
"i came home mam"pamit Kinar lirih
"Get her health dear, and remember to take her vitamins and if need help contact mam yes dear"Tatit stroked Kinar's hair gently
"Yes mam"
"Bi, bi Sumi"
"Yes"
"Bi Sumi is coming with Kinar?"
"No mam, I can do mam, mam don't worry"
"But baby,,,"
"No mam" Tatit smiled
"Alright, and this is the medicine do not forget to drink yes"Kinar nodded his head. After that Kinar came out while Tatit headed towards Irsyad's room
"What are you doing in this room?
"There's no mi"
"If there isn't, why are you looking at your room so seriously? Mami knew you wouldn't allow Kinar to touch your stuff Irsyad" Tatit said, but Irsyad didn't answer just out of the room, Tatit breathed so heavily
"Bi, where's Kinar?"
"In front of the den"Irsyad came out but he did not find Kinar
"Mang, mang Kasim see my wife?"
"Home home"
"Going home? Home up what mang?"
"Neither angkot den"
Without permission Irsyad pushed forward his car with a tight, cold face filled with anger, his eyes reddened and veins on his forehead seemed to indicate that his self harbored anger, once I got to Irsyad's apartment to see Kinar was washing dishes, he knew these were the dishes Irsyad and her lover, there was a pain sneaking in Kinar's heart
"What do you mean!!!!"snapped Irsyad by blocking Kinar's hand, no doubt the plate he held fell right on his leg, so that hurt his leg and bleed out. Irsyad was surprised and Kinar just looked at his feet, he took a deep breath
"you purposely came to my parents' house and said all that?"Kinar looked at Irsyad's face so pushy"Oh I know you just want to look for face in front of my mom and dad, don't you think? I know your foul intentions are Kinar"
"I'm tired" replied Kinar softly by rubbing his pale face"I'm tired always this way, you always accuse me for no reason, you always blame me in everything, you think I'm always wrong"kinar's voice was so slow"now tell you what you want?"asked Kinar by looking at her husband's face that was so cold and there was no gentleness at all"You want us to separate?"kinar asked, Irsyad just kept quiet"If you want a farewell, I won't mind your decision, then go home to my parents' house right now" Kinar's voice remained soft"Isn't our goodbye what you always wanted?"ask Kinar again"What am I staying in this house for? What is mas for? I don't have any rights to your house, you just think of me as just your lustful gratifier and maid"The shine of cleaning the back dishes that are piled up in the laundry"You don't worry mas, you know, I won't demand anything from you"once Kinar finishes turning his back and confronting Irsyad
"Don't be a hypocrite, you want us to separate, right?"kinar asked back, but Irsyad just kept quiet by staring at Kinar's calm face not even a little angry
"I just, you know,,,,?"
"Just want to separate from me?"Kinar laughed softly"You don't be afraid after we split up I won't ask anything from you, I only ask after we split up, I'll just ask, let me keep working in the company of our parents that you manage"Kinar glanced at Irsyad who only fell silent after that, he walked in his place of the contest rug carpet in front of the TV room, which was the only thing that happened, to treat the wound on his leg.
Irsyad was still silently staring at each of Kinar's words"Why my heart ached when I remembered Kinar's words, isn't this what I expected so that I could part with her, and marry Susan, Susan, no. I don't want to part from Kinar"the heart of the turbulent irsyad, at his sight of Kinar who was cleaning his wounds
Perhaps for Kinar the wound on his leg was not as painful as compared to the wound on his heart, he grinned withstanding the pain on his leg, despite the bitter smile engraved on his lips. Irsyad entered his room in his reclined body and looked at the sky of the room
"Am I in love with Kinar? If I'm in love with her, why do I always hurt her with my words and deeds that make her hate me?"Irsyad spoke to himself.
This morning Kinar woke up as soon as possible, because he did not want to come into direct contact with Irsyad, this would be better for him. As soon as he finished he sent a message to Nina, if he left for the office would take a taxi. The clock still shows the number 06.00 in the morning, but Kinar has already left for the office.
Irsyad went downstairs in a hurry, because he wanted to apologize to Kinar and also wanted to say that he did not want to part from her, but unfortunately Irsyad did not find Kinar but breakfast is available on the pantry table
"Do you really want to separate from me Kinar?"Irsyad talked to himself by staring at Kinar's breakfast.
The clock still shows the number 06.15 wib when Kinar arrived at the office
"Bu Kinar, it's still early in the morning, Mom, and you've come?"ask the canteen manager because he knows that the woman in front of him is the daughter-in-law of the owner of this company
"aya from Bandung Bu, so go straight to the office"hong Kinar"Can I have warm water, ma'am?"
"Sure Ma'am, wait a minute ma'am"no how long came the waiter to the cafeteria with a tray filled with glasses
"It's Mom"
"thank you" the waiter returned to his original place, Kinar took out a paper bag containing milk, on his spoon of milk and put it in the glass and Kinar began to stir it up, Irsyad walked towards the canteen wanting to say something to his wife, but unfortunately his steps were lost quickly with Nina
"Hi"sapa Nina"What happened so early in the morning you've come to the office?"asked Nina by looking at the face of the sparkle
"No, I just want breakfast in the cafeteria" replied Kinar, while Irsyad stood up to hear their conversation
"You had a fight with your cold husband?"Kinar shook his head, his hands playing the glass containing milk
"You lied?"
"No, I'm not fighting"Nina pulled out a piece of bread that was put in the paper bag
"Eat this bread first, after that take your medicine"Kinar looked at Nina's face with a smile"You know Kin, you know, it's normal when a woman or a wife is sad because of a fight where her complaint is a room and you?"Nina smiled wryly"I accidentally saw that there was a blanket and pillow in the tv room in your husband's apartment, I thought it was just to take a break when you were tired after coming home from work, but I was wrong, I actually saw all your stuff was there Kinar"there was sadness on Nina's face, while Irsyad was just silently glued, he misjudged Kinar his wife, who was the one who was there, all this time he thought that Kinar told Nina his best friend that was not true"You're okay, Kinar?"asked Nina when she saw Kinar kneeling her nape
"I'm fine Nin" replied Kinar by holding Nina's hand, wanting her to tell Nina everything, but this was too much privacy