
With uncertain feelings Arifin and Astrea went to Tatit's house, the two of them wanted to ascertain the state of his elder sister, once they reached the house they were heading to, they both wanted to make sure of her, Arifin looked at Tatit's house as if it was uninhabited
"Where are they ma, his house like it has not been occupied for a long time?"
"Mama also does not know pa"Arifin pressed the bell several times it was opened and that opened the door bi Sumi, there are people but why his house like no sign of life
"Sir Arifin, Miss Astrea"
"Bi Sumi, does Irfan have bi?"
"There's a sir in the room"
"Mister Tatit?"
"Sama, also again in the sir's room"Arifin took his wife's hand to the main room where Tatit and her husband were now. Without knocking on the door Arifin immediately pushed the door leaf of the room, and how surprised he saw his sister who was asleep helpless, while Irfan was mopping his wife's body with affection, the room that was so clean and neat now turned into an ICU room, the sound of a computer to detect the heart so echoed, this was the second time Arifin and his wife were in the ICU room
"What happened to Tatit, mas?"he immediately hugged Tatit's body in tears, in his face Irfan's face was dull as not in care for many years
"Do you still care about her after what she did to your daughter?"Irfan smiled wryly
"Yes, I was angry and even hated him" said Arifin by looking at Tatit"But after hearing the news mbak Tatit is not good I was so worried mas"
"You don't have to worry about it, I know you still hate my wife"
"How can I not worry, Mbak Tatit is my older sister!!"
"Pa, be patient"Astrea calmed her husband by rubbing his arm
"Yes I know that, I already don't have the courage to tell you after what my wife has done"
"It doesn't mean Irfan didn't tell me"
"Now you don't need to be angry, to you also have to know how your condition is"
"Why didn't Irfan just take her to the hospital?"
"For what? If it's at home I'm free to see her anytime, and I can sleep with her whenever I like"
"That's his name you're selfish mas"
"I'm not selfish, I just want if he breathes his he's on my side" there's a tear-jerking
"What do you mean, mas!?"
"His hope of realizing it was very small Fin, and I don't know until when he's going to sleep like this?"Arifin rubbed her sister's face and kissed her forehead
"Mas Irfan must not be pessimistic, as long as we try to be sure God loves the way"
"We haven't tried it yet mas"
"Fixed, I won't take her anywhere, once she realizes I'm going to take her away from her self-loathing person"Astrea approaches Tatit by rubbing her arms, he did not have the heart to see her, his mouth and nose were attached to a hose to help her breathe, Tatit's state was worse than Kinar first
"Did Tatit have an accident?"
"Yes"Arifin cried, she was angry with herself, Tatit was a good big brother figure to her. The memory is still clear in his head, Tatit always defends him if the father and mother scold Arifin when he does wrong, and for his sake Tatit is always punished, as in slap, as in, in anger and not given an allowance never even fed, he ate his leftover traces of Arifin because there were no more side dishes left. It should be the time Tatit apologized to himself he remembered it.
"I'm sorry mbak, I'm sorry" Arifin said in tears, Irfan was just silent"Don't ever take Mbak Tatit anywhere mas without my permission"
"Why should I ask you for permission? She's my wife and I have every right to take her anywhere, whatever she's in Jakarta for if you all hate her, even I'm sure Kinar won't allow her to see her baby when she's born"Arifin was speechless by staring at her sister-in-law
"I won't allow it"
"I told Fin I don't need your permission!!"
"Pa"Call Astrea by shaking her head, Arifin and stand up and approach Irfan
"Why are you so stubborn?"he seemed to have lost his way, he violently randomized his hair"Please, please mas, please for this time hear my word mas. Don't take her anywhere mbak Tatit mas, I promise when Kinar gives birth later I will allow mbak Tatit to wait until the baby Kinar born mas"
"Why are you pushing yourself too hard, if in fact you won't allow it" Irfan approached his wife and hugged her gently
Arifin came out holding his cell phone, the only way Irfan wouldn't take Tatit away was Kinar, because he was sure his brother-in-law would hear all of his daughter's words
"Don't ever force Kinar to accept my wife because it would ruin her"
"When times like Irfan are still concerned about self-esteem!? Remember the current mas we just want Tatit to wake up. So please lose that thought"what Arifin said is true
Measure your self-esteem not with your bank account balance, but with the frequency of your generosity. Because self-esteem starts with self-understanding, grows with courage and perseverance, ends with confidence.
"The light is coming, I hope the presence can make mbak Tatit aware of mas"
"You told him to come here? You don't think with her condition that she's pregnant?"
"Before I came here Kinar had forced me to come here, so I did not force it but because of his own will. It's a mas, anything I'd do for Tatit's mom"
"Thank you Fin, thank you" Irfan said with a hug to his sister-in-law
"Whatever I'm going to do for my older sister, and I'm sure every little sister won't be able to see her sister get hurt" she rubbed her sister-in-law's back
Now Irfan his spirit rose again like a hit cas, which Arifin said made his pessimism turn into optimism. He hoped his wife would wake up soon. At the moment he doesn't want another, he just wants his wife to be aware and be able to accompany him until he ages and he also hopes when later he can't walk Tatit can be his leg, he said, when he blinded his wife could be his eye. His expectations are not much, he hopes when he has to die then his self will die first because he will not be able to live without a wife who so he loved his entire life.
"My wife and I will accompany Irfan mas to keep Tatit mbak until realized mas"express a sister who is so sincere that it is able to make her touched