
Irsyad cupped his wife's cheeks and kissed her
"You don't have to be hurt by her words"
"His words don't just hurt me, mas. But he humiliated you in front of his mama"
"Why do you have to feel hurt by her words? In the slightest I did not feel ashamed even though he had humiliated me" Irsyad said with a smile
"He had forgotten that I had first felt his name hurt, hurt, and betrayed by the mas"Irsyad was silent by looking at his wife's eyes witfully"We go home now huh mas?"kinar said by looking at her husband's face
"I'm sorry for all my mistakes, I'm sure it's not that easy you can erase the wounds I've nailed to your heart" Irsyad replied
"I've forgotten her mas, sorry it wasn't my intention to bring up all that mas"
"I know, I wouldn't be angry or hurt if you hadn't been able to forget all that" Shin felt guilty, he shouldn't have spoken that way, because somehow now Irsyad has been trying to be a good husband for her
"I'm better, we're going home now, okay? I'll just rest at home mas, I promise"Kinar tried to divert the conversation, Irsyad just nodded his head
"You were here first?"
"Where are you going? You want to see Nina?"Irsyad smiled
"Why did I meet the woman who had made my wife shed tears, to me she was insignificant, enough of your tears came out because of all my actions" Irsyad's answer sounded resolute
"Where are you going?"Kinar was afraid that her husband would meet Nina and would make trouble there
"I want to go to the receptionist to pay all the hospital bills"Linar smiled with relief"You wait here, yeah, remember where you are?"
"Yes mas, yes" replied Kinar by wiping his tears, Irsyad walked towards the receptionist section, after paying his Irsyad straight back to the room with a nurse to open the infusion needle, and then Irsyad went straight back to the room, now they both feel relieved when they are in the car
"You remember what the doctor said, right?"
"Yes, I remember"
"No ketapean let alone stress"Kinar looked at her husband who grasped the hand of a needle infusion that is now in pairs of hansaplas, Kinar hoped her husband would never leave her again for the sake of another woman. Honestly, he still feels traumatized.
Astrea leads her mother-in-law to enter the house where her mother-in-law and daughter have been staying, without knocking on Astrea's door and Popon's grandmother into the house, and how surprised they both saw Narsih was mopping blood stains on the floor even the bucket containing water was red.
"What happened Narsih? Why so much blood?"asked Grandpa Popon by holding his chest that shook violently
"Anu Ma'am"
"Anu what!? If that's the obvious, is this a blood stain?"Astrea held her face
"Not Ma'am, no" answered Narsih nervously
"Who is Narsih's blood then?"nek Popon pressed his voice
"Mother Nina, Mom"
"Why Nina?"
"His word is bleeding ma'am"
"His word? Where did you go to not know Narsih?"
"I was shopping monthly, Mom"
"Then do you know where?"
"Mas Irsyad, Mom. I mean, I said that Irsyad called me and said that Nina had a miscarriage"Narsih stood down holding another mop
"Mom's okay?"
"Hm"Astrea stood up to take a glass of water.
"Drink Ma'am"Popon's grandmother took her and drank her up
"You know As?"ask Grandpa Popon leaning his head with his eyes closed"Mom can't imagine if something happened to Kinar and his baby-to-be" his breathing sounded heavy"Mothers hoped, I can't imagine, Kinar would never be hurt again"Astrea shed tears, during which time she had failed to become a mother
"I've failed to be a good mother, ma'am"Mr Popon immediately opened her eyes
"What did you say?"
"My status is a mother but I can't make Kinar happy Mom"
Nek Popon was only able to look at his son-in-law with a look of pity but he could not do anything
"Even Kinar isn't close to me, ma'am. On the thing I was her biological mother"Astrea lowered her head"You know? If I'm jealous of you"
"Jealous? Why are you jealous of your mother, son?"
"Because Kinar is closer to mom than I am, Mom" Popon smiled
"You don't need to be jealous of mom, just because Kinar is closer to mom" Astrea smiled forcedly. Indeed, the woman was able to hide her love for 40 years, but was unable to hide jealousy even for a moment. The two of them were shocked when they saw Kinar at the bopong with Irsyad
"What's been going on?"astrea asked with a face full of worry
"Just a little crampy ma" replied Kinar"Descended me, mas" said Kinar with a look at the face of his husband, his husband, however, Irsyad did not let down his wife instead brought her to the sofa where Grandpa Popon was sitting, while Astrea followed her daughter-in-law from behind
"What does the doctor say, why is it so crampy?"astrea asked when her daughter was sitting, Astrea saw the cotton-coated hansaplas on the back of her daughter's hand that clearly showed her veins turning blue"You're out on the infusion?"Kinar looked at Astrea's face which was very worrying about her, and it was a very natural thing because no matter how Astrea was the woman who had conceived her, the woman who had breastfed her.
"Ma"call Kinar softly by bringing Astrea's hand into his grasp"I'm fine ma, mama don't worry ya, because me and my future granddaughter is very strong"Irsyad just smiled
"Mama knows that you are very strong, but never forget that the future grandchild of this mother also needs rest" Astrea said by wiping her daughter's stomach
"Mama's still a long time to live here?"nek Popon just smiled looking at his favorite grandson
"Your mother also has to take care of your papa"
"Ah papa, why don't papa come anyway ma, if papa comes along can mama long here"
"Papa must also work dearly" answered Irsyad by holding both his wife's shoulders
"I want you to teach me how to take care of a baby mas"
"If it's a problem, I'll find someone who can teach you how to care for a baby, even I'll take part in private how to care for a baby" all who heard loud laughter
"Why are you going private mas?"
"At least when my son wakes up at night because of bedwetting, I can change his diaper so that your nighttime sleep is not disturbed, if he will cry because of thirst I can make milk and then carry it like this" replied Irsyad by demonstrating how to hold a baby, Astrea still can't believe it if her daughter-in-law has now turned into a good figure" You know for sure it's so much fun, I can't wait for her to be born"Irsyad rubbed his wife's stomach many times with anxiety
"Then what do your mama and mama do?"
"Mama and mami just monitor me, whether what I'm doing is right or wrong"
"Mommy will not be able to carry your child, because your mother has all her over your child"
"Why does my mom talk like that? This is also my mother's granddaughter, so why doesn't she have rights like my mother?"
"Because this is your mother's first granddaughter"Irsyad laughed, as he could see the full face of jealousy on her in-law's face, he could not imagine if his baby was born later would be a struggle between papi and his mother in addition to his two in-laws.