
With a limp stride Irsyad walked towards her room but she stopped at her secretary's ica desk, seeing that all his employees look surprised how could an Irsyad who always keep his appearance and have an arrogant nature could be like that what is really going on?did his boss suffer so much after his wife chose to leave his life?yes now your boss just felt that his name hurt even so much pain that he could no longer take care of himself, his life seemed to disappear in half, it was very sad.
"is there a schedule for me to meet with clients today?"ask Irsyad
"there's a sir"Ica opened her agenda book"there were three clients who wanted to,, "not to mention Ica finished talking Irsyad had already cut her off
"cancel all of it"
"but sir,,,"
"i said cancel!!"snapping irsyad made Ica very surprised"and if anyone looking for me say I'm not there, you understand!!?"
"well sir"after that Irsyad walked up to the elevator and left the office
In the car Irsyad always rubbed his forehead that feels so painful
"what do you think I feel right now that you felt that day Kinar?"Irsyad spoke to himself" Really Kinar this feeling is very painful, it's natural that now that you're gone from my side it's really painful, indeed, how come you always face my treatment on you must be you suffer so much Kinar"Irsyad wiped his tears violently"I can go crazy kinar because of my stupidity, should I end my life right now, Kinar?"Irsyad is so desperate"no, I want to see my son born, I want to make you and our son happy Kinar"
Once at the tatit residence, Irsyad immediately went down to look for the whereabouts of his mother, Irsyad wanted to tell his mother that today his heart is really sick
"mi,,,,," her voice was so loud"mamiiii,,,,,,!!!so make the tatit surprised what exactly happened to his son
"what are you screaming like that Irsyad and what are you here for?"Irsyad looked at the face of the woman who gave birth to him and was now injured for her actions
"Mi,,"Irsyad cried with both feet tatit
"What are you doing?"tanya tatit by pulling Irsyad's body, in view of her son's face clearly visible if the current son is really slumped, there is a very deep wound that is being borne by his child's current irsyad, his appearance is really irregular, he said, it's true that Irsyad is suffering or just pretending to look for pity on his mami tatit, no, Irsyad is not pretending
"Help me find Kinar mi, please help me mi, I beg you"Tatit fell silent by looking at his son who was in front of him who was now pleading and asking with pity to find the whereabouts of his wife
"Ask with Aunt Astri mi, I'm sure Auntie knows mi"
"No Irsyad, no, no, you're so ashamed of what you did, do you know ha, do you know!!!?"tatit shook Irsyad's arm's second shake"The wound you cut on Kinar was too deep, too deep, did you not notice it"Irsyad stared at the tatit turned out to be not himself who was hurt and sick over his go Kinar but his tatit mami suffered more visible wrinkles on his face that appeared on the thing all this time tatit always keep his appearance let alone his face that always looks Glowing but not to this day.
"Then what should I do mi, what?"
"Find and find her whereabouts, do you want when your child is born not to know you and our family because of your stupidity?"ask tatit"go if you don't want to regret your whole life for what you did"heard a tatit like there was so much energy coming into him
"Well I'll search and find her and bring her back the noodles" said Irsyad so excited but tatit pessimistic and unsure, how Kinar wanted to go back to irsyad while Kinar was being deeply hurt by his son's actions, it wasn't that easy for Kinar he needed time to forget all this
"Don't be too optimistic Irsyad, can you remember?"tanya tatit" used to be Kinar loved you so much that he even willingly begged for love on you until he forgot that you always betrayed him but all that he accepted, he said, remember Irsyad as big as a wife's love for her husband when he's hurt it will be very difficult to accept her husband back let alone accept her back look at his face alone she already feels disgust, remember that this irsyad is what your wife is feeling"irsyad began to weaken again
"Then what should I do?"
"Find her and remember if you find her never force her to come back because if you force her she'll hate you even more"tatit advised her eldest son
"But mi,,"
"All in your hands Irsyad mami just tell you don't make Kinar hate you more as a result of it you will bear alone"Irsyad left her mami's house so magnificent and with a feeling of tatit to look at Irsyad's back until it disappeared
"I'm sorry, mommy, I don't want to help you but I want you to be more mature, this is one way to make you mature, mami doesn't want you to repeat the same thing to your wife" Tatit said softly by rubbing her face"The shine is too good, she's too good to be your wife, but you never realize son"
Never look at someone from the outside even though Irsyad looks dashing but he also has tears that can fall at any time, although he has strong muscles but do not forget that Irsyad also has a heart, although he never wears his heart because his heart and brain are always out of sync so Irsyad prefers to use his brain rather than his heart
True lyrics of the song when nothing new feels, it turns out the robot is currently sad and his tears are also there, are his tears gasoline?are his tears solar? you don't know if someone who is stubborn once cries he won't stop easily.