
Astri stood at the door of the ER room, he still hoped to be anxious waiting for news of his daughter, Nina just saw Astri with a wistful, sad, which mother can calm down when she gets the news that her daughter is sick, no mother will just shut up to get news like that, no more jokes in and laughter between Astri and Tatit, there has now been a cold war between the two, despite their status as sister-in-law and brother-in-law, even as their bond draws closer after their second child is married, both of them forget the state of his in-laws and mother, Narsih walked up to his master's two children
"Sorry Mom I want to go to Rianti's mother's room"heard Rianti's mother's words, Astri and Tatit patted each other on the eel and they looked at each other
"Go Narsih, if mom asks about Kinar, say he's fine and you don't say about the incident just now"
"Good ma'am"Narsih walked into Popon's nursery
"You don't want to see mom?"
"You didn't see, did you,,?"
"She's my mother?"tatit continued"He is my mother, but you forgot that my mother is also your mother, and don't you say that she is my husband's mother?"Astri just kept quiet"Once again I'm sorry As, I really love Kinar, you know that and did I ever make her cry? No. I never made her cry, I've considered her like my own daughter As" Tatit said by holding Astri's hand"Trust me As, in the slightest I don't want to hurt her,,,"tatit's eyes started to glaze over with glass
"Then what's the name of this mbak? Kinar until it has to go into the room ER!!?"astri's tone was still high, the ER door opened and Shella came out wearing her oversized clothes
"Is Kinar okay, Doc?"astri asked anxiously, Tatit's right as mother-in-law had disappeared and he was just silent
"Now we're installing an oxygen hose, because the patient has shortness of breath"
"Is the baby okay, doctor?"tanya Tatit
"Alhamdulillah well, for now let the patient rest first Mom, after being moved in the inpatient room you can see it"
"Thank you doc"Astri sat next to Nina with a deep breath, there was a sense of relief in Tatit's heart when Shella said that Kinar and her baby-to-be were fine, although she feels guilty for hurting her son-in-law and future grandchildren, they see Kinar being pushed to the safe bed, using a safe bed, instantly the three people who were so worried about Kinar's state followed him towards the inpatient room. Astri saw his daughter's cheeks and neck bruised and bluish, there was a feeling of not accepting with the treatment of her sister-in-law when seeing the condition of her daughter, do not be hit hard, do not be hit hard, at a slow pace will leave marks on the skin of Kinar, because he has a clean and white skin, Astri saw a large pinar stomach, because in the stomach that Irsyad fetus grows, as soon as the nurse came out and they died, while Astri and Tatit were silent to see the condition of Kinar, on the back of the hand pinar attached an infusion needle with a yellow bottle hanging on his iron refusals, he said, then the left side is also attached to the infusion needle but in his bottle of different colors, Astri does not know what his exact name is for the sake of the healing of his daughter and for the health of his future grandchildren. Nina was only able to stare pity, Kinar's life was so tragic, maybe if Nina were to experience her she wouldn't be able to, how could her good friend be suffering like this, how could her good friend be suffering like this, if indeed one day Nina married she wants to get a companion who can love her with all her, do not hurt her see her suffer her partner will not be heart, but will not be, however when seeing Kinar get married and experiencing so many trials Nina becomes hesitant to get married, her self is too afraid of her fate will be like Kinar, a husband who never loved her in the slightest. Kinar you are too good to be the wife of an Irsyad, if after this Kinar parted, Nina the first person who will always be there for her. The hand of the shinar began to move as well as his eyes that opened slowly, Astri immediately held the hand of his daughter, Nina also did the same, however, Nina prefers to stand at the feet of Kinar and her massage, while Tatit is just silent
"You're a girl, baby?"astri asked quietly by rubbing the back of Kinar's hand attached to the infusion needle, Kinar just smiled by looking at Astri"Is anyone sick?"Kinar just shook his head slowly, Astri didn't want to ask too much because he was afraid that his question would make Kinar even more sick"Rest son mama will take care of you"Astri kissed his daughter's hand, did not feel his tears falling, with a hurried Astri rubbing her, he looked towards the neck of Kinar who was bluish red, he was so remembered before his Kinar had also experienced something like this, he looked towards the neck of Kinar who was bluish red, but it was due to the actions of her husband and now the mother of her husband also did the same thing, why is the fate of her daughter so unfortunate? Regretting what has happened uselessly, if time can be repeated it is better Astri saw her daughter became a spinster rather than having to suffer prolonged bad luck, but this life has a story that no one can guess
"You hungry?"astri asked with his daughter's hand, he wanted to add energy so that her daughter was strong to face the endless trials. Again Kinar just smiled with a soft shake
"Is this a sign that my daughter will be gone?"inner Astri, fear haunts his mind"No, my daughter is very strong, nothing will happen to her"Astri speaks to herself"You must be strong, son?"astri
Kinar wanted to close his eyes that felt sleepy because honestly last night he slept for only two hours
