The Fading Love
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Inayah POVs

"Sorry mom, son, you must be afraid, baby" I trim my son's messy hair, my son's face is swollen, his eyes are swollen, I can't hold my tears in front of my son, the betrayal that Zidan committed not only mengukai me as his wife, but hurt our son alone puppet also.

I pushed Zidan's hand rough when he wanted to touch my son, I didn't let him touch my son.

"I TOLD YOU NOT TO TOUCH MY SON!!" I looked at Zidan, the tears that came out in his eyes were all crocodile tears, all fake, all lying.

"Daddy, please calm down, listen to my explanation"

"explanation of what is less clear, Zidan! What explanation do you want to make clear! everything is clear, you are cheating! you cheated with your own best friend, you BETRAYED ME! you broke my trust, you became a happy family under my suffering!! what explanation would you like to clarify Zidan! What's Zidan!" Aska was crying hysterically again, she hugged me so tightly, I didn't actually want to scream in front of my son, but I really couldn't help but hold my emotions and voice in front of Zidan, this fucking jerk.

"I'm going to sue for divorce, we're going to split up, for me there's no apology for treason, and you know very well I don't like being betrayed the most" I said firmly pointing at Zidan with a stern look, I hope he understands my words.

"I don't want to get divorced!! I don't want us to split Inayah! I don't want to" I laughed discordantly, laughing at the words of Zidan who seemed to fear my loss but in fact he had let me go since he decided to marry his own best friend. I sibak my already irregular hair back because I have trouble seeing the face of the cheating man in front of me.

"Don't say the thing you never wanted Zidan to say "I said flat, my hand kept wiping my son's still shaking back.

"I mean it with my words Inayah, I don't want us to separate, I can't without you and Aska"

"IF YOU CAN'T WHY YOU MARRIED HER "I'm pointing Karina in the doorway with Zidan's parents and my sister-in-law Al Birru.

"WHY ARE YOU IMPREGNATING HIM!!! WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING WITH HER, WHY ARE YOU ACCOMPANYING HER SHOPPING! WHY ARE YOU HOLDING ON TO HIM SO FAR ZIDAN!! Why Zi why? " i sobbed in front of these evil people, a family that had inflicted deep wounds on my heart, beating Zidan's chest repeatedly, until he held my wrist and hugged me back with Aska in the middle, my voice was restrained because my face was right in front of his chest.

"Sorry Aya sorry.."

"because Zi...why are you the same as me Zi?"

"sorry sorry Aya sorry"

Silence, nothing was heard anymore, only the sound of Zidan breathing I heard, along with my shrill voice. But the silence lasted only a few minutes before the sound of the mama Zidan.

"Zidan, go home!, Nesha was crying for you" my eyes that had been closed because they were too tired of the rampage were immediately proven to hear the voice. Slowly I kept my face away from Zidan's chest, I said for a moment the four of them who had different faces from the doorway of the room that was like a broken ship.

I took Zidan's hand off my body, I looked for a hijab that was somewhere to cover my head, in front of which was my sister-in-law Birru, she wasn't my mahram, I don't want him to see anything that shouldn't be visible from my body. Zidan in this traitor seemed to be aware of my movements, he tried to cover me so as not to be seen, while I was still searching in the pile of clothes that I had previously scattered, he said, fortunately there is a long instant hijab that I can use.

"Go Zi, meet your dear daughter, I'll take care of our divorce papers soon" my hand in his hand again, Zidan shook his head.

"Don't Aya, please don't, I don't want us to separate"

"sorry, I can't go on with the man who betrayed me, Zidan, the man who doesn't even have a stand in his life" I tried to stand on the edge of the bed, although it is difficult I still try to carry Aska whose body is not as light as before.

"Astaghfirullah" I said when I felt pain in my lower abdomen, what's wrong with my stomach why it hurts so much, what am I? I shook my head to rule out that possibility.

"Why are you?" I clap Zidan's hands, who wants to touch me again.

