The Fading Love
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"I'm home early today, maybe I'm home by the second hour, I'll wait for me at Aska's school, we'll go home together"

"really, Zi" If Zidan had seen how enthusiastic I was now, he might have told me more.

"yes" Zidan's voice sounded weak, was he sick

"why, Zi, are you sick?" I heard the sound of being seen.

"my head is dizzy, like a fever, I go home after the meeting"

"you don't have to pick me up with Aska deh, Zi, you just go home to rest, I'll make chicken soup for you to have lunch, let the throat warm too" I became sorry, I was sorry, I sound tired my husband.

"no papa, just wait at school, I'll pick you up, it's old, I want a meeting"

"you be careful on the road "

"Hem"

My husband must have worked too hard this past week, until he ended up sick. It's a shame Zidan never contacted me. I thought nothing of Zidan, what kind of wife I am, how could I think badly of my husband who was busy making a living until he was sick, O God, forgive your servant.

Zidan likes to make chicken soup if he has a fever, his throat hurts usually, by eating soup ayan warm so make Zidan feel relieved rather than eating another. I rushed to make Zidan chicken soup, thankfully the supplies I needed were still complete.

I wrote the clock on the wall, it was one o'clock in the afternoon, my soup was also finished, I rushed to get ready to pick up Aska.

Arriving at school, Aska had not come home, but had read prayers to prepare to go home, from afar I saw Zidan walking gontai towards me.

"Zidan" I approached Zidan, I turned his body to sit in the chair that was prepared by the school for the parents who were waiting for his son to come home.

"so much dizziness, Zi, the head?" Zidan Nodded, I put the back of my hand on his forehead, my God, it's so hot.

"patience to Zi, Aska's coming home soon" Zidan did not say a word. His head rested on my shoulder, I grabbed the hand of a zidan that was much larger than my hand. Gently, I massage Zidan's fingers to relax, hopefully reducing the pain a little.

Hearing the screaming sounds of the children I turned my head, Aska has come home, I slowly wake Zidan up

"honey, Zidan, Zi, wake up yuk, Aska has gone home, we continue to rest at home, later I massage your back" look once heavy eyes Zidan, I first go to pick up Aska, I went in first pick up, then get in the car. I was worried to see Zidan carrying the car, his hands were shaking, I touched the back of his hand.

"why?"

"you sure can, Zi. Your hands until the gini quivered" Zidan nodded, then he gasped, I just kept praying for the safety of the three of us.

....

Aska had run first into the house with her bag, while I helped Zidan to walk, Zidan's body was very hot, I wanted to quickly lay Zidan's body and give him medicine.

Arriving at the room, Zidan immediately laid himself on the bed without taking off his shoes and clothes. Zidan massages - his temple massage.may be due to dizziness that strikes his head.

"i'll get you some soup first, yeah" Zidan just nodded with his eyes closed.

I went into the Aska Room first, my son seemed to be a soybean as well, Aska had slept in a change of clothes.

"smart boy" Aska seemed to understand that her father was sick, so she did not want to trouble me, Aska was indeed understanding.

I rushed down to the floor, a bowl of soup I had prepared for Zidan I heated for a while to make it better to eat, while waiting for the soup to be ready, he said, I'm looking for heat-lowering drugs and compresses for Zidan.

After everything was ready, I went back up to the second floor, I sat down next to Zidan muttering in his sleep, I grabbed Zidan's hand for me to hold.

"honey, eat first yu, I've brought your favorite soup with the same medicine" Zidan did not respond, I touched his cheek that feels hot, his thumb slowly rubbed his eyelids.

Zidan felt the stroke of my hand and grasped it, my palm in his kiss was short, then Zidan tried to get up even though it was difficult, I helped Zidan to sit down

"eat first yes, just take medicine, then I incandescent his head" Zidan nodded, slowly I bribe Zidan, although many times also rejected zidan because he felt the chicken soup was tasteless, tasteless, maybe because of his uncomfortable throat, but Zidan still spent until there was little left, I did not force Zidan to spend without rest, which is important now that Zidan has eaten and can take medicine.

"drink the medicine first, baby" once swallowed the drugs in drinking Zidan.

"Where's the scale?" Zidan asked in a raucous voice.

"Having gone to sleep, Aska's wealth was also soy sauce, usually I give you a meal first, but just as I checked into his room, Aska was already sleeping "Zidan back to lay his body on the bed. I moved a little forward to reach his head younger, felt less precise, I moved up to the bed, I moved Zidan's head to my lap. Zidan keeps his eyes closed, he likes his head in gini-rich massages.

"Dad" I thought Zidan was asleep, but no, I looked down at his tired face.

"why, Zi"

"I told you, don't wait for me, why are you still waiting for me anyway, until I fell asleep on the rich sofa that is" I kissed Zidan's forehead briefly, I kissed Zidan, from his voice, it was clear that my husband was angry.

"i miss you, Zi, I always hope you come home, I'll never tire of waiting for you every night until you're in front of my eyes, baby" Zidan opened his eyes, at the sight of me from below, Zidan raised his hand to rub my face.

"sorry" I don't know what it is, I just nodded, I know Zidan works, he doesn't have to apologize.

"you must be busy, I understand that, Zi, I'm just worried that you don't have any news, so I'm afraid" Zidan's countenance turned mellow, whether it's just my thoughts or something that Zidan is hiding, I know my husband very well, we know each other not after the wedding alone, he said, but ever since I first wore a white-gray uniform to school.

"sorry for making you wait for me" I smiled, I told you that my husband is not a romantic man, he is cold, but at the same time Zidan can also show me his romantic side, funny about my husband.

"No papa Zi, don't apologize for a mistake you never made" after I said that, Zidan looked even more guilty. Well, I don't understand what's going on with him. Zidan got up and sat cross-legged in front of me, Zidan pulled my arm into his arms. Zidan's swipe at the back of my head was really soothing, I felt Zidan also drown his face on my shoulders.

"I love you, Inayah" if sick this must be the nature of Zidan changed, funny as well, like a child alone, spoiled, I like, but I do not expect him to continue to be sick, but I do not expect him to continue to be sick, I could see him in pain like now. Let Zidan remain cold rather than romantic like a child but in sickness.

"i also love you, Zi. quickly healed, I can not bear to see you rich gini "