The Fading Love
Embark

"Gue go home first yes, God willing I will return to this city" it seems once my best friend forced a smile and nod. Khansa rubbed the head of my son who was in Fakhri's arms, actually he wanted to hold Aska as well, but did not dare because it had just been a few months finished Cesar's birth.

"The handsome son of aunty Khansa, Sholeh like his mama, keep your mamah yes son, grow up to be a smart child and able to protect your mama and your sister from bad people such as your papah and family" I just let out a long sigh as the Khansa wish was getting a nod from Aska, instead of disliking it, just that I was afraid Aska was holding a grudge on her papa. I don't really want to bring them together anymore either, to bring my children together with their papa, but to name a grudge in my children's hearts seems like it's not good either.

Khansa switched again hugging so tightly, her hands moving up and down rubbing my back. I can't hold back tears if it's like this, however I pretend to be okay but in fact I'm not that strong, I'm weak, I just try hard in front of them, I was afraid that they would worry, but when I cried myself, crying so much, I did not expect all this fate. My household was over, everything was destroyed when Zidan decided to marry Karina for accidentally impregnating the woman when her heart was a mess and it was difficult to control herself.

If Zidan had told me everything from the beginning, it might not have been like this, I could have been looking for a way out of it, and it shouldn't be that guilt feelings for Karina end in love and hurt me and my children the way they are now.

But Zidan chose to hide it all, Zidan lived with two women for years, I'm like a stupid woman who always considers the change in Zidan's attitude that is getting weird every day because of his jealousy that is not over.

"Lo is strong Aya, Lo can definitely pass everything, Lo can definitely forget about that jerk, I believe Lo Aya" Khansa has always convinced me to stay strong and not look weak in the face of those who have hurt me, even though it is hard to keep trying, I also do not want Zidan to know my slump after officially divorcing him.

"gue didn't expect the end of my story with him to be this painful, Sa. Ka Zidan who once promised to hold my hand, lead me, love me, but in fact it's all a lie, Sa..." Yes here I am, Inayah who has not been able to forget that bastard, I have said if it takes a long time and peace of mind to be able to bury all the memories I have made with him.

There is no word of regret after breaking my relationship with him, I do not regret knowing him, because without him, without him, I will not have the little creatures with round eyes that are now eating ice cream with Fakhri, nor the little ones in my stomach, they are both my world, my love, my life, my body, they are the reason that I stay alive for the sake of both of them, staying sane in the midst of the breakdown of love and my heart.

"wait for me to come back, Sa, I'll be here again soon with my kids, once I'm sure that my body and mind have healed completely" I let go of my arms again. I wiped my tears with the tissue that Fakhri bought me a few minutes ago.

"gue said hello to Lo's parents, yes" I nodded as I compared myself to Aska, I cleaned my child's mouth full of ice cream, after which I stood up again.

" I'm so sorry" I once again hugged Khansa.

"keep yourself well" I nodded and let go of our embrace.

I immediately held my son's hand, soon all the passengers on the plane were asked to get on the plane, the farewell time was getting closer. I waved again before turning my body.

"go away, thanks for all your help"

"It's our job to help Lo, Inayah" this time Fakhri who spoke, I've given a lot of messages to Fakhri. I don't want my best friend to feel the same way as me. I told them to be honest with each other, never hide any problems between them, because basically dishonesty in the early household from the problems that will come.

"remember my message Fakhri, take care of Khansa, do not ever Lo intend to play her heart" Khansa turned to her husband, she sentil Jidat Fakhri.

"yeah, we split up here yeah, I'm the same Aska Go home first" both nodded and smiled.

I stepped away, and as I turned towards them, I saw Khansa wiping her tears with her arms waving at me and Aska.

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"i really don't have a husband now?" I'm monologuing myself, I still wish I was just dreaming, I wish I woke up from this nightmare with Zidan beside me, hugging me while whispering ' baby calm down, it's just a nightmare, sleeping again....'

but in fact this is all really happening, I with him is over, he lives happily with his affair, while I have to organize a new life back.

"In the end I was forced to retreat, I had to give in, I had to let go, I had to let go too" a single tear came back down my cheek, I did not turn my attention to the clouds around the plane that looked so beautiful.

"i hope you're happy with her, Zi. I hope you don't repeat the same mistake again, just that I feel the pain of being betrayed, I know that I want other women to feel what I feel, because of the betrayal that hurt, Zi. it hurts so much" I closed my eyes while pounding my chest which again felt tight.

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POV Author

The man walked over to Khansa and Fakhri, who had just left the airport.

"In-where Inayah" Zidan tried to take his disordered breath from there to here looking for Inayah.

"Don't see him again! Inayah has been living quietly with her son, and the JERK guy! like Lo it was inappropriate for my sincere friend" Fakhri pulled the wife's hand away from there, Fakhri knew exactly what would happen if Khansa faced Zidan any longer, maybe his wife clawed at the face of a man who had the heart to hurt his best friend.

"khnashay! Where is Inayah khansa!" Zidan tried to catch up, but Fakhri put his wife in the car first and left Zidan.

"Khanza!"

"ARGGHHH" the man roared as he rubbed his face.