The Faithful Wife
Visited

Tatit with her husband today visited Arifin's house they wanted to ask Kinar whereabouts, because it had been a month Kinar his son-in-law left Jakarta without any news

"Kinan" call Tatit

"Eh Aunt Tatit how are you?" ask Kinan by hugging Tatit"what's the news om" asked Kinan after taking off his hug on Tatit

"Dear, your mom is there?"

"There tan, let tan sit first Kinan call mama first tan"Tatit and Irfan sat in the living room with staring at the whole room, Tatit did not see the wedding photo Kinar and his son. Tatit was sure Astri must have hated Irsyad so much that his child's wedding photo was not displayed in any room

"Mbak Tatit" called Astri by hugging her sister-in-law

"How are you doing, As?"

"Good mbak"

"Why don't you ever call me?" tatit asked by pulling Astri's hand to sit next to her, Astri just kept quiet by looking at Tatit"Are you angry with me?"

"No mbak"

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

"What should I say mbak?"

"About Kinar and my future grandchildren, do you know where Kinar is?"Astri hesitates to tell Tatit, as Astri is certain Tatit will pick up Kinar to return to Jakarta. While Kinar was reorganizing his life back in Jogja and Astri did not want to ruin all of it by telling Tatit"why are you silent Astri? Do you know where the kinar is?"tatit asked back by holding Astri's hand, his eyes so begged Astri to tell him the existence of his daughter Kinar"Did you not believe me?"

"It's not so bad"

"Then what is Astri? you don't believe me?"Tatit still holds Astri's hand"Kinar is not only my daughter-in-law Astri but she is also my niece, the mother of my future grandchildren, and do you know I was so worried about her?"there's a twinkle of sadness on her pretty face"are you afraid that I'll tell Irsyad about Kinar's whereabouts?"

"It's not so bad"

"You always say it's not so mbak, I see the doubt in your eyes Astri and it looks very clear"

"I'm sorry mbak".

"Do you know where Kinar is now?"tanya Tatit returned by looking at Astri's face so deeply. While Irfan just kept quiet by looking at all that, he did not want to interfere because it was a female matter. Irfan left the two of them and met Kinan who was watching television with his two children

"Why are you where's Kinar?"

"Papa again came out om, said his no business"

"oh, what a funny thing about your son, huh?"irfan said with a hold of Diwa"Are you also having trouble with your husband?"asked Irfan, Kinan looked at Irfan's face, yes they used to be very close to his Aunt's family but after Kinar married Irsyad their fraternal relationship was a little tenuous even like a stranger"this is what Irfan fears Kinan, your papa and Aunt Tatit are siblings, even you and Kinar used to play at home but since your brother Kinar married because he was in a match with Irsyad son of Irfan our family relationship like a stranger"

"That's what I feel too"

"om Irfan hopes that our family relationship will return to what it used to be. You and kinar also often stay at your aunt's house but now"

"Why didn't Irfan prevent the matchmaking of Kinar and Irsyad?"

"Your mom and dad are also aunt tatits who always force this matchmaking"

"And om Irfan didn't prevent it?"

"It's Kinan, already" replied Irfan with a little annoyance"you know mama and Aunt you they both if they want something can not be prevented?"Kinan looked at Irfan's face with regret, if only the matchmaking did not happen surely Kinar would not leave this house, Kinar would still be like the old days who had a hobby of sleeping even though not bathing, Kinar would not have gone from this house, but now everything has changed. Kinar had to go far leaving both his parents and his in-laws, because of their selfishness

"Why are you silent Astri?"this time Tatit could not stay silent, because he was so worried about the state of the kinar and his future grandchildren, Astri handed his phone to Tatit"why did you give up his phone on me?"

"Take note of her cell phone number and call her mbak, but you have to promise not to force her to say where her whereabouts are now?"

"Smoke?"

"If Tatit's cell phone number doesn't want to be blocked then don't ask for his whereabouts?" Tatit was so surprised he didn't expect that Kinar would go that far

"What happened to her?"

"Well, I don't know" Astri's sad face made Tatit so pitying, how not because his son's daughter's sister suffered so much

"I'm sorry Astri, I'm sorry"Tatit hugged Astri's sister-in-law's body, she knows very well Astri's current state"please forgive me Astri"this time Astri can no longer stem her tears, she spills the tightness that had been stuck in her chest, perhaps by crying like this will reduce all her. Is it Astri? no she does not exaggerate this mother's affection towards her child, the child who never refutes her, the child who never fights her, the child who never fights her, the child who when he was a child was entrusted to his parents because Astri wanted to make his two children fulfilled materially even though he knew at that time he had broken the rope of affection between mother and mother anak anak. Now Astri just missteps him assuming all this will make Kinar his daughter happy but real her not. It was precisely the pain and disappointment that he gave to his daughter

Tatit hugged the body of his sister-in-law's cesarean and released his hug on Astri, and he stared at the face of his sister-in-law who was so sad, so sad, Tatit was sure here that was hurt the most was the wife because Kinar had to bear all of her

"I'm sorry Irsyad" said Tatit"I'm sorry my son As, please forgive him" said the tatit in tears

"There's nothing to forgive, there's nothing to blame in this maybe this is Kinar's destiny"the same woman who has a beautiful face is now crying over the fate of their child

"Thank you As" Tatit hugged Astri back wanting his sense of Tatit giving energy to Astri so that he was able to accept all of this as a test for her

"I'll call Kinar" Tatit pulled out his phone and dialed Kinar's phone number" she said, looking at Astri

"Hello" Kinar's signature voice that Tatit never forgot

"Linar"call Tatit shakily"How are you doing baby?"

