The Fading Love
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Since I was pregnant, I was more often lazy at home, Tama forbid me to go to the office, not banned even in fact I also will not go to the office, because since I was pregnant, I did not want to go to work, my level of laziness exceeds that of a normal person. Just imagine for yourself how lazy I am, to get out of bed just feels heavy, I always want to stick to Tama like a postage stamp that does not want to come off. This pregnancy is very different from my previous pregnancy. When Aska was pregnant, Zidan and I worked together initially, maybe because I was too eager to work I did not feel difficulties while pregnant, but after the incident at the Restaurant and I chose Risen, she said, I had more time at home, I always wanted to be close to Zidan, but Zidan seemed to give me a very long distance, there was a month Zidan did not want to talk to me at that time. Given the difficulty I had with Zidan back then, it makes me feel grateful now.

"Darling" My daydreams of a very sad past stopped when Tama now wrapped her hands around my protruding belly.

"You guys ready?" I asked, Tama nodded

"I'm the same kids are ready from earlier, we wait for you" Yes, today Tama and I will take the kids on vacation for a while, they themselves are asked to be invited to a playground, I mean, Tama certainly agreed, and I just went along, the important thing is that my children are happy.

Tama kissed my neck, Tama's behavior really made me ticklish, he loved to smell the area, he said fragrant.

"yeah, you've been waiting out there with the kids, I'd like to wear a veil first, tell them I'll be right down"

"I'm sure you're wearing the hood"

"It's up to you. But let go first, where can I wear a veil with you that continues to swerve. Later the longer the tablets finish" before releasing his embrace, Tama again kissed my cheek.

"Gemes I tuh, the more puffed up you love "Didn't I hear wrong, he called me a puff? wait, what do you mean I'm fat, really? I looked seriously at my face from the reflection of the mirror.

"I'm fat you mean, mas?"

"no-no-no that's okay baby, ka--" I turned to face him, I put on an angry face, he looked panicked.

"I'm fat, aren't I?" Tama's hand that wants to touch me, I tepis, I'm really offended by his words, besides being lazy, I'm also a little more feeling, I'm also a little more, I cry more easily and get offended if there are words I don't like. I chose to sit on the edge of the bed, staring blankly at the front.

"honey..." Tama switched to sitting in front of me, she reached for both hands to hold it, although many times the qu tepis, Tama still kekeh want to hold it. I at most did not want to look at her, why my pregnant hormones are really strange, I even just cry because Tama called me a bloated.

"Darling..sorry" Tama wiped my tears down.

"I can't say you're fat, baby... I'm just saying you're gnarled with slightly puffed cheeks "I'm taking Tama's hands off my face, my legs are stomping a little.

"But I don't like it! you know that woman does not like to be touched by her body shape" I see her nodding and pulling both ears.

"Promise not to repeat again, sorry" He said in front of me, rowdy, I feel guilty, did I go too far, even yelling earlier. I lowered his hand, I led him to stand up, then I hugged him in the same fixed position, I sat on the edge of the bed. I felt her hands rubbing against my back.

"I'm sorry also because I've snapped you, I'm not maxut rich that's it, I also don't know me why lately, can't be wrong a little directly angry, directly sprained, want to cry" I said honestly.

"i understand your condition baby, do not apologize, I'm the one who should apologize, I already know the hormones of pregnant women will greatly affect pregnancy, uh " Tama let go of her embrace again, at her wipe my tears came down.

"Don't cry anymore yeah, you're beautiful baby, I love it" I grabbed her hand and kissed her, as a sign of my respect.

"Thank you for understanding your wife's insolent attitude, mas" Tama immediately sat down beside me, Tama directed me to sit facing her.

"mas.." I cried like a child.

"you are so good, I am so confused why God unites us, you are with me who is unstable" I muttered, I heard the rarity of Tama.

"Why the hell, you're good, you're the perfect woman I met a few years ago as my employee, then God twists our destiny again and unites us as a complementary married couple, I am happy to be your husband, and father to our children, Aska, Ziya and our child-to-be in your stomach right now" gently once every sentence, I was truly grateful to be able to get a substitute figure as good as Tama, I wish Tama was a different man from Zidan who always gave me wounds, I hope Tama will never give me pain like Zidan gave me pain in my heart. May Tama sincerely accept me and my children, I do not want to be hurt again, I do not want my children to feel the same pain again.

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"Well let's play here" Ziya waved her hand asking me to come play with them. I could have vomited there.

"all right now, you guys, I'm from here, yeah" I suddenly want a fresh drink, probably because I saw a little boy drinking ice next to me.

"Mas" Tama was too cool to not hear my call anymore.

"mas Tama"

"gold" I raised my voice a little, thank goodness she heard, Tama got off her cars and came up to me.

"why dear "Tama stroked my face gently.

"i'm thirsty, I want to buy a drink first, you guys play the area here anyway"

"i buyin yeah, you wait here"

"don't you, the children will admit you, their sins, I will" I tried to convince him.

"you don't buy yourself "I laugh softly.

"no papa mas, I'm not Ziya, a seven-year-old child, I will not stray ko, I can take care of myself" Tama Nodded quietly, she turned her head for a moment towards my children

"they were so happy" he said, I nodded.

"yes, I laughed a lot. Yes, I picked the kids up for a moment "

"yes, you be careful "

"yes"