The Fading Love
not a bad boy

Inayah POVs

I touched my head that still felt heavy, I also felt my stomach that was like something, I slightly raised my head to make sure what was wrong.

"Aska" leaning against the floor, I tried to get up and lift Aska's body into my lap, to my surprise I saw red patches on Aska's face, mixed with a trail of tears that began to dry up.

"my God, my son" I carried Aska who was still asleep into the room, I cleaned her face with a wet tissue, I found no wounds on Aska's face, aska's hand was full of red stains.

"it's blood that's starting to dry up, but from nowhere, there's no wound" I just remembered something, I immediately got up and stood in front of the mirror.

"Astaghfirullah" Gosh, it turns out my face is also full of red spots, surely Aska is trying to clean with her tiny hands, I clean my face before joining in next to Aska.

"for sure you're so scared, son" I cleaned my son's face and hands, the soft snoring that came from Aska made me smile warmly. But then I cried again, considering how painful the words that Zidan's family had told me, they came just to give me pain.

Hearing the scolding they gave, making my head immediately ache, all the painful words they threw made the sting in my head suddenly come attacking. I patted Aska's sleeping ass against me, and my thoughts flew everywhere, I never stirred up their behavior to my husband, I healed everything myself and I healed his wounds.

I quickly wiped away the tears that were in my eyes, forced a smile and tried to keep pretending that everything was okay, I don't want this sadness to continue and end up affecting my life.

"Sure Aska is afraid yes want to see the face of the mother, surely Aska is shocked yes, Aska's face also so hit by the blood of the mother. mama's child, you are not an unlucky child son, you're the son of the father's son's mother, you're the son of the father's son, you're the son of the mother's son, you're mama's darling, you're papa's pride, you're proof of your mama's and papa's love, baby" I kiss Aska's forehead after saying that phrase, you know, there is a sense of tightness that comes back when remembering the painful words of my in-laws, I do not care if insulted, but if my child is insulted, it feels very tight, it is, I want to fight even I can't.

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Like the days before, I'm still waiting for Zidan to come home, I'm waiting in the front room, I hope Zidan comes home tonight, I want to hug him, I want to hear his soothing heartbeat.

The night was getting late, there was no sign of Zidan coming home, his phone was difficult to contact.

POV Author

In different places, Zidan and Inayah were watching television together, they were watching the latest Korean drama that aired recently. Karina sat with Zidan sleeping with her thighs as a pillow, Karina rubbed Zidan's hair, combing the man's jet black hair with her clasped fingers.

Zidan grabbed Karina's hand and kissed Karina's palm, Zidan looked up at Karina's calm face who was seriously watching the drama.

"honey" call Zidan softly.

"why?"

"tomorrow I go home, yes" hearing that sentence, suddenly Karina directed a sharp look at Zidan, she did not accept Zidan's wishes.

"no, you have to stay here!" with Karina firmly saying, a heavy sigh sounded more and more riled up, Zidan got up and sat down with his legs crossed in front of Karina. Zidan rubbed the left side of Karina's face with his hand.

"honey, I promise to be here again, I have left them too long, even, according to your wishes, I ignored every message and called that came from her" trying to soften Karina's heart

"that's also if I don't threaten to send a picture of us sleeping together to him!" hardik Karina's.

"honey, please, I beg you, I promise I'll see you more often, stay here, I promise" Karina brushed off Zidan's hand from her face.

"i just want to hear the promise if you're going to divorce Inayah, other than that I don't want to be horrified" Karina left after pressing the power button on the remote tv, she walked with big steps into the room.

Zidan does not know why Karina is more aggressive now, Karina is more trying to press after this past year Zidan began to show his sincere love, whereas before, Karina according to him, never threatened, never threatened, Karina is the type of woman who, according to Zidan, is also good at first, and patient with Zidan's attitude can not accept it for many years.

It was also what ultimately made Zidan fall for him, but in fact it was wrong, what Zidan did actually made his relationship with Inayah threatened, after all, Inayah his wife, Inayah, the woman who has been with him for the past 12 years. Although Zidan no longer feels the same love as before for Inayah, Zidan remains heavy if he has to let go of the woman who 12 years has graced his life.

"arggh, why is it so complicated anyway" Zidan followed Karina, he will still go home tomorrow, Zidan is afraid Inayah put great suspicion on him, this is also Zidan had to prepare the right answer for Inayah.

Zidan joined Karina sleeping on the bed, Zidan went into the same blanket as Karina, Zidan wrapped his hands around the woman's slender waist. A slightly exposed back revealed to Karina's white skin, Zidan kissed her there hoping Karina would fall off with her request.

"honey" Zidan's voice softly.

"may, yes" again Zidan kissed Karina's shoulder, Karina flipped her body, made their faces parallel, only one inch away.

"just be honest with me, you still love her?" karina's head was raised waiting for Zidan's answer, instead of answering, Zidan landed a kiss on the lips of the second wife.

"i'm sure I love you, baby" clever as hell is looking for a way to escape the deadly question.

"don't turn the question, I want you to be honest, you love is not still the same Inayah!" this time Karina's voice turned high.

"we want me to answer what, Hem" Zidan is still trying to stay calm in the face of the harshness of Karina's character that changed drastically.

"I want you to say, If you don't love Inayah, then I give you permission to go home"

For a moment Zidan looked into Karina's eyes, and then he heard a heavy sigh.

"yes, I don't love her anymore" a slanted smile was clearly visible on Karina's face.

"keep going, why don't you divorce her"

"it's not that easy Karina, I'm the same Inayah has been with 12 years, 12 years I'm the same she continues, and you ask me to forget her, I can't"

"it was a-" Zidan silenced Karina's mouth with his kiss, over time Karina began to lull, and closed her eyes, until Zidan finally released the link of their lips, letting Karina breathe air again.

"believe me well, I love you, I love you so much, but to let go of Inayah I can't, too long time spent with her, making me even remotely attached to her" Karina's eyes softened, she nodded and hugged Zidan again.

"i believe in you, baby. I believe your love is only for me"

"love, thank you, so tomorrow I can go home to Inayah and Aska"

"don't say their names in front of me if you don't want to see me angry" Zidan chuckled, rubbing Karina's back to calm down.

"yes yes"

"your promise comes to me more often with Nesha"

"yes, I promise you"