The Faithful Wife
Evades
Day had shown the number 08.00 in the morning, and Kinar was still asleep, because last night he could not sleep, his phone vibrated but he did not hear so he just let it go, Astri now more often goes into the room
"You still sleeping, son?"astri asked quietly and saw Kinar's phone vibrate"The doctor tatit called"
"Hello mbak"
"You're the one who picked up Kinar's phone?"
"The light is still sleeping, what's wrong?"
"Shining to your house?"
"The tatit brat forgot that the shinar was my daughter?"
"I don't forget Astri, I just wonder why Kinar came to your house, I told him not to go anywhere"
"Kinar already said all his mbak"
"about what?"
"His separation" Astri answered by taking a breath that felt heavy
"Do you approve of it?"
"Come on, ma'am, I must be feeling guilty" Tatit took a deep breath from Kinar's phone
"What are we gonna do?"
"I don't know mbak, I can't bear to see his condition mbak, really I regret having married her to Irsyad"
"i don't understand Irsyad, I don't know what Kinar is, beautiful, polite, kind and never refuted"
"Kinar never let me down as her mom, but what I've done to her"
"I'm going there?"
Alright"the phone turned off, Astri looked at Kinar who was still asleep even he did not feel disturbed when Astri spoke on the phone, in his swipe the head of his eldest son who did not feel with his touch, not even a touch, Astri took a breath by staring at Kinar and came out by closing the door.
"Sir Kinar is still sleeping ma?"
"Still, is Diwa awake?"
"Still sleeping ma"
"Breakfast while Diwa is still sleeping"
"Yes ma"Kinan flanked Astri's hand spoiled
"Are you also going to part with the gods?"Kinan looked at Astri
"Come on, ma, I'm thinking too"
"Should both mothers be widows?"Kinan did not reply, because he knew that his mother was feeling guilty about the failure of the kinar household
the bell rang and bi siti opened the door, it turned out Tatit was coming
"Where's Astri?"
"In the bedroom still sleeping mbak"
"Can I go to her room?
"Mbak Tatit does not need permission, enter mbak"Tatit ran up the stairs and went straight into Kinar's room, in his view Kinar who slept so soundly, so, her puffy eyes are still clearly visible,
"Honey"call the tatit gently, Kinar opened his eyes and rubbed his face
"When do you come home?"
"So"Tatit looked at Kinar who looked thinner with sunken and swollen eyes"You're okay, baby?"
"Yes, mam, "Kinar got up"I went to the bathroom for a while, mam" by walking to the bathroom, while Tatit opened the curtains and arranged a messy Kinar bed, Kinar came out of the bathroom and saw his bed was tidy
"Why bother?"
"Mam don't bother dear" said Tatit by looking at Kinar who only wears negligee clothes.
tock,,,tok,tok
"Install"apparently bi siti delivers breakfast to Kinar
"Please put it on the nightstand bi"
"i'm sorry non" said bi Siti after putting breakfast on the nightstand
"Mam has breakfast?"ask Kinar by drinking a glass of milk
"Here you go, eat"kinar took the jam bread from the nightstand and brought it to the bed, where Tatit was sitting
"Eat mam"Kinar greets Tatit
"Mam is full, baby"
"Little bit"Tatit opened his mouth and ate the bread from Kinar's hand, after which Kinar bit him
"Do you really want to split up?"kinar stopped chewing his bread and looked at the middle-aged woman who was before him
"It was my decision mam" replied Kinar and chewed his bread back slowly in his mouth
"Mam is not willing if you have to part with irsyad son, but mam also can not be selfish because you are undergoing it" Tatit's tears can not be weathered anymore, he said, Kinar fell silent by looking at the bread that was in his hands
"I'm tired of mam with this relationship" replied Kinar lirih
"What do you have to do to keep you from separating?"
"there's nothing you have to do"The shine of his breath that feels so heavy, his hot and sore eyes are enough for his one night cry over his fate.
"I'm sorry mam Kinar" Tatit said, hugging Kinar and stroking his head so gently
"Nothing should be forgiven mam, all has happened"Kinar tried hard, because for her already depleted her self-esteem just to ask for love from her husband.
"Mam sorry"
"why should you regret it, it's not your fault"
"But mother forced Irsyad to marry you"
"At least Irsyad did not fight mam by refusing the match"
"But mam is sorry that at the end of it you will be separated"
"There are many out there who get married out of love, but at the end of it they split mam"
"But this is different Kinar"
"There is no difference mam, what else married because in a match without love mam and because of a forced"
"Do you regret marrying your son?"
"Nobody's got to regret mam"
"You can't lie to me by saying you're not sorry"
"Sorry there must be mam, why can't Irsyad accept me?"
"Maybe he just doesn't know you too deeply"
"When seven months is enough to know someone else is married and live one roof mam, but indeed Irsyad mass can not accept me mam"
"Do you love her?"Kinar smiled and took off Tatit's embrace
"Because my love of self-esteem feels like it's over mam"
"You love her so much?"Tatit looked at Kinar without blinking, Because he wanted to know how his son-in-law felt towards his son Irsyad
"i feel ashamed to answer mam"
"Why?"
"What do you think, if a wife asks for a love reply from her husband, but does not get her at all"Kinar starts crying"I just ask her to love me mam, but her taste was so difficult for her, because her heart was already closed mam, I was just a wife who ruined her calm, her peace mam, mam,a I'm like a destroyer of her relationships who is present in the middle of her and her lover mam"
"You're not the destroyer of her relationships, but you're her wife and you're her fullest right over her"
"It's not that easy, mam, it's not that easy, how can he accept me and love me if in his heart already imprinted the name of another woman?"Tatit held onto the hand of Kinar who was still holding the bread
"Mam will tell her"
"No mam, no, don't say anything to her"please shine a light with a shake of the head, enough already Kinar weeps over his life story, enough already he lamented his household failure.