The Fading Love
doubtfulness

Inayah POVs

My call was broken unilaterally, I became worried about Zidan's situation, this morning Zidan had not had time to take his medicine, Zidan missed breakfast. Zidan could forget about eating because he was too busy with his work, I thought for a moment to bring Zidan breakfast, but I paused. Zidan has already banned me from coming to his office, I'm afraid Zidan is angry again, I just hope Zidan eats right and takes his medicine.

I sent a message to Zidan.

*the Aska*

*"Assalamualaikum Zi"

"don't forget to eat yes, you didn't eat Loh, the medicine wasn't in the drink"

"what will I come home to?*"

long enough I looked at the phone, there was no reply from Zidan, even though my message had been read by him. All right, I'm gonna do something that Zidan might like, hopefully.

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POV author

Zidan came home early again, but this time the man did not return to Inayah's house, he returned to Karina's house to apologize. Zidan sees Karina sitting with Nesha playing, both unaware of Zidan's presence.

"may join" said Zidan, compact mother and child turned, Nesha ran happily to the Papah, while Karina showed a smile.

Karina came closer, hugging Zidan as well because there was a real feeling of guilt. Already acting very rude in her husband's room, Zidan lowered Nesha after peeping her son's forehead. His hands still held the wife's waist.

"Nesha play first baby, papa want to talk to mama" Nesha nodded, running kagi towards her Barbie toy that piled up in front of the tv.

Zidan refocused on Karina, hugging Karina from the front.

"sorry, I made you angry" Karina nodded and chose to stick her face on Zidan's chest.

"i'm also wrong, I shouldn't have been angry rich earlier to you, you just talk, but I'm actually rampaging rich that" slowly Zidan let go of his embrace, Zidan, short kissed Karina's lips and cheeks in turn.

"hungry" said Zidan like a child, Karina laughed, unable to bear to see the changes in Zidan's face like that.

"let's eat, let's cook earlier" they joined in to the kitchen.

"are you home, baby?"

"no, I'm home, I haven't got any reason to go to Inayah"

"well, when I wish you could catch Lo dear"

"later, yes" Karina nodded obediently, suddenly Karina let go of her hand, with a radiant face moved to stand in front of Zidan, Zidan raised his eyebrows in confusion.

"honey, we're vacationing yu" Zidan's left hand raised rubbing the side of Karina's face.

"where are you going for the holidays?"

"go to Korea"

"ok, next month" said Zidan without further ado.

"seriously dear?" so enthusiastic was Karina.

"yes" Karina jumped up and down in pleasure, Zidan smiled at his wife's child-like behavior. Karina hugged Zidan so tightly.

"lt's a darling"

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"dear, would you like some more rice?"

"just a little" Karina shoved a little rice onto Zidan's plate.

"honey, look at your son..." Karina pointed at Nesha with her chin.

"it's so hard to tell them to eat" Karina complained about their child, what else now, instead of going out to eat with her parents, Nesha just ran around the house, throwing her toys everywhere.

"no papa baby, Nesha will eat ko"

"you're too spoiled, so gini right" Nesha poured water into Zidan's glass.

"my son, how dong" Zidan smiled with satisfaction, while Karina clucked Upsetly.

"this base of you" Karina hit Karina's arm. Karina's dining room was so warm, they joked, laughed, shared stories together.

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Inayah POVs

On the table, it's been neatly arranged all my cooking, I hope Zidan is happy, soon Zidan comes home, should be.

Aska had also been sitting waiting for her papa, Aska said she wanted to have dinner with her papa, so Aska refused when I wanted to bribe her first, even though my son was already hungry.

"Aska eat yes son, papa back home Kemanya deh" Aska shook her head with a lethargic face.

"Aska wants to wait papah, mah" I resigned, can not force too. I hope Zidan comes home as soon as possible, my son, and the food I'm cooking is cold.

I went back and forth from the kitchen to the front room just to make sure Zidan came home, but nil, it's about an hour past the usual time Zidan came home. Where at? I carried Aska who could not stand the sleepy yes, it should be this hour Aska had slept, but my son still kekeh wanted to wait for the Papah.

A glimmer of hope appeared when I heard the sound of a car engine coming into the courtyard of the house. Quickly I went out to open the door, I could breathe a sigh of relief, my husband finally came home, I waited at the door with Aska in the sling. Aska did not sleep, but was already very sleepy, raising her head was difficult.

"Aska, it's papah coming home son" Aska immediately raised her head.

"sir" Aska's call was ignored by Zidan, Zidan passed us who had been waiting for him, without saying hello first, even Zidan brushed off my hand who wanted to reach his briefcase.

Aska in my sling rebelled ingi down, I put Aska down and my son chased his papa, hopefully Zidan did not scold him, looks very unfriendly Zidan face.

My eyes bulged, as Aska pushed back because of Zidan.

"Aska" I ran over to my son who was already crying from fear, Zidan's sharp gaze gave to his son.

"i told you not to come any closer, you bad boy!" snapped Zidan, there was absolutely no guilt that he showed his son. I can't accept this time, Zidan has crossed the line, Zidan deliberately pushed Aska down just because his son kept following behind

"you're why Zi, you know Aska is waiting for you to fall asleep just to be able to have dinner with you. You can't help but push your child to the point of screaming richly gini fear" I didn't raise my voice, I still kept my manners, I was slow, I was quiet, but it seems that it makes Zidan even more angry. My arms in her clutches were strong, I grimaced with the pain, Zidan's sharp gaze was so frightening.

"i'm not sure, that boy is my son" like there's an arrow that Zidan thrust into my heart, how could he say that in front of his son, Zidan doubted his flesh and blood. O Allah, Zidan said this.

Zidan always questioned Aska if he was angry with Aska, he doubted Aska as his son. I don't know on what basis Zidan is like that, why he has the heart. After saying a very painful sentence to me and Aska, Zidan let go of his hand so violently that I was slightly pushed back, Zidan left without saying a word.

I wiped away the tears that were now flowing through my cheeks, I did not want my son to see his mother grieving, I sat back in front of Aska, moving Aska into my lap, my son is no longer crying, but his sobbing still sounds heartbreaking.

"mama's son is hungry, right? we eat, son, we're sleeping"

"Aska nodded obediently, her eyes red, I could not bear to see my Son.