The Fading Love

The Fading Love
karina's anger


I woke up as usual, I slept with Zidan, I changed position facing him, I looked at his calm face in sleep, I was angry that night I waited for him and slept on the sofa. I wanted to ask her why she didn't bring me into the room or at least wake me up but just passed me by, but all that was gone when I found out Zidan was sick.


I rubbed his firm jaw, sometimes I was afraid to see Zidan's intimidating eyes, but it was also the eyes that had lured me to Zidan. I used to be a freshman at one of the final high schools, while Zidan, the final student, Zidan, came with his friends to socialize the campus, I was still sitting in first grade just looking at him from afar with my friends.


Zidan is truly charismatic, his face, his gaze, his manner of speaking, luring students including me, I occasionally steal glances with him and get caught. Funny when he wanted to go home and return to his campus, Zidan met me and invited me to meet, Zidan's face was completely flat at that time. We were four years apart, he was older than me, as much as I could keep the manners in front of him, I just sort of answered Zidan's questions.


Although the question seems to me to have deviated from the school realm. Because Zidan hastily asked for my mobile number, the reason is so good if anyone wants to ask from there your relationship began.


Not wanting to disturb Zidan who was still asleep, I rushed up to take a bath, wash and clean the house while waiting for the morning prayer to reverberate.


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"no need to go to the office first yes, you are still hot baby, no papa will you not go to the office a day" I am still trying to persuade Zidan who also still kekeh want to go to the office, even though he did not enter a week did not papa, the office had him anyway.


"Zi" Zidan walked away from me, my husband was busy buttoning his clothes.


"Zidan, please deh ah, you're still sick, rest a day" my hands that tried to stop Zidan's activity buttoning his shirt on the edge so rough, I was surprised to not think Zidan would do it.


"I'm not a sick little kid who doesn't go down to work, don't let you down" after saying that Zidan left me downstairs. I gave up on persuading him, instead of Zidan being bad in the mood and ending up not touching his breakfast again.


At the dinner table, Zidan only drank the warm tea that I made for him, not even a touch of breakfast that I had difficulty cooking, he said Zidan no appetite.


"just a little, Zi" I scooped the rice onto Zidan's plate, but Zidan's response kicked the table, Aska who was busy eating until she was surprised, looked at her Papa in fear.


"Can't make it! you can't always want to be!" snapped Zidan in front of my son, I turned to look at Aska who had tears in her eyes, but who was snapped by me, not her.


"Zi, why should it be this angry anyway, right I've told you not to be angry in front of our child, so he became afraid "Zidan glanced at Aska with a sharp look, Zidan, my son could only look down in fear, without saying a word, Zidan left after putting on his suit.


"Zidan "I tried to catch up and call him, but baby, Zidan's car has passed away from the yard.


"mamah" the voice of Aska's call was so soft


"no papa dear "


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POV author


"Who would take care of Nesha if you were here?"


"i'll drop it into daycare first" Karina massaged Zidan's sturdy back


"lots of work baby, yesterday I was forced to go home quickly because I couldn't stand it, so today had to finish everything" Karina exhaled heavily, breathing heavily, he moved to stand in front of Zidan with before turning Zidan's chair towards him.


"already eaten?" Zidan shook his head


"eat first yes, I've brought you lunch from home" again Zidan nodded, Zidan followed Karina sitting on the sofa in her room.


"what's that?"


"Royal chicken, you'll love it"


"do you do?" Zidan hoped it was his wife's, but Karina shook her head.


"it is not a pity, since when I can cook, this is made by Inah" explained Karina, did not know her, Zidan so expect the food carried by Karina is the result of her own cooking. Zidan opened his mouth letting Karina bribe him.


"don't you?"


"it's good, but it's even better if you cook" Zidan said honestly, Karina just laughed in response.


"Don't you freak Zidan, I'm the laziest whose name is dealing with the kitchen, I'll never cook" is very different from Inayah, Inayah who always cooks whatever Zidan asks.


Inayah will continue to learn new recipes so that the menu is not boring for her child and husband. Inayah who cleans the house without any help from anyone, while Karina who used to live a luxurious life from small will not let her hands touch the clothes in the washing machine. There are about 4 workers in Karina's house whose duties vary.


"i'd love you to cook for me, baby. it's been four years we've been married never even though I eat your homemade cuisine, rich Inayah who every day masakin me" the pink box drifted to the wall of Zidan's room, Inayah rose from her seat staring intently at Zidan.


"I DON'T LIKE IT THE MOST! WHAT ELSE IS THE SAME LOWLY WOMAN, I DO NOT FEEL SAD IN BANDINGIN WITH YOUR WIFE, A LOWLY WOMAN, WHILE I GREW UP IN A RICH FAMILY, GREAT, NEVER ONCE HAVE I LIVED HARD" Karina's voice echoed in Zidan's room, Zidan also looked at Karina no less fierce, he spoke well but Karina's response like this, Zidan, his office also became a mess because of Karina's passing.


"YOU'RE NOTHING, MENDING YOU HOME INSTEAD OF MAKING MY HEAD DIZZY" Karina grabbed her bag on Zidan's desk and walked out of it. Zidan's door slings made some of Zidan's employees turn their heads, but still pretended not to care when he saw his boss's wife. Who would dare to raise his head staring at the youngest daughter of a famous businessman as well as the wife of the businessman as well.


Inside his room, Zidan massaged his temple which began to throb again, Zidan was completely inexhaustible with the behavior of his second wife.


Ringing the phone on the table broke the silence in the room, Zidan took a deep breath before raising his call.


*" waalaikumsallam, why?"


"Zi, have you eaten?


"you want to call just want that name? vows are not important "Zidan turn off the Call unilaterally