The Fading Love
vacation

Zidan was gone about 30 minutes ago, Aska was already at school, now I'm really lonely, lonely different, and I'm really lonely, because I know my husband won't be coming home anytime soon.

There's nothing I can wait in the living room anymore, it's so hard, if I work, maybe it's not as sad as it is now. I can entertain myself by working, busying myself with things I like.

Just now that Zidan left, I've been wanting to call him, I might get angry with Zidan.

POV Author

"ye ye holiday" Nesha shouted in excitement at Zidan's sling, while Karina flanked Zidan's one arm.

"what did you say to that woman, baby" Karina turned to look at Zidan, the smile she had just lost. Zidan did not like when they were together, Karina actually talked about Inayah and her son.

"Zidan" called Karina because Zidan did not respond.

"can not talk about Inayah first, do not bring Inayah and Aska if we are rich gini, I'm lazy to know"

"i'm just the name" Karina who was actually upset by Zidan's words, released Zidan's arm and stepped first.

"Karina. honey, I used to talk dong" Karina ignored the big steps she walked by herself. Zidan also did not want the matter to get any longer, Zidan did not want their vacation to be interrupted just because of this small problem.

"honey" now that Zidan was beside Karina, Zidan put their fingers down there, Karina did not refuse even though her face looked very sour.

"i said I want to go out of town there is work" said Zidan in the end, Karina did not want to melt just like that, she was still angry even though Zidan had answered his question.

"already angry dong, baby" Zidan still trying to persuade, Zidan first hand Nesha who was in the sling to his nanny. Karina indeed brought two of her workers with them, Karina where she could take care of Nesha or her own needs. Though Zidan wanted them to go on a vacation of three, really a family vacation, without anyone. But Karina also kept chuckling with them.

"honey, don't be angry gini dong, he said he wants a vacation" persuaded Zidan, Nesha sat in one of the waiting chairs, as well as Zidan, Zidan tidied Karina's hair clasp a little messy, Nesha was sitting in the chair, after that Zidan put his fingers together again.

"ugly Lo if it's a gini snack" seduced Zidan by pinching Karina's tiny nose plan.

"Iis, what the hell" Angered Karina and brushed off Zidan's hand from his face.

"you must have asked for rations last night with him, right?" the cynical look Karina gave Zidan, Zidan just sighed heavily, Karina could question her privacy with Inayah.

"your question is that"

"just say yes or no"

"yes" Zidan replied in the end.

"stop sleeping with him Zidan, you've got that from me, why you ask him too, if I'm not enough to satisfy you" Karina's tone of voice began to rise, although Karina was still trying to hold him back because now they were still outside.

"how many times have I told you, don't have another husband-and-wife relationship with him, connecting**** can only grow your love for him, Zidan! I don't want that" Karina is a selfish woman, she took Zidan from Inayah, she also forced Zidan to forget.

"you promised not to touch her again, didn't I want her to get pregnant with your child, I don't want to!" Zidan seemed to be unable to dwell anymore if he was faced with Karina, he continued to nod with what Karina said, as if he did not want Karina to be hurt or hurt, he continued, but Zidan had unknowingly hurt a woman as sincere as Inayah.

"just look if until Inayah gets pregnant again, I don't want to, I won't forgive you" Karina's threat sounded earnest.

.....

They were already in the plane, the plane that was going to take them to Lombok. They don't go to Korea, they just go to Lombok, it's also because Zidan has a job in Lombok, so Zidan doesn't lie to Inayah completely. Zidan invites Karina all for the holidays, Zidan's work will be completed one week, the rest they use for fun.

"sad"

"Hem why" Zidan was still focused on the tablet screen in front of him, Karina rested her head on Zidan's shoulder.

"we're going on holiday in Korea?"

"yes baby, it's definitely ko, but later, wait for me to have time"

"beauty, thank you for taking me with Nesha on vacation to Lombok"

"yes, let you be the same our son is also happy" Zidan turned to kiss Karina briefly on the forehead, he again focused his attention on the tablet screen.

"why don't you take Inayah, why don't you take me" Karina really likes to provoke a debate.

"why? you do not like being invited to Lombok" Zidan did not want to be provoked this time, Zidan knew there was an intent behind Karina's speech.

"you don't love her, you're lazy, aren't you?" Zidan nodded without hesitation, lazy if again and again had to deal with Karina's anger which would inevitably lead to debate again. Zidan is just like always.

....

Inayah POVs

I sat on the edge of the bed, staring blankly at the empty wall of the room, I suddenly remembered Zidan, the phone in hand showing my calls that Zidan ignored, my tears suddenly fell down, I don't know what I'm feeling, why it's so easy to cry.

Zidan should have reached his destination city, but where he is now, why did Zidan not even lift my call, I decided to send a short message to him

*the Aska*

*" Assalamualaikum, Zi"

"had arrived?"

"cabarin me when you get there, baby"

The message was immediately read by him, it was a sign that Zidan was holding a cellphone, but why it was difficult to lift my call, what was wrong, until the reply to the incoming message made my feelings hurt again.

"The Father of Aska*

*" can't bother for the next two weeks, I'm busy, don't call first! Lo that's a bully* I elus chest that feels increasingly tight, tears I wipe with the back of the hand, this really is not Zidan, this is not my Zidan, this is not my husband, this is not my husband, I don't know who's behind the phone, I don't know who answered my message, but the one I know, it's not Zidan, I know very well how Zidan wrote the message, while the incoming message is the same as the message at that time.

"you will not betray me Zi, you are loyal to me, say If you are not rich that, say that if you write the message, I do not have to ketus with you, as long as it's your own message that is written is not someone else" I said softly with tears that continued to flow down