
No need to complain about what happened, because complaining never improves the situation. Problems are a test of maturity, so there is no reason to offend others. Work with a hope that you dream of, and accompany it with patience and sincerity, you will find what you dream of.
Tatit sat pensively leaning his body on the pillow, he was still thinking about what he and his son had done, even at this time he did not know the state of Kinar, the courage to ask about the circumstances of Kinar just disappeared when he saw his younger brother so angry, maybe even more angry if he knew Irsyad had been released on bail.
"Mi"call Arifin, there's no answer just a gaze from Tatit"Did you already know about the news of Kinar and our future grandchildren mi?"Tatit shook his head"Try Arifin called and asked about Kinar's condition, Has he recovered?"
"Mommy doesn't have the courage of Pi"
"Mommy has made such a big mistake, whoever the person is will definitely not be willing to hurt her daughter"
"Mami really feels guilty with Kinar pi"
"Ease Kinar and our future grandchildren are fine huh mi? Papi still does not believe in the heinous acts committed by our son mi, this is what makes papi can not ask news about Kinar to Arifin, mi"Tatit just silent"Papi wants to go to my office, oh yeah try to ask slowly with Arifin or if you need to come to his house and apologize" said Irfan by leaving his wife. Tatit picked up his cell phone and wanted to contact his sister, again he was so scared
"It's better that Kinar I call, but is Kinar better? My courage is completely gone, how do I restore my courage? Right said papi, it's better now that I go to Astrea's house" Tatit hurried to the bathroom to clean himself after that he went straight to his younger brother's house
Once he has arrived in front of his sister's house, again he still has fear, do not feel afraid Tatit, if your intentions are sincere all will be fine, all will be well, you're guilty maybe if you apologize things will improve a little, even if you're not completely sure about it.
At the press of the bell that was attached in front of the house, he pressed her several times, right his guess that opened his door turned out to be his younger brother who looked neat with his office suit
"Why else would Tatit come here? Didn't I tell you not to put your face in front of me?"
"I'm sorry, Fin?"tatit's hands were so cold and trembling when holding Arifin's hands
"It turns out you still have courage after what you did to my daughter and future grandchildren, ma'am" Tatit fell silent bowed
"Pa"Call Astrea by wiping her husband's arm"Papa better leave for the office"Astrea said by looking at her sister-in-law's face
"It's better than having to deal with a man with no heart"
"Papa"
"I set out first"Astrea approached Tatit and held his hand, however cruel his sister-in-law, he was the one who brought her to the point of success.
"Come on mbak"Take Astrea by holding her sister-in-law's hand"Sit down mbak"Astrea stood up to take a drink
"Sit down As, you don't have to bother"
"Just drink"
"I'm not thirsty"Astrea complied by sitting next to Tatit
"I want to know about the state of Kinar" a clear detail fell on his face that began to look wrinkled" I'm sorry As, really I want to apologize, I want to apologize, although my apology won't change anything, maybe even Kinar won't be that easy to forgive me, As"
"I no longer have the face to meet her" her tears increasingly fell, in that she was very much looking forward to the prospective grandchild who was currently residing in the womb of Kinar, who was now living in the womb of Kinar, but after what he did his sense he already had no rights anymore, let alone validate that it was his granddaughter"Did the state of Kinar have improved As?"Tatit stared at Astrea's face wistfully, after the incident where Kinar was in a coma, eating and sleeping were irregular
"Alhamdulillah is gone"
"Alhamdulillah O Allah"sof Tatit with full of haru"Should I feel happy or I just feel sad As?"Tatit held her sister-in-law's hand"Even I was very sure, Kinar wouldn't allow me to see my granddaughter when she was born"he wept bitterly and made Astrea's heart pity
"Sir, believe me, my daughter is not that bad, even her heart is so good, but if she doesn't allow me to see her it's because she still harbors anger"
"What do I have to do to make up for all my mistakes, As? Tell me, all I'll do so Kinar can forgive me?"
"I don't know either" Astrea replied by taking her breath so deeply
"If need be right now I'll go to Jogja"
"But mbak,, "there's doubt in Astrea's heart, what if her daughter doesn't like Tatit's presence? What if Kinar refuses Tatit's apology?
"Now I'm going to Jogja As"
"Mbak"Call Astrea by holding Tatit's arm"If Kinar has not been able to forgive what has happened, I hope that Tatit will not force him and will not be hurt or disappointed"
"Kinar has the right to do anything As, and he also has the right to refuse my apology, if that happens in the slightest I will not be angry, will not be hurt or disappointed. At least I've been trying to mend this relationship"Tatit wiped away her tears"I went first yeah As"
Tatit went straight to the train station, he wanted to get to Jogja as soon as possible. There was doubt in his heart when he had reached his mother's doorstep, would his mother also be angry and hate her? I don't know if he doesn't know either. Gather his courage to press the bell, the sound of footsteps
"Mother"
"Where's mom, bi Narsih?"
"There's in the Mom"
"If Kinar?"
"If the day of gini mbak Kinar has not yet returned, around the time of reception mbak Kinar just returned home"
"Oh,,"
"Please enter the ma'am"
"Thank you very much Narsih"
"Mom's in the nap room at noon, Mom, if you want to come in, just go in, Mom" Katit nodded her head. Over and over again he took a breath, but still his chest still trembled so fiercely.