The Fading Love
Working holiday

"Aren't you in the office, Zi?" I put a plate of apples that I had sliced into the dining table, then sat down next to Zidan.

"no" what last night the little fairies bewitched my husband's brain, the five years you were married, only today did I see zidan sitting at the dinner table in a casual dress at home, it is still a working day, even if it is a holiday... Zidan wasn't home either.

"Huh, why Zi? You're not feeling well anymore?" I'm really worried about him, who knows he's sick but won't tell me.

"I'm not papa, Inayah" I spilled rice on Zidan and Aska's plates in turn.

"continue why you're not at the office, there's a problem" the spoon that Zidan wanted to put in his mouth stopped, Zidan put down his spoon and focused his gaze on me.

"i'm not papa baby, I want to be at home, work from home with you, no papa right?" maybe the frown on my forehead was clear, I was really astonished by his attitude, was he that scared I left behind? I don't know, I don't understand.

....

"Darling, hurry. Aska was almost late" I don't know what zidan did during that time in the room, it was like a woman, me and Aska had been waiting for him about ten minutes downstairs, already like a woman, but when I met him in the room, the man was busy with his cell phone, it must have been calls from the office he had deliberately left.

"are you busy Zi?" Zidan pocketed his phone again and walked towards me.

"If you're busy not papa Zi, I'm the same Aska can take a taxi online only" Zidan shook his head and embraced my waist.

"let's go, Aska's late" My waist is not at all Zidan let go, like a newly married husband and wife.

Seeing me and Zidan, Aska ran quickly to the outside, my son was impatient to want to go to school, wanted to play with his friends more precisely.

I laughed softly with Zidan hearing the funny thing about my son singing merrily in the back, this is the first time Zidan heard his son singing cheerfully, it seems Aska forgot who he was going to school with.

"it's a fact that she didn't realize that you were in front of Zi" when Zidan's smile faded, I noticed that my husband's mood was changing as well.

"Zidan"

"i'm so much like my own son, that to hear the singing I had to wait for Aska not to notice my presence" I touched Zidan's hand, I rubbed the back of his hand with my thumb.

"i've come so far with my own son, Aya" turned to look at me, I could see the regret of my husband's face.

"sir" I immediately turned away, while Zidan focused his gaze back to the front, he did not want to lose control while driving. While I can not resist the feeling of haru anymore, maybe now my eyes have been glazed, finally my son again called his papa.

"sir, Aska at school many of her friends, they like to tease Aska, they finally believe that Aska has papah also rich them, papah often take Aska to the front of the class and pick Aska up, Aska is very happy reward, thank you for the reward" my son said with his fun, he said, he considered what he said was just a word, but not for me and Zidan, what my son said really touched both of our consciences as parents.

"Father try every day to take Aska to school, son"

the situation came back boisterous with the sound of Aska singing, while Zidan and I chose silence.

Arriving in front of the Aska school, Zidan immediately went down and carried his son, I followed behind them. Here I can see the face of Aska who changed a little, not too scared anymore, there was already a smile too, my heart really warmed, hopefully the relationship of my son and husband will improve, and our household will last until old age.

"want to walk?" I didn't really hear what Zidan said, because I was putting on my seatbelt.

"you said what Zi was. I'm not horrified"

"want to walk, to the Mall or where to"

"you don't work, Zi?" looks like my question pissed Zidan off, he clucked Upsetly and ran his car.

"You're the reason, Inayah. You don't like me at home, you always ask me to do work, you don't want me near you? Da? " well, why so angry, obviously I ask him constantly about his work, people he is a lover of work, sick just keep working, and now suddenly take a vacation and take me for a walk, he said, it's so weird.

"no, baby, I'm just asking, I'm afraid you're busy or a lot of work" I tried to restore his mood, it didn't seem to work, his face was very cold.

"i want our relationship to improve, Inayah. I don't want us to lose communication again, I don't want to" Zidan said.

"yes yes, sorry"

"Zidan, honey..."

"what" he answered with a wit.

"we're watching yuk, there's a new horror movie coming out today" Zidan turned to look at me.

"sure to watch a horror movie, not afraid of you, rich dare to" sounded once the tone of surprise. I was so scared of things like that, I remember going to watch a horror movie with him, Zidan's collar was torn because I pulled when the ghost appeared. From then on Zidan would no longer want me to take him to a horror movie, not because of his torn clothes, but because of the fear that continued until home, I made Zidan bother by constantly asking him to accompany me to the WC, or to the kitchen at midnight, funny to remember.

"dare" I said without hesitation.

"don't want ah, you will have trouble sleeping and shadowed with his ghostly figure, dear" I shook my head

"no, I promise you, I dare Zidan"

"why do you want to watch a ghost movie? Hem"

"because of the male lead of my favorite artist" Zidan rolled his eyes off guard.

"don't want to, don't watch" I held her hand and put on a face.

"honey.. please, you watch yes, yes" heard a heavy sigh from Zidan, he glanced at me with a look of dislike impressed resignedly.

"just watch if you can't sleep, just watch wake up I make them urinate, even though the WC is in the room.

"no promise" I laughed even more to zidan's annoyance.