The Fading Love
visit the Naila
The glass in his hand broke, shattered nothing left. The news of Inayah and Tama's marriage has reached Zidan's ears. All together Inayah covered her marriage, will still be found out.
Tears came down again soaking the cheeks that became more clearly visible jaw. Zidan sat himself on the edge of the bed, broken glass scattered on the floor successfully injuring the soles of his feet. Zidan did not feel any pain in the area, but what was much more painful was his heart.
"Yes.. Aya.." he said softly, Zidan could not continue his sentence again.
"You're getting married, Aya. Is there not a little chance for me, is there really no more of our word for the second time, Aya..."
"may I wish you back Inayah, may I wish we were back as we were, I want to start again with you from the beginning, I want to start again Inayah..." Zidan pulled his hair back. Inayah's wedding just got public after a week of events will start. How devastated Zidan was after receiving news of Inayah's marriage. His world seemed to be getting destroyed without rest, everything was finished, one by one, company, love, family, everything was finished.
"Dad, my children, my life, my world" Zidan screamed out loud, raging and regretting was useless, everything was done. In the midst of that eternity, Zidan remembered the time of his life that was so happy after successfully marrying his idol first. Inayah's sweet smile was still clearly reflected in his mind, Inayah who was shy on the first night they managed to make Zidan laugh out loud. Inayah acted silly in front of Zidan who had just legitimately become her husband.
"You're why, baby" Zidan said in a teasing tone.
"i-I accidentally spilled water, Zi..."Zidan took over the washcloth from Inayah's hand.
"no need to settle down, baby, we're in yo's room" Inayah stood up as Zidan led his arm, Inayah was nervous not a bitch as Zidan led her into the room.
"Zi, ma-wanna go into the room" Zidan smiled and looked back.
"want to make your cute rich kid" Inayah glared, unconsciously pinching Zidan's arm until the man grimaced in pain.
"sick Aya.." he said softly.
"You're the one, you're a prick" Inayah stroked Zidan's arm that she had just given a pinch.
"And yes dear, what is wrong from my words, we just got married, so now it is halal dong want to do it. Make a cute child, a beautiful one like you, a handsome one like me" Zidan grimaced sinlessly, Inayah's cheeks now met red with shame.
"you don't want to make a funny kid with me?" Zidan made his voice become weak, Inayah shook her head and immediately hugged Zidan.
"So now Aya's husband, I want to do anything with Aya it's halal, Aya want to make cute children with Kaka" Zidan returned the embrace of his wife, Aya, he kissed the tubers Inayah, Zidan rubbed the back of Inayah, Inayah looked up.
"Right love to Kaka"
"i love you too" Aya"
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one kiss landed on Inayah's little lips. Zidan suddenly lifted the body of Inayah ala bridal style, making Inayah squeal in shock.
"Sister!"
"Come"
A flash of that happy memory made Zidan smile amidst the pain he now felt.
"Yes. I love you Aya... I love you" he said so bitterly.
"Until this moment I still love you, I regret Inayah, I regret"
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Actually I've come to see Miss Naila to ask her permission to marry Tama. But today I want to come back to see him, before I go, I stopped by first to buy red roses and white roses. Tama said she loved roses, when I first met her for permission, Tama bought her a red rose, and now I want to buy both.
"it's mbak"
"thank you mbak" I breathed in the fragrant aroma of two roses for Naila, mbak Naila would have liked.
I just continued on my journey.
....
This is where the good guy is, I'm sure Naila is a lot calmer now. Naila no longer feels pain, but Naila is happy there. I put the flower I bought on top of the vortex, I poured the water I brought.
"Mr... This is Mbak Aya, Aya came again to see Ma'am" I rubbed the tombstone of Naila's mother. Naila died four years ago. Naila's mother had uterine cancer that eventually claimed her life, Cancer that also caused Naila could not have children. Miss Naila is a great woman, I salute Miss Naila, she is so tough and I have never heard her complain of pain. Miss Naila loves my children so much, I don't know how I describe how good that person is.
"mbak, Aya permission to marry the husband mbak yes... Mbak also once convinced Aya to convince herself to open her heart Again, mbak always said not all men like Aya's ex-husband, and Mbak also never asked Aya to marry Mba's husband" yes, Naila herself who once asked me to marry her husband, at that time I was angry with her, I even ignored her for days, I really did not like when she told me to marry her husband, she said, I have felt the pain in the two, although the case is now different, but still it is double. During her time I wanted to become a snatch for people's husbands, after my husband was taken away by people. He kept apologizing, I felt guilty, why was I so angry when he asked me to marry Tama? maybe even then I was still in the process of recovering my heart, so it was a bit sensitive.
"mbak, Aya promises to be a good wife for Tama, Aya will not shift the name of mbak in her heart, mbak will remain in the place of mbak, Aya will only fill her emptiness"
"Sir, I must have seen it from up there, right?" I looked up at the sky so bright. I smiled
"Dear dear mbak, mbak already seems like kaka for Aya, thanks because Mbak already believes in Aya, Thanks because mbak already love Aya and Aya's children"
"Yes go home first yes mbak, later Aya here again with Tama to jengukin mbak" I spiked, I trim a little clothes that tangled because later sitting crouching. Every time I come to the tomb, I always forget the time, I can tell you anything in front of the grave, Miss Naila.
I hurried off to pick up my son Ziya who was tutoring.
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My wedding will be held tomorrow, there is no festive party, this is my second wedding, so is Tama, for the second time my wedding without a party, I myself ask, I ask, I don't want excitement, enough with chops and just eating.