The Fading Love
unexpected surprise

"God" I kept my mouth shut in disbelief, what the doctor in front of me said really surprised me not to believe, what a joke.

"yes ma'am, forgive my misdiagnoses at that time, I I am a negligence, forgive me ma'am" I cannot say anymore, this is a happy surprise in the midst of my pain.

"sa-i'm healthy doc, ti-no Cancer in my brain?" asked me again to make sure, the doctor nodded. I can't hold back my tears anymore. A few hours ago I got a call from the doctor who was checking on me, I was scared, I thought I was going to do a biopsy, I thought, because at that time I went straight home without doing the test, and in fact I was wrong. The doctor wanted to tell me about the Diagnosis error, I felt like I wanted to be angry with the doctor, he said, it could have scared me half to death because of the diagnosis, but I was happy too, so my anger was disguised.

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"God, thank God, thank God" I keep shedding happy tears, I am healthy, and the child in my womb will not be threatened.

"your mommy, healthy inside, baby" I stroked my stomach.

"Yes.." I raised my head, before me was Zidan and his wife, I tightly clenched my hands.

"eh Inayah, Lo is here too, why? Oh yes, I'm the same my husband wants to see an obstetrician, we live happily Inayah, I hope Lo is also happy huh...."

I glanced at Karina from top to bottom, while Zidan did not look at all, even from the tail of my eyes, I could see Zidan who did not take the slightest look from me, not so pede, but from my eyes, it's just the way it is.

"May last you both, and congratulations on getting what you want. Congratulations on having managed to live with a man like a jerk" I pointed at Zidan without hesitation, I folded my hands in front of my chest and put on a look of disdain.

"Yes..." The voice of that jerk's calling really sucks, why does he still call me that, that special call to the people I love, and he no longer has that right. I turned my gaze to Zidan, looking at him dislikefully

"apologize dear Mr. Zidan Fadillah Narendra, stop calling me that, we have no relationship whatsoever, and I do not deny that dear call you use for me, because you're no longer someone I love"

"And one thing you should know Mr. Narenda, and tell your super haughty parents, if it starts from this second, and then, I will not use your last name for my son Aska and.." I pause my sentence for a moment and put my hand on my stomach that began to stand out.

"The child in my womb" I continued, managed to make Zidan look at me with the iris of the eyes widened, for sure he was surprised, I rewind the step as the man stepped forward.

"Aye are pregnant?" I saw those two stern eyes that I always praised but kept many of the lies glazed over.

"I told you not to mention that name! You don't have the right to that call anymore!" I'm really upset, this guy still calls me Aya, I don't like that rough mouth calling me Aya.

"Daddy..you're pregnant Inayah" why her voice is getting soft, what's wrong with this man, she should be happy dong if I'm pregnant, she shouldn't see me pregnant, she shouldn't see me, giving birth and adding weight to her life, since we were divorced and I would raise my own child, she also never told me not to get pregnant again.

"Yes, I'm pregnant, I'm pregnant with my second child, and now I'm two months old" I turned my gaze to the woman who seemed to be in shock with her husband.

"why are you doing this Aya? Why are you suing for my divorce? and you hid the news of your pregnancy when our divorce went ahead" my forehead wrinkled at him, what he just said was beyond reason.

"You blame me, Mr Narendra? you sane? your head didn't hit, did it? or is there something short in your brain?"

"mistress Narenda, it looks like your husband needs medical attention, there's a nerve in his brain that's sprained, you better correct his position before it's too late" I stepped up after saying that, but Zidan still held me back, he spiked in front of me with a glare.

"Don't go I beg you, don't go again, we grow up the same children, we refer Aya, I beg you" I laughed discordantly, which is true, he invited me to refer, I said, it looks like his brain fell off his head and is now next to his heart so it is shaking too.

"Stop dreaming!" I said, I'm sorry, I hope he understands. I was a little surprised when he suddenly grabbed my wrist.

"What are you doing? Off!" the man nodded. How hard I try to escape, I will never be able to. I was surprised when this bastard's hand touched my stomach.

"My son.... There's a papah boy in the boy.." I froze, why did I have trouble moving and even rebelled, even I seemed to expect that touch, I hated myself, I hated my weak feelings, I hated this weak feeling, I hate being weak in front of this guy.

"Darling! What are you doing" she couldn't take when her husband rubbed another woman's stomach, how are you with me, whose husband has been fucking other women for years. Karina pulled Zidan away from me

I no longer wanted to be among the cypress family, with legs trembling from the man's touch, I still tried to run my way with a slight bump to his shoulder.

"Dad" his voice sounded loud, hopefully there's a security guard securing the man.

"Dad, I don't want to split up with you and the kids"

"Setres, if you don't want to split up don't itch the stuff, I'm always patient with your attitude, I never close anything from you, and this is the reply for me" I muttered as I continued to move. I honestly can't hold back my tears. I thought I could be without him, you were wrong, twelve years was not a short time for me, and it took me a long time to get him out of my heart. Two months is too short to get her out of my heart, forget all my memories with her.

"INAYAH ARGGHHH" I accelerated again my steps as the screams sounded more thunderous.

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Khansa put on a sour face, she really wished I had stayed in Jakarta, but I couldn't continue to be in the same city as Zidan, I needed space to treat my injuries, the wound that was caused by that jerk named Zidan.

I also need a quiet place to raise my children, and I promise to return to this city after setting this broken heart and starting over, start everything with my children without any more shadow of Zidan and his family.