"Don't sleep son"hold Astri because he's really scared, what if when Kinar closes his eyes it's his sleep for her"are you still sleepy?"Kinar raised his left hand and placed it over his stomach to gently caress his moving belly "You want to eat something?"astri asked her because she was so scared"Do you want your mom to feed her?"Kinar smiled with a shake of his head, Astri's hands seemed to tremble, Kinar knew that at this time Astri was so worried about his situation, gently caressing Astri's hand with his left right, because his right hand is in Astri's hand
"Mom don't worry" said Kinar quietly" I'm fine"
"How do you say you're okay, son, and how mama's not worried about your condition like this"stri's tears spilled, Tatit just kept quiet, and, really, she was very afraid to approach Kinar, if in fact she knew Kinar would not do anything to himself, Shella entered Kinar's room and checked the situation of Kinar
"How are you doing Kinar?"greet Shella"Do you still feel tightness?"Kinar shook his head"Do you feel the heat in your nose?"Kinar nodded his head, that means his oxygen should be released"Sus please release his oxygen"Suster directly released the oxygen attached to Kinar's mouth, which is, Shella examined Kinar's chest with her telescope that was always hanging from the neck"All is well, if you feel the tightness call the nurse yes, your baby is still moving?"Kinar looked at Shella with his belly and Shella smiled as the baby inside the shinar belly kicked Shella's hand"Your baby was so active, I felt her response when I held your belly"shella said with a smile"Then I stay first huh Kin"
"Look at grandma for a minute ma"
"But,,"Astri hesitated
"Tante don't worry I'm here to look after Kinar"
"Well, you, you'll come back"Astri let go of the hand of the shinar"Mama stay a while dear"Kinar nodded his head, now Nina approached Kinar
"Thank you Nin"
"You don't have to say that Kin, I've said over and over again that I've always been there for you, have you forgotten yourself?"
"No, I never forgot her" Nina smiled, her heart was so relieved that her best friend and prospective child were fine, Tatit approached Kinar with a slow step, maybe he wanted to talk something, she said, Nina stood up because she wanted to give time for the two of them to talk
"I'm out for a minute, you want something to eat, why do you want something?"
"No thanks"Nina walked towards the door and exited and she stared at Kinar before closing her door back, Tatit sat down in the chair next to Kinar
"I'm sorry dear" Tatit said slowly, Kinar wants to sit down"You want to sit down?"Kinar nodded his head, Tatit gently refuted Kinar's head and took out his pillow to place on the wall so that Kinar could sit up leaning back, then Tatit helps Kinar sit and shift his body to fit more into the pillow that has been placed on the wall
"Is it comfortable?"Kinar replied with only a nod of his head, they were both like two strangers who had just met"I'm sorry dear mam" Tatit said by holding the hand of Kinar attached to an infusion needle"Mam really did not intentionally do it, Mam was so angry but, "Kinar just kept quiet by staring at Tatit"Why are you quiet? Are you so angry with Mom? You hate mama?"Kinar wiped away his tears that fell just like that, his self did not expect if his husband's mother was so willing to do it without seeing the truth first, he said, will Irsyad do the same when they meet and even do worse, which will make Kinar no?
"Say something, son?"Kinar did not have a word to say, if it were to be honest Kinar was not angry with Tatit, but was very disappointed with his attitude
"Why did you tell mam that you've eliminated your future granddaughter?"tanya Tatit, but Kinar was still silent without the slightest reaction"Tell Kinar, mam want to know your reason why you said that?"Tatit looked at her daughter-in-law's face, although Kinar did not say anything, but Tatit knew that Kinar was disappointed in her"Well if you do not want to talk to mam for what mam is here? It may be true that you already consider mam like a stranger"tatit let go of the hand of the kinar slowly"Mam begged you, if you hate irsyad and also mam please once,,,,"Tatit wiped away her tears, how she was not sad, the niece she had always loved and the daughter-in-law she was proud of now hated her, even though this was her fault self"Mam please let your future granddaughter be born and mam also beg you not to hurt her"Tatit stood up and stepped out but before his steps came to the door
"I never hated my future son, even though I hated his father the slightest bit I had no intention of making him go" Kinar said with a caress to his stomach, the tatit step stopped"My baby-to-be doesn't know what, then why he's gonna have to bear all of it, I still have a heart how I'm gonna make it go"he wiped his tears, she said, Tatit still turned his back on Kinar"If you think I'm cruel, it's your right"he no longer calls the tatit mam because he's still disappointed even if it sounds disrespectful"I wanted to get rid of the baby, but when I felt his strong hate move turn into love, how would I be able to eliminate him after I felt his kick"The sparkle wiped her tears back
"Then why are you telling us that you've obliterated him?"The tatit was still standing in the same position
"I have a reason why I said that"
"Then say it"
"I don't want to see all of you sad because I left Jakarta under these conditions, so when I say this baby is gone at least you guys are not so worried and can sleep peacefully especially my mom who feels guilty"
"Do you think here your mother feels guilty then what about mam!!!!"snapped Tatit by wiping away the tears and turning towards the shinar"Do you think mam is not sad? Mam feels so guilty when you leave without saying goodbye and mom is so disappointed when you say that your future grandchild is gone" Tatit said by approaching Kinar"but all of that is not true