The Fading Love
wedded

"Damn, why can I meet Loli anyway, damn it please" Karina unceasingly cursed her misfortune who again met with loli, her former co-worker.

"mommy, ask for money dong, Nesha wants to shop with friends" Karina clucked and pulled out a card from inside her bag.

"don't spend it" Nesha smiled with satisfaction, the 10-year-old was actually acting like an adult, not like a child her age.

"no promise" said Nesha and breezed away, Karina sitting herself on the edge of the bed.

"why should I see him again anyway, argghh" Sling bag he took off and Karina threw it in any direction. Karina covered her face with frustration with both hands, her legs moving constantly signifying nervousness. The open room door revealed Zidan who looked no less chaotic than Karina, the man's face was tangled, his shirt arms rolled up to the elbows. Zidan put his briefcase on the table and sat himself next to his wife.

"you can't do it, don't give money to Nesha, you know our economy is no longer stable" said Zidan flat, his gaze straight ahead. Karina breathed a rough sigh.

"Why are you so stingy!" Karina seems to dislike Zidan's words, Karina stands in front of her husband.

"you that if you know a little dong Karina, you always just refute my words, as hard as it is to appreciate me as your husband, you are not like Inayah ya--"

pyaar!!! the glass-based display on the table Karina threw until it broke into pieces without rest. He looked towards Zidan.

"Inayah Inayah's father! This is what's inside your head, Zidan, you always call that damn woman in front of me!" Karina unhesitatingly pointed her index finger at the husband. Zidan who was tired of arguing was intending to leave, but Karina held back Zidan's wrist.

"i'm not done talking!" zidan managed to make Karina's hand slip from her wrist.

"what the hell do you want Karina?"

"I want you to stop mentioning that woman's name in our house" their gazes clashed with sharpness, Zidan shook his head.

"i won't be able to, I won't be able to forget Inayah, I won't be able to stop saying her name, Inayah will never leave here" Zidan touched her chest.

"from my heart, because she is the filler of my heart" Karina felt a great rumble in her chest, they were not as harmonious as before, they often argue about the same things over and over again. Zidan was once again a stranger to Karina, they never slept together again, Zidan preferred to sleep somewhere, Because every time they met, only quarrels would happen afterwards, like now, like now, they only met after one week Zidan did not come home, and ended up fighting again.

"I realize Karina, I realize now, I can't without Inayah, I love her Karina, I'm weak without her, I miss this Karina father, I miss Karina, I miss the woman who was always patient with all my attitude towards her, I miss the gentle figure of Inayah, Inayah never snapped at me, Inayah never raised her voice to me, I never raised her voice, Inayah always prepared good food for me, Inayah always patiently waited for my return, even though I went to see other women... " Karina clenched her palms together, While Zidan desperately held back her tears, the man so easily cried When it came to Inayah and her children.

"The father I hurt to please another woman, I thought I would start my life with you, with Nesha, but I was wrong, I couldn't do it without her, I miss thisyah every second Karina...."

"i miss Inayah.I miss my family, I miss them Karina.."the man fell on the floor with his head down his shoulders shaking, he rebuked without a sound.

"Where is your manners Leli! I want to fire!" Zidan stood up and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"ma-forgive me-bu, no-non, no-non Nesha Bu-"

"speak clearly, what's wrong with my son" Karina snapped

"non Nesha mishaps Ma'am" Zidan stood up immediately,

"accident" said Zidan and Karina simultaneously.

"iya Bu, non Nesha accident, there is a hospital party who contacted the house" like a long sword pierced his heart, the two parents who had just argued are now shocked by the boy's accident.

"Vanesha.." said Karina, Zidan no longer cared about Karina, and he rushed out to leave Karina.

....

"You have no intention of remarrying son" Inayah smiled as she shook her head.

"Yes do not think about it first mah, Aya is enough with Aska and Ziya, Aya wants to make them happy, Aya does not want to be tied to any relationship anymore. Farah turned her gaze to her two grandchildren who were busy studying with the Keke not far from them.

"you're young, son, you need a companion, either way you need someone"

"Daddy is afraid mah, Inayah is afraid of being disappointed again" Inayah shook her head and turned towards her children. There was a heavy sigh from the woman who was now thirty-two years old, the woman who remained faithful in her own status.

"Daddy does not want to be sick mah, it is enough Inayah with disappointment last, Inayah does not want to be sick the second time" Farah clasped the hand of the princess on the table.

"sadly, not all men like your ex-husband, not all men think the same as Zidan, not all men will have the heart to hurt his wife and child. You're a good woman, son, you deserve happiness too "

Inayah nods lightly while smiling.

Inayah POVs

"the trauma is still in Inayah's heart, seven years have passed. Betrayed for years when Inayah was always loyal to him. leave a mark on the heart of Inayah mah, Inayah Can not afford mah, Inayah can not" it's not the first time you've asked me to remarry, to find a husband I can trust, to find a father for my children, who loves me and my children too, I can't, I can't trust anyone after the betrayal I got before, I'm afraid of being let down again. Maybe they were sincere the first time, but in the end they could have been double. Zidan loved me sincerely at first, but what happened, the man betrayed me in the end.