The Fading Love
Inayah's Rage

"You should say that you don't feel the same way about me, Zidan..." Zidan shook his head, now the man's tears came down, unable to resist seeing his wife so hurt for her betrayal all this time.

"i love you Inayah, I love you" said Zidan still in the doorway.

"LIED!! YOU'RE ZIDAN'S LIAR! YOU HYPOCRITE...I DON'T BELIEVE ANY MORE OF YOUR WORDS" She spat aside, she was too sick with the facts and facts her husband had been hiding.

"since when was Zidan, since when have you been in contact with him? the age of the girl was almost the same as Aska" Inayah closed her mouth tightly she realized if her husband cheated on her when she was pregnant. His index finger trembled as it shot towards Zidan's face.

"we-you had an affair with her when I was pregnant?" inayah said in a low tone, Zidan was silent and lowered his head to make Inayah again angry.

"ANSWER ZIDAN BASTARD!" Inayah throws a bolster pillow right over Zidan's face.

"YOU'RE ZIDAN.... I'M PREGNANT AND YOU PLAY ANOTHER WOMAN BEHIND ME" Inayah turned her back to Zidan, she got more wrathful and ruffled the bed, the pillow she tore and took out its contents, the screams and cries of Inayah echoed throughout the house.

"DICKHEAD!! WICKED!!! TRAITOR!!"

"I HATE YOU ZIDAN, I HATE IT!!!" Zidan stepped closer, hugging the body that had fallen silent but still menejrit it from behind. Inayah went berserk, beating Zidan's arm around his stomach.

"REMOVE!"

"REMOVE!"

"I NO LONGER GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO TOUCH ME ZIDAN FADILAH NARENDRA! FREELANCE...." Zidan shook his head in this embrace, his tears falling down the woman's shoulders.

"forgive me Inayah.pardon me" Inayah no longer rebelled in Zidan's arms, she tried to regulate her suffocating breath.

"why don't you tell me that love is gone Zidan.why don't you be honest if your feelings for me have faded.why did you hurt me over your lies Zidan... Wh why? Why?" inayah said so bitterly.

"sorry .. sorry but sorry"

Inayah was unable to support her body, she fell down sitting with Zidan who continued to hold her. Zidan grabbed Inayah's limp hands, the woman's right palm was already filled with blood, thisayah no longer screamed in pain, he sat staring at the wall with a blank look, the hand that Zidan touched was not trying to pull Inayah.

"sorry" said Zidan, wiping his palm with blood stains that began to dry.

Dizziness in Inayah's head now turned into pain, since then he had felt his headache relapse, but all the pain was disguised with the pain that Zidan gave. Fresh blood is now flowing out of his nasal cavity. Inayah pulled her hair strong, while Zidan had not realized Inayah's pain. Every time Inayah screamed and raged, then she felt a pain under her lower abdomen that was very torturous, Inayah squeezed her stomach. There was a short pause before Inayah went back to forgetting her pain.

"Destroyed Zidan, destroyed everything, happy household life my dreams shattered, the household that from the beginning was not solid foundation because it did not get the blessing of your parents is now collapsed without rest" inayah said so softly.

"The twelve years we've been guarding are now broken, broken and left such deep wounds in my heart. The wound scratched the smallest part inside there without any residue. I destroyed Zidan... I'm shattered.... My trust has been betrayed by the person I trust the most in my life.My own husband, the lover of my heart, my life, my love.." Inayah's voice disappeared with the voice of his cry.

"You not only hurt this weak woman Zidan, you also hurt your flesh and blood. I guess you really wanted to make Aska a great kid with all your assertiveness, but it turns out I was wrong, I was too naive and stupid, too, you knowingly because you never recognized my son as your flesh and blood, you never considered my son your son, and you loved your second wife's daughter more. With certainty you accuse me of cheating until my Aska was born into the world. At first I just kept quiet with all your cheap accusations to me, I blamed myself for hurting your feelings unintentionally, but I was wrong, all the accusations are not because of your jealousy towards me, but because you have a child that you love more than my son" Inayah clucked.

"Buckoo" All the harsh words that Inayah is abstaining from saying are now all spoken. Let everything be an emotional outlet from the heart that is scratched so sharply.

"Daddy.. I love you, I love Aska, I married her for a forced-" Inayah again clucked to make Zidan stop the sentence.

"forced? Hmh! Basic liar! It's obvious that you love that woman. Women who have been itching for a long time and ask to be scratched by you. I always put jealousy on that woman, I don't like her coming near you, I always protest if she touches you, but you always say, if she's just a friend, that she's a friend, you're a good liar, you're a good actor with your lying ability, Zidan" Inayah couldn't get Zidan's hand out of his belly, his energy drained with no rest.

"go away!" Zidan.

"I won't let you go until you forgive me"

"I WON'T FORGIVE YOU SON OF A BITCH. I WON'T FORGET YOUR BETRAYAL OF ME, ZIDAN!! NO WILL" Inayah piled her head on the edge of the bed, it felt like her head wanted out of place.

"devastated all, said my parents and your parents, we should not be in a relationship, I am a loyal person while you are a traitor, the two of us are not fit to be together, we are not, but because of my love and ego, we're still going through a marriage without their blessing, and now I'm sorry, sorry to have married a man like you. Being a hidden wife to hide the truth in a second wife, sneaky"

"agghkh" Inayah groaned as her stomach ached.

"ma-maah" the two adults looked back, at the doorstep their son was standing with a red face and eyes. Aska quivered in fear seeing the condition of her parents. Because in a hurry, Zidan forgot to lock the little man's room, Aska had been standing there since, he heard all his parents' quarrels, more precisely Inayah's tantrums.

"my son" said Inayah.

"Here son" Zidan let go of his embrace, Inayah was not able to stand, Inayah stretched her hand asking her son to come closer, Aska gave a fierce look at the papah, and, the hatred in the little man's heart began to grow back.

"ASKA HATES PAPAH! PAPAH IS SICK OF MAMA, ASKA HATES YOU!" aska screams before running hugging Inayah.

Aska did not understand everything she said, but she knew her mother was sad because of the papah.

"as-Aska" Inayah brushed off Zidan's hand that wanted to touch Aska.

"Don't touch my son!" insistent Inayah with bright eyes.