The Fading Love
Courting

I was waiting for Zidan to buy a snack to watch, we bought a ticket, I noticed Zidan waiting in line, I could not believe that my first love would end up being a husband, to be a father to my son, to be the head of the family and the priest in our household. I admit Zidan has many flaws, but in the perfect husband I have.

Sometimes I get jealous when I see other women who can be well received by her husband's family, loved, loved and proud, whereas I have never felt such a happy thing until now, I don't know when I can feel what they feel. My father once said, every human being has his own test, maybe they can feel the affection of his parents-in-law, received warmly in the family of his husband, he said, but do not rule out the possibility they also feel difficulties in different things, love husband, economy, or child. The point is to be grateful, while continuing to pray for the best for my in-laws, hopefully one day, they can accept me and love Aska like her other grandchildren.

I was too busy daydreaming until not realizing that my husband was done with his activities, he walked with a cold face that did not fade at all.

"ayo" I smiled for a moment and put up my little bag.

....

"Well, until the yell continues to dream" Zidan glanced at me.

"no promise weyy" I stick out my tongue to make fun of him, I'm definitely scared, even though my favorite actor plays though.

"this base of you" I grinned without sin, finally after so long, I was able to watch alone with Zidan, I used to date time I really like to go spend time watching with him, he said, Zidan wouldn't let me choose what movies we would watch, because he didn't want me to choose a horror movie and ended up terrorizing him all night, until tomorrow I he picked him up for school, Zidan will nag me because he can't sleep, it looks like tonight he won't let me sleep either, sorry my husband.

"Honey..that's his face ko no tiles, yes" I hugged Zidan's arm tightly and a little hiding there, Zidan's hand clasped my other hand, the other hand, I felt his thumb rub the back of my hand.

"honey" this is what I don't like, the ghost of a hobby once appeared suddenly and in a dark place, I would be shocked, I would be shocked, fortunately I could still hold him back from shouting in the cinema, otherwise Zidan would have smothered my mouth.

"Yang" Zidan forced me to go back to watching and not hide behind his arm.

"iih, don't want to be afraid, it's daunted again the ghost appeared, baby.." I whined like a child.

"that's your ghost prince popping up, take a look" basic ya Zidan, he had been mocking my favorite actor who now looks creepy face.

"you are in search, I said"

"iiyh Zidan" I pinched her waist in annoyance, she chuckled while rubbing her waist.

"so bad for you" alright, I dare to sit up straight. I tried to refrain from hanging back on Zidan's arm, I no longer hid in his big arm when the artificial ghost appeared all of a sudden, I squeezed tightly onto the black skirt I was wearing, when I wanted to cover my face with my palm, Zidan grabbed my hand first and held it, Zidan pointed my head to hide again in his arm.

"don't see that you're afraid" he said so gently.

....

I was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief after coming out of the Cinema, the tense atmosphere that I felt disappeared from the beginning already, Zidan's arm was not at all I let go even though we were already outside.

"how, relieved?" I nodded without hesitation, Zidan rubbed my head.

"be careful when someone sleeps next to you tonight"

"who sleeps next to me is you, baby, what the hell"

"in addition to the other one max" I was chuckling Upset, just got out of the Cinema, Zidan has scared me, how about when I'm home, this is my fear because of him too.

"i'm not funny about my love, I just tell you"

"iiyh, don't start it"

"later at night I sleep with Aska ya both" what the hell is this, I want to stay asleep alone, Zidan Joking or how.

"don't come from you, you want to leave me to sleep alone"

"let me get close to Aska dear" really yes Zidan, it's just her wits, sleeping with Aska made an excuse, I let go of her arm and go faster, annoying.

"honey wait"

.....

We stopped by one of the cafe subscriptions where we usually spend time while accompanying Zidan to finish his college assignments first. I ordered Green Tea and cheese bread that was super delicious, my favorite every time I visited this cafe, while Zidan ordered Ameericano his favorite drink.

"dear try this" I prepared a spoonful of cheese bread for Zidan.

"tasty?" Zidan lifted his thumb.

"Great yes the owner, still able to maintain the taste for many years" Zidan simply nodded, he placed the glass again onto the table.

"Yes his name in already know the recipe, he also has many years of sales, which may forget the same recipe itself" Zidan issued the tablet, he had to keep working even though not to the office.

"Why not, the owner can forget the same food recipe itself. People who have been in love for years can instantly lose their sense of boredom" Suddenly Zidan coughed, he choked on his own drink, I stood up and rubbed his back.

"pity pants if you drink "I sit back in my chair, Zidan's face flushed.

"You why the hell so suddenly choked on that, hm?"

"no papa, when we're done we're home"

"yes this is a little over"

In the car during the trip, Zidan was silent, whatever made him suddenly silent, I also did not want to ask Zidan, maybe there was a sudden spell that made his mood bad.

Zidan went straight into the room without saying anything, I followed because I wanted to change clothes as well. When the door opened, my hands were pulled until I staggered into Zidan's arms, Zidan hugged me so tightly, resting his face on my shoulders.

"Zi, aren't you papa?" I was really confused by Zidan's attitude, he was so excited, kept quiet and now hugged me so tightly, as if I was going away from his life.

"i love you Aya, I'm I'm Banget" I smiled and rubbed his back

"i also love you Zi, very dear"