The Fading Love
Religious judiciary

Two months have passed, today I will attend the final hearing of my divorce case with Zidan. I stood for a long time in front of my makeup mirror, I don't know what happened, I suddenly got a call to do the first trial, it looks like Zidan has signed the divorce papers, ah... I don't want to bother, now I just want to focus on my own life and the lives of my children.

"Twelve years we were defeated by the woman who claimed to be your friend Zi. I really do not believe in our destiny, I think we will live happily ever after to heaven, but in fact I am wrong, you must once wish for our love, you present him in the midst of our happiness. I've told you that if you're tired and tired of being honest with me, we can talk about it and find a way out together, not like this should be, you hid her for years behind me" I looked down deeply, my hands clutching tightly at the dresser in front of me. I never wanted this either, I loved my husband, I loved him as sincerely as my heart, but whatever I could do, he never wanted anything similar.

"Daddy" I wiped my tears as Khansa's voice rang out.

"Dad come quickly, do not be late, Aska has been entrusted with my parents at home" shouted Khansa from outside.

"yes for a moment, it's just a pair of veils aja ko" I rushed to put my pasmina, I disguised the puffy eyes with makeup, all night I cried over this decision, I cried, crying over my dream home that is now on the verge of collapse.

"Come" take me after coming out

"campaign"

.....

When I wanted to go inside, I ran into Zidan, this was the first time Zidan attended the trial, our eyes met, a rumble inside my chest confessing to my longing for him, I slightly looked down at the hands of the other woman flanking his arms.

"Yes." I closed my eyes when the gentle call sounded.

"Come baby, I want to look for milk, later your child pees again" Women itching next to my husband.eh larat, soon will be an ex. The woman purposely waved her voice, it seemed like I was eager to grab her hair.

I admit Zidan was great, he got me pregnant with that woman. I'd be horrified to imagine that after Zidan fucked that woman and she came home and fucked me, my God... Zidan also itches it.

"Dad come in, lazy me here, not good for eye health" said Khansa ketus and pulled my hand into the room, my shoulder slightly nudged Zidan.

.....

The judge's hammer sounded, now that they had both legally separated, Inayah continued to stare blankly ahead, her fist tightening making her veins stand out.

Zidan who was sitting next to her turned to look at the woman, as the trial closed, Karina and Dewi immediately approached Zidan, taking Zidan away from there.

"Let's go home baby" said Karina. Fakhri and Khansa approached Inayah, and Khansa helped her best friend to stand up.

"ayo Aya, we go home, Aska is waiting at home" Inayah flinched, her gaze was still empty, both of my eyes began to glaze over.

"is my home really over?" muttered Inayah slowly stopped their steps, Inayah turned to Khansa.

"Sa, this is a dream, I dream right, hit me Sa, hit me, I want to wake up Sa, I want to wake up, this dream is too creepy for me, I can not Sa" Sitting on the floor, Khansa hugged her fragile body so tightly.

"Yes.." shrieked the man, his arm pulled Karina to step again.

....

As long as it's over, I don't have an adventurer anymore in Jakarta, I need my parents, I need a warm hug, I need my papah shoulder to lean on.

During the divorce process, I deliberately did not tell them, I did not want to make them worry, I thought I would be strong until the end, but in fact I needed them to complain

And I have decided to return home, and I will tell you about me and Zidan, whenever they are entitled to know about my situation, about their son who is now a widow.

I also need to calm down, I don't want anything bad to happen again to my womb, one day after the legal divorce, I'm under severe stress, which results in severe bleeding.

Today I will fly to Kalimantan, all my luggage is finished, I do not want to stay longer in this memorable city, I don't want Zidan's face to be in my head anymore, I want to bury everything about him, I want to start a new life, and I promise to live better with my two children.

"Mom, where are we going?" I rubbed my son's head.

"we go home to Grandma Farah and Grandpa Ali" I said excitedly, I don't want to show my sadness in front of my son. Aska shouted excitedly.

"yeeyyyyy" I smiled briefly.

"Aska's happy?" Aska nodded and moved to sit on my lap.

"Aska is very happy, mama. Mah, papah didn't come?" I was stunned to hear my son's question, Aska was too young to understand what was happening with her parents.

"Father don't come, we go alone son, oh yes the same baby in the stomach mamah too" I pointed my little hand over my stomach that began to look prominent.

"Askas are you boys, right?"

"Aska seneng once mah, Aska also does not like if papah comes, later papah makes mamah cry again" I hug my son and kiss the tip of his head.

"Smart mom's son. Honey, from now on don't ever look for papah again yes son, we'll stay away from papah, we'll live happily with baby sister" Aska nodded without hesitation.

"yes, Aska promise"

Tuesday was my relationship with Zidan, twelve years full of memories now I must bury in sorrow. I don't want to cry for that jerk anymore, I have to stand on my own two feet, I will prove to those who humbled me, if I can live well without them, I will, and I hope they live happily on top of all the things they do to me.

One day they will regret it all. I wish everything to the almighty. I'm not demanding any rights for my son, his mother Zidan keeps whistling hard If my son isn't their family, they don't want Zidan to support his son, I don't have a problem, I don't want that either, I don't want any more contact with them.