"Mam"call Kinar, it turns out Kinar still thinks of himself as a mother-in-law

"How are you, baby?"

"Why should you go, son?"tatit asked"you don't have to go away from mam"

"That's not what mam meant, I just"Kinar did not continue his speech

"Say son that you're okay?" tanya Tatit by wiping away her tears, she had enough to hold back the longing on her daughter-in-law for a month, maybe everyone assumed that Tatit's attitude was too excessive. Truly this is not an exaggeration perhaps if a child partakes to his mother before leaving the heart of a mother will not be anxious like this. But Kinar left with a wound and anger that was difficult to assuage how could Tatit be able to calm down what else Kinar went by bringing his future unborn grandchild, who was not yet born, I could have done something reckless. That's what Tatit had in mind"what about my dear future granddaughter, is she okay?"ask Tatit. Kinar rubbed his stomach that was getting bigger" replied Kinar, is the future grandson of mam okay?"

"No" replied Kinar calmly

"What do you mean, son? are your future grandchildren okay?"fear could not be covered from Tatit's face

"He's not good mam" replied Kinar by stroking his stomach"sorry mother son, this is the one way so that your grandmother does not have to worry about us"

"What do you mean, baby? Is your future grandchild gone?"

"Yes" replied Kinar with a voice so calm, her household story has made her become more mature in the face of everything

"You lied, son, did you lie?you're just mad at me?"

"Why did I lie to you?"

"So your future granddaughter really has no Kinar?"

"Yes"

"Yahoo!!!!!" tatit's screams left Astri puzzled. Irfan and Kinan ran towards them

"What happened mbak, say mbak?"

"You're deliberately making your future granddaughter disappear?"

"No mam" Kinar's voice was still so calm

"Then how could the future grandchild of mam not? tell me Kinar or did you intentionally make it go away?"

"Mas Irsyad" replied Kinar

"You mean Irsyad did it?"

"Yes"tatit turned off his phone and cried lamenting over him"How could my future grandchild be gone?"tatit's words made the people around him surprised"this should not happen Astri, this must not happen!!"tatit screamed in tears by beating his chest

"What are you doing mi?" Irfan asked with a hug on his wife's body

"Mommy is not strong pi, not strong!!"tatit beat Irfan's body his husband"mami so expect pi, so expect pi, very hopeful though Irsyad and Kinar can't unite but mommy can still have a granddaughter pi but the reality is all that isn't true pi" Tatit cried in her husband's arms

"Propay ya mi"Irfan hugged Tatit so tightly, because Irfan knew that his wife was so expecting the presence of his future grandchild. Astri is only able to be silent with *********** his hand

"How could the baby-to-be without Kinar not contact me, did Kinar think his mother was gone so he didn't say anything about this?"Kinan held Astri"Did Kinar hate mama Nan so much that she didn't say anything about any of this?"

"Patience ma, perhaps brother Kinar has his own reasons"

"The reason is because Kinan hated mama Kinan so much" Astri blamed himself so many times

"No ma, brother Kinar never hated mama"

"But why didn't Kinar tell mom that her baby-to-be was gone?"

"Sister Kinar doesn't want to make mama feel more guilty ma"

"But mama is getting to feel guilty about this incident Kinar. How could he face all of this alone Kinan, how could it be!!?"Kinan could not do anything, at his sight Tatit was crying in the arms of his husband"mama was very sorry Kinan, regretting, if mama knew it would be like this mama would not force her" Astri was even more regretful.

"Call Irsyad pi, call Irsyad"

"But why call Irsyad?"

"He's the cause of all this" Irfan took his cell phone and connected

"Halo pi"Irsyad's voice is heard when the phone is connected

"This is mami Irsyad"

"What's wrong?"

"What did you do until your future granddaughter Irsyad died?"irsyad's heart beat so fast it ran out 1000 meters in three seconds.

"What do you mean?"asked Irsyad back because he was also not sure if Kinar was so soft and kind would be so hearty to make his baby candidate until he died. And all this time Irsyad only considered the word Kinar at that time was just a threat but it turned out all of it was true

"Don't pretend you don't know Irsyad"

"I don't understand mi and there's no way Kinar would do any of that anyway,,,"

"Shut up!!!!!"snapped Tatit, Irsyad just kept silent by staring at the outside view passing from the window of his hotel room

"Mommy regrets having given birth to a child like you Irsyad, mami is so sorry!!!"tit, his phone is disconnected with a furious Irsyad holding his cell phone with his hard self so angry when his mom says that his prospective child is now gone, it turns out that what Nina said is true that her baby candidate is now gone and for what she must find Kinar.