
"Sister is tired of undergoing this relationship Nan"Kinar let go of Kinan's embrace"Any brother struggling to get the heart of Irsyad mas his results will be in vain"Kinan can not say the word"What fate will you also be like a brother?"
"Sir"living abundant wealth is not a guarantee someone can live happily, Kinar lay his body that terrace so tired when the afternoon Kinar slept for so long
"So don't want to sleep nan, don't forget to give breast milk to Diwa" message me before Kinan out of the room
While Irsyad is still waiting for Kinar at his parents' house
"Where'd he go?"ask Irsyad to himself"When he went home to his parents, I'll follow him there"Irsyad went straight to the car and went to Kinar's parents' house, with a doubtful step Irsyad pressed the bell button which was on the wall near the door
"Who is this night visiting?"ask Kinan to Astri, bi siti slightly ran open the door
"Eh den Irsyad"
"Bi night, is my wife here?"
"There is a den please come in"Irsyad entered and he was surprised to find Arifin already standing before him
"Why are you here?"
"I want to meet my wife Pa"
"Wife? Now go home?!!!Arifin replied with her unfriendly face
"Let me meet my wife pa"
"No way!!!!"arifin's snapping left Astri and Kinan shocked
"You?"astri said"What are you here for!?"
"I want to meet my wife Ma"
"Kinar doesn't want to meet you, so don't expect"Kinar in the room heard a loud noise, with a rush of Kinar out of the room and down, his heartbeat when he saw irsyad, both Kinar and Kinan's parents left Kinar and his son-in-law
"Would you like to come here?"
"I'm here to pick you up"
"I don't want to go home"
"Why did you run away from home?"
"Snow?"asked Kinar with a smile"I didn't run away, I just went to my parents' house"
"That's a hazy name because you left without saying goodbye"
"Whatever you say"
"We go home" said Irsyad with a hand of Kinar
"Let go of my hand!"Kinar brushed off Irsyad's hand that was holding his hand
"don't you want to go home with me? Remember Kinar you're still my wife"
"What do you mean?"Irsyad stared at Kinar with nanar
"Don't force me"
"I'm not forcing you, but this is a husband's command"The light breathed so deeply
"I'm tired, I'm tired of this marriage, I'm tired of it"
"You're surrendering?"
"Yes I gave up"
"You don't want to fight, do you?"
"why should I fight for me, why not you?"
"because here you are the one who loves me, not with me"broken already his pride, he is right like a beggar who asks for his rights.Di removed his face that was covered in tears
"Yes here I am who only loves you not with you, so I have the right to stop doing that"Irsyad looked into the sunken and swollen eyes of his wife, her neckline and her neck bone that protruded really thin"So I beg you to go home"
"I won't be home until you come with me"
"Don't force something you'll never get"This time Kinar squatted"I beg you, stop interrupting my life"
"What do you mean?"
"i've told you that if I'm tired of this and I give up, do as you please because I won't ban you"
"You kicked me out?!!"
"Please mas, please let me calm down"Linar cried again"I've let you live with her, the woman you love, where there is only her in your heart in your mind, even at the sound of your heart there is only his name"Kinar stood by tidying up his messy hair so that it covered his face"I'm just a barrier for you"Irsyad just silently heard the word Kinar"we better have our relationship up here, now go home"Linar wiped her tears back, and left Irsyad looking at her back, with Irsyad's lethargic steps leaving the house of his wife's parents, Irsyad feels something is missing but she doesn't know what's missing, but she feels something pain in her chest, shouldn't she be happy when Kinar asks her to separate, shouldn't she be happy when Kinar asks her to separate and she can live with the woman he so deeply loves? But why Irsyad was not willing when the kinar asked her to separate, is not this what Irsyad wants and is not what he expected before.
Irsyad slammed the door of his apartment violently, he stared at the TV front sofa where Kinar used to sleep every day, he felt his chest hurt very much, with a withered step Irsyad walked into the TV room in kiss blanket that always in use Kinar when sleeping, he approached the tv rack there was Kinar composing his clothes, Kinar, taken T-shirts that are always in the use of Kinar and kissed
"Why do I miss you, miss your scent, I miss everything that is with you Kinar" Irsyad said with a hug in Kinar's clothes"The house is so quiet even though we don't talk to each other, but I really miss you Kinar"Irsyad took all of Kinar's clothes and brought them into his room and put them in his closet"I hope you change your decision to separate from me Kinar, I'm sorry Kinar because I'm too selfish, why am I so prestigious in front of you?Why can't I tell you my true feelings?
Astri goes into Kinar's room, A Stri is worried that something will happen to her daughter who is pregnant, because Astri knows that after Kinar meets her husband, she definitely needs a friend, she needs a friend, earlier Astri wanted to call her daughter but her intention was unplugged when she saw Kinar was sitting on the edge of the bed and covered her face with both hands crying
"Why are you crying"?astri asked by gently rubbing the shinar's back
"Ma,,"Kinar immediately hugged Astri and cried
"Are you sorry about your decision?"Kinar shook his head"Then why are you crying?"
"My heart hurts too much ma, it hurts so much" Astri gently rubbed the back of the shin"Why does it feel as painful as this ma?"
"You're patient, son, don't cry, look at you like this mama's become more and more guilty"
"Mama don't say it like that, I'll finish as soon as possible" said Kinar softly, Astri released her embrace and looked at the face of the chinar with a wistful tone.