The Fading Love
Sorry about Inayah

"Yes, how are you, I miss you Aya" His thumb rubbed gently on the face of the ex-wife who until this moment had not been able to forget.

"I miss you as a kid. Now that your life has been much better, I'm happy, but may I wish I could go back to how it used to be, hahahaha can't ya baby" Zidan laughed blandly, he stared at the slice of his pot with Inayah. In the photo both look happy, Inayah who is very young in gray white clothes, while Zidan front handsome face and happy smile.

"You're so funny baby, in this photo you're still shy, you can't even look me in the eye. This is the first photo we took after officially, officially making you my partner. I am so stupid yes, I could have wasted your rich woman, I regret Inayah, I regret it. Until this moment I still hope what happened to us, our separation, our broken marriage, and you remain my wife, being the first to calm me down. This sick I lost you Inayah, this sick man saw you with him, this sick see you belong to someone else Inayah, now I can feel how it feels to be you who know I cheated for years, not to mention with my attitude to you, I regret Inayah, I regret" regret for the sake of regret that is no longer useful. What is planted, that will be in old age, Zidan must receive the fruit of his own behavior, he himself began by planting seeds by presenting Karina in the middle of their relationship, he said, it started with compulsion but ended with comfort and now it's just regret.

As years passed, Zidan could not shake the feeling in his heart, the feeling he first gave only to Inayah. The first time he felt the love when he saw Inayah who stood behind the crowd with her sweet smile, Zidan ventured to start a conversation with Inayah, until a relationship was established between the two.

"You're getting more beautiful Inayah, you're much more mature, no longer the innocent Inayah who was a dozen years old to meet me first"

"Happy and happy, I'll have the kids" Zidan kissed the little picture.

"Zidan" Zidan immediately returned the Poto inayah pas with himself which had become an emotional outlet when Zidan was caught cheating for years.

"Well, what's wrong" Dewi noticed her son's eyes glazed over, Dewi glanced at the picture frame that Zidan had placed on top of her bedside Nakas.

"Son" Zidan smiled, Dewi sat down next to the child, he rubbed Zidan's back which did not look as fresh as before. There has been a lot of burden to bear since his divorce from Inayah.

"You miss them, Zidan?" Zidan nodded without hesitation.

"Until this second Zidan continues to miss them well, Zidan continues to hope this is just a dream in the Zidan household, Zidan hopes Inayah is still next to Zidan mah, Zidan's children, Zidan's wife, Zidan's wife, zidan's happy little house"

"Then Zidan said that Zidan loved Karina, and began to forget Inayah, but now Zidan realized, if Zidan's love for Karina was only Zidan's male lust, while Zidan's love for Inayah, while Zidan's love for Inayah, sincere from the heart of Zidan, a woman as good as Inayah.is a gift from God that Zidan wasted all this time"

"do you love him?"

"You ask what is the answer?" Zidan looked confusedly at the mama

"what about marrying her without your blessing is not enough as proof that Zidan loves Inayah? What is it about presenting Aska and Ziya is also not enough mah?" Dewi and Zidan stared at each other for a long time. Zidan first turned his eyes.

"What do you need?" Zidan tried to distract the mother.

"You want to meet your children Zidan, you want to apologize, you realize now. Mama's evil grandmother, manah never let the grandchildren rain to fever, mamah never admit them, mamah hurt them, manah want to apologize Zidan.. help mamah to get their apologies.." lirih Dewi Pilu, now her cheeks have been wet because her tears have now come down already.

"evilly Zidan, Zidan no time small family Zidan treated so that the same mamah, Zidan preferred to have fun with Karina and Nesha, Zidan ignored Inayah and Aska, Zidan, and now that Zidan had to endure the consequences, mah" Zidan stood up, he intended to put an end to that painful chatter. But Dewi restrained her steps by clutching Zidan's wrist.

"Is there no way to meet them, son?" Zidan did not look, he shook his head, and stepped back.

"Zidan.. mamah would like to apologize Zidan" Nihil, Zidan closed the door to the room leaving the Goddess inside alone with deep guilt.

"sorry..." Dewi stared at the tiny frame of Inayah and Zidan's photo above Nakas. All of them are regrets that mean nothing more.

....

"Great pangs" Inayah hugged Tama. They are not separated by distance and time, without just going to work, they often call, because Inayah who can not be far from the husband.

"I haven't cleaned up baby" Tama put her briefcase on the table, she returned this hug, despite the hesitation because she had just come. Inayah shook her head slowly.

"No papa, I like the smell of gini-rich mas, I miss Banget"

"Such a pregnant woman, I'll be jubilant" Inayah moved her lips while rubbing her face in front of Tama's chest.

"you who are pregnant, try not to get pregnant, I will not be spoiled gini" Tama laughed at him.

"Oh Allah, funny to you, Inayah "

"mas.."

"yes dear" said Tama softly.

"want to sleep sleep, waiting for you to come home for a long time "

"sorry yes, there was an impromptu job, let's sleep "this father away his body, Tama's bag on the table was taken.

"campoo"

"yes ayoo"

....

" Dede baby again what son?" Tama put his ears in front of Inayah's stomach is still flat, Inayah combed the jet black hair Tama.

"In order not to win the reward, the loneliness in the reward" said Inayah with a voice made.

"patience son, eight more months baby, eight more months you will not be lonely, there is Brother Aska with Kaka Ziya"

"yeyeye" Inayah cheered cheerfully. The woman actually turns into spoiled during pregnancy, in contrast to the first pregnancy and the two used to be, probably due to factors from the couple as well, Tama which allows her to be spoiled.

Tama returned to her place, sleeping beside Inayah, Inayah changed her position and hugged Tama tightly.

"let's sleep at night" Inayah nodded with her eyes closed.