"Don't touch me anymore Zidan, you haven't had the right to touch me since you chose to marry that itchy woman" I said flatly but sounded defiantly, I pointed at Karina.

"Shut your mouth Inayah" turned out Karina was well received by the Zidan family, no wonder anyway, Karina son of a rich man, while I'm not, looks so mamahnya Zidan does not like when I call his daughter-in-law is an itchy woman who asked to be scratched by my husband

"why? You don't like your daughter-in-law that I call an itchy, itchy woman who asked to be scratched by your so friendly son. The two of them were very suitable madam" I looked alternately at Zidan's face with Karina before continuing my words.

"Honey, let's go home, Nesha is looking for you baby" I threw my eyes to the side and wanted to step away, but my wrist was held back by Zidan, I took it, I turned to see Zidan take his hand off his wife.

"Don't go I beg you" Zidan said softly.

"Zidan! let the woman go, it's better for your relationship with Karina, son" I said Zidan, who just kept me quiet.

"Yes right dear, let this woman go, after all you are not also the one who asked for. she also wants to go yaudah please" Zidan turned to look at Karina sharply.

"I solve my problems with my wife, I just finished our relationship" Zidan said firmly, clearly visible woman with a very open shirt in front of her was shok, as well as mamahnya.

"YOU SAID WHAT ZIDAN! DON'T YOU JUST TALK"

"Zidan seriously mah! Zidan will-"

"ZIDAN! REMEMBER I AM PREGNANT YOUR CHILD ZIDAN, TEGA YOU LEFT ME" I laughed discordantly, it turns out this woman is pregnant, this is what she said is not Love, but understand twice, forced what doyan.

"It's not love, she said forced, but in fact made pregnant twice. Is it because you're enjoying the affair so much that you're able to impregnate this itchy woman Zidan?"

"INAYAH" Karina's hand was floating in the air as she wanted to slap on my face, Zidan holding her hand

"Never dare touch her, Karina" I seem to be eager to laugh in front of Zidan, but I'm tired, tired of it, this funny Zidan.

"why Zidan? Let alone time, anyway the pain is also not much right"

"you must choose Karina Zidan! let the woman go, end your relationship" Zidan said.

"no need to choose, lady Dewi Narendra is honorable, because I am not an option, I also do not want to compete with the itchy women of other people's households" I look down lightly Karina.

"you wanted it a long time ago, didn't you? take it, I donate willingly to you" one corner of my lips lifted, not at all I humbled myself in front of these haughty humans.

"Take it, have as much as you want, and one thing you should remember" I took my hand off Zidan's hand, I stepped forward slightly eroding the short distance of the actor, I took a step, I point my index finger in front of his face.

"In this world there is karma, Lo has damaged the household of another woman, you snatch the affection of parents for her child, I'm sure... Lo will receive his reward, Karina" Our gazes clashed fiercely, I gawked away not caring about the shards of glass slicing the soles of my feet.

"Daddy wait for Inayah" Zidan scorched firmly. I stopped again in front of Zidan's parents, behind them was my sister-in-law who was glazed over.

Aska in my sling pointed her face in front of them, in front of her Grandpa-grandmother who had never admitted it.

"look at the face of your grandson for the last time, the grandson you never acknowledged for being born of a woman who was not equal to you. Look at his eyes that are so similar to your son of a JERK, look! I'll make sure you guys never get to see him one day, hold my words and remember them well... I'll make sure you regret what you did, I'll make sure of it!" I slightly bumped into Zidan's mama's shoulder with a sigh, my hand held Birru, I did not turn to look at him.

"Ka. don't go, I beg you "

"Lo good man Biruu, thank you for all the love that you love for Aska, and I'm sorry" I walked away, Zidan kept shouting calling my name, I know he was arrested by the three humans there.

The tears that fell back, I wiped them violently, I walked with my head raised, there was not a single item that I brought from Zidan's house except my son Aska.

Everything is over, my relationship with Zidan is over, and I will be inaugurated soon at the religious court.