The Faithful Wife
Heart Pain Return

Narsih opened the door of Kinar's room, he saw that Kinar was still sleeping so well and Narsih closed the door again and went to the kitchen. While Grandpa Popon after taking the medicine he was asleep, Narsih was confused what he should do to relieve his saturation, he plays his mobile phone maybe by playing the phone can eliminate his saturation, instead of playing his phone he instead fell asleep.

Kinar awakens when he feels his esophagus feeling dry, he searches for something by looking around him yet he does not find it, but, he got up by holding his stomach which he felt suddenly felt so heavy, not had he been feeling his stomach heavy then why now only he realized it. His eyes circled the entire room but he still had not found what he was looking for. The house looked so quiet and he also did not see Narsih who was always at his grandmother's house,

"Where is Narsih? How come I didn't see her?"in addition to her husband she is also looking for Narsih, Kinar still surrounds her grandmother's house even to the rear but he also does not find Narsih let alone her husband, Kinar, he went in and went to Narsih's room and he saw that the man he was looking for was fast asleep

"Bi, bi Narsih"call Kinar softly but who was called to smile with his eyes still closed"Definitely bi Narsih had a beautiful dream to fall asleep was smiling sweetly"Kinar approached her and sat on the bedside"Bi"call for a kinar by holding Narsih's arm

"Bak Kinar!"Narsih was surprised so was Kinar he was also surprised

"Hayo what dream bi Narsih?"goda Kinar, Narsih's face just blushed red

"There is no Kinar"

"If there's no reason why bi Narsih sleeps with a smile, don't say in the dream bi Narsih met someone?"

"No mbak, mbak Kinar looking for me what's up?"Narsih diverted the conversation

"Don't divert my conversation, bi Narsih"

"No mbak"

"Who is the man present in Narsih's dream?"Kinar was still insistent on asking about Narsih's dream

Undeniably, even though Narsih is not a girl anymore she still has the right to live with the man of her dreams, Narsih smiled as she shook her head

"Don't make me ashamed"

"Why should I be ashamed? I'm not someone else"

"Oh yes mbak earlier mas Irsyad,,"not to mention Narsih finished talking Kinar directly cut off the word Narsih

"Where is Irsyad, bi? Why didn't he go tell me? What did he say before he went bi?"

"Which question should I answer first?"

"Where is bi"

"So mas Irsyad before going to tell me that mass Irsyad wants to take his goods left behind"

"Why not build me?"

"Mas Irsyad told me that I should not disturb Kinar's sleep"Kinar immediately picked up his phone and dialed Irsyad's number but was inactive

"What's wrong, mbak?"

"His phone is not active Bi"

"Maybe the phone's battery ran out"

"Mas Irsyad never runs out of his cell phone battery bi"Narsih begins to fear something happens with Kinar, not that he puts his heart on her but Irsyad is the husband of his employer's granddaughter

"Try calling again mbak"Kinar contacted her husband's cell phone back but still inactive

"Why am I so scared of bi"

"Don't be afraid mbak, mas Irsyad must be fine maybe his cell phone battery runs out"Kinar was silent by staring at Narsih, but his heart can not be lied to if he was really afraid and worried

"Shone, Narsih!!"call grandma Popon

"Dalem Bu"sahut Narsih while running in a row"What's wrong Mom?"

"Where are Kinar and Irsyad why aren't there in his room?"

"There's Ma'am, in, in,,,"

"I don't go where Grandma" said Kinar who was behind Narsih

"Where's your husband?"

"Let's go for a minute and there's something you need left behind"

"He's coming back, right?"

"Yes nek" replied Kinar doubtfully

The clock has shown at 09.00 pm, even dinner has passed but irsyad did not go home, Kinar's heart began to have doubts. After dinner, Popon went straight to his room because there was something he had to do, while Kinar sat on the porch of the house while staring at his cell phone.

"Are you going to hurt me back? I should have known from the beginning that you never really loved me. Why am I so stupid"Kinar beat his head that hurts"What should I tell papa what mas? Should I say that my husband left me? Mama's face, I can't imagine my mama's disappointed face"Cinari cried regretting her stupidity

"Why are you sitting outside?"Kinar was so shocked when his grandmother arrived already sitting beside him, quickly Kinar wiped away his tears.

"I just want to find the wind"

"It's not good for the night breeze for a pregnant woman" Grandma Popon knew that her granddaughter was crying"Did Irsyad leave you again?"Kinar looked at his grandmother's face so mellowly"This is what grandma was afraid of Kinar, Irsyad never loved you"

"If only I didn't love her maybe my heart wouldn't hurt this much" Shinar let his tears fall, why did she cover up from her grandmother if the reality of her grandmother already knew her first

"You're not wrong to love her, son, no. It's Irsyad who's never grateful to have a wife like you"Popon rubbed Kinar's back"What are you gonna do?"

"I've told grandma if mass Irsyad hurt me back I'll be willing even sincerely grandma"

"It's not that easy as Kinar, no matter how strong your heart is, grandma knows that your heart is so fragile"

What Popon said was true, the outside just looks tough but who knows if his heart is so fragile even more fragile than the crackers of Palembang.

"I just can't bear to see the sad face of mama, Grandma. Surely mama's heart will hurt even more than I hurt her nek"Cinar cried while cupping her face with her two hands"And I must be ready to see the attitude of papa who will be so angry at me, nek"nek Popon saw his favorite grandson by taking his breath so deep"At least I've felt happiness even though a moment of granny" said Kinar by wiping his tears, he tried to smile even though his heart was so sick

Nek Popon hugged Kinar's frail body by rubbing his head, although he was not the one who was hurt but Popon's grandmother knew how he felt

"Do I have no right to be happy?"asked Kinar who was in his grandmother's arms"Is it really my destiny that has been written like this?"

"Every human being has problems, tests and destiny each son, and all that according to his ability and dose each depends on his people are able not to face it all"

"My heart is really sick grandma, very sick grandma" her tears poured down her clear cheeks, Grandma Popon also can not stem her tears. Kinar released his embrace and wiped away his tears

"I hope your husband returns"

"If not grandma?"the eyes of the two of them met each other"What if mass Irsyad never returned again grandma?"nek Popon could not answer her, nor should Kinar ask such questions to his grandmother instead if he himself stubbornly wanted to return to Irsyad in the name of love. It was not only Arifin who banned him but the popon grandmother and also Tatit. If this is the case, who will be blamed? Of course Kinar himself readers.

"Now come in it's night, until when will you wait?"asked Popon while standing up, Kinar raised his face to look at the popon.