duty activities."

The doctor explained my situation to my mother. Since I was so busy crying, I didn't realize how much my hands hurt.

Both of my eyes looked at the wrists wrapped in bandages.

Right, this wound I got because of that guy. My uncle who I never knew existed all this time.

From the memories I got, no one showed Uncle. But this time, I met him.

I need to make sure of this to Papa right away. Because my next move, depends on Papa's answer.

After I finished checking, the doctor left my room.

"How are you feeling?"

"Now I'm fine, Ma."

Mama held my hand tightly. He looks so exhausted.

"Where's Papa, Ma?"

"Papa is taking care of the remains of yesterday. Since this is a big case, maybe Papa will be late to visit."

"How are Noel and Liam? Are they okay?"

"Noel is fine, the wound is not too severe because there is an airbag. While Liam, he's getting intensive care for a puncture wound."

Seeing my gloomy face, Mama tried to comfort me.

"It's not Yuna's fault, so don't put on a face like that. Noel and Liam would definitely not be happy to see her."

I can only nod slowly. This time, it made me a little shaken.

"Oh yeah, soon your friends will come."

"Yvette?"

"True, Yvette, Allen, and Yuriel will come to visit you."

"Ma, I don't want to meet them." Mama looks very surprised.

This is the first time I've rejected my friends. But this time, I couldn't see them. I have something to do before I meet them.

"Alright if that's what you want. But does Mom know why?"

"If Papa is back. I want to take you with Papa first."

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