
In the bus Tatit cried bitterly, now even his mother did not expect his presence, should before to Jogja he think whether his presence was received or not? He had to accept the fact that the incident he had done to Kinar had put some distance between them. Roughly she wiped away her tears
Flash Back's
With fear he knocked on the door where his mother was sleeping
"Mother"
"Tatits?"Nek Popon was so shocked to see the presence of his eldest daughter, he wanted to hug her mother's body but Grandpa Popon raised his hand and it was his mark he didn't want in the hug"What did you come here for?"Tatting lowered his head
"I came here to apologize to Kinar Bu"
"It turns out your guts are so big, and you still dare to put your face in front of her after what you did to her?"he was silent with his head down"Don't ever tease him back if you want to see your granddaughter born"
"I just want to apologize Mom" she replied slowly
"You can't be so selfish, you're here to think only of your future grandchildren but not of your son-in-law"
All this time that was in his head was only his future grandchild, he never thought about Kinar's feelings, maybe he was expecting too much a grandchild so he forgot how to appreciate his son-in-law.
"Go away, and come back to Jakarta never interfere with Kinar's life, he has suffered enough, so let him live happily without anyone like you around him"the speech of nek popon was so spicy the pain until he felt it up to his ribs
"After I apologize to Kinar, I promise I'll never interrupt her again ma'am" Popon laid her body back
"Never touch her even if it's a hug or something else"
"I won't touch her body in the slightest Mom, I promise"
"Mom hope you can keep that promise"
"I promise"
"Mom wants a break"from the language phrase that nek popon said, he knows that his self has been indirectly expelled, it is very sad. Perhaps no words were able to express how sad he was at this moment. Never cry over the results of what you have done.
Bi Narsih who at that time heard all the talk between Tatit and Grandpa Popon was sad, he knew that Tatit was a good son and mother, but after that they were like strangers
"Mom"
"Hm"
"Mom must be hungry, eat ma'am"
"Thank you very much Narsih"
"I'll get Ma ready"
"No Narsih, thank you very much"Tatit wiped away her tears"True my mother said that my presence here would only disturb Kinar, her sense of my chest is so tight Narsih, when my mother also did not expect my presence here"Tatit cried bitterly at the dinner table"I feel like I just want to die Narsih. If my death could make the people I care about forgive my mistakes, I would like Narsih"there was pity in Narsih's heart but he couldn't do anything
"Calm down Mom, you don't say that, maybe Popon's still mad at you right now"
"But when?"Narsih was speechless by looking at Tatit
"Patience mom, it all takes time"
"Yes, it takes time, I don't blame my mother, if you act like it's normal, should I accept that?"he rubbed his chest that was so painful"But his sense of my chest was so painful, Narsih"He cried back by hitting his chest that was getting congested"Narsih, if I don't get to Jakarta at seven in the morning, you have to tell my husband if I get on the bus**" Tatit said"And don't tell anyone whether it's my mother or Kinar"
"But ma'am"
"Promise to me Narsih" Tatit looked at Narsih who shook his head
Flash On
"What happened to Mom, Bi? Why can't his phone be called? Does bi Narsih know why mommy should go home tonight, should bi Narsih prevent her Bi?"Kinar could not cover his worries
"I'm sorry, ma'am. But Popon's mom sent Bu Tatit back to Jakarta"
"Grandma threw her out?"Narsih nodded her head"Why didn't Bi Narsih tell me?"
"I'm confused mbak"Kinar rubbed his face violently
"Hour still shows the number one early, but why are you guys already on the storm"
"Mommy, grandma"
"Why your mother-in-law, huh?"his face does not like to be seen on his face
"Why should Grandma throw away mommy, Grandma?"
"Grandma didn't throw him out Kinar, grandma just told him to go back to Jakarta"
"But it's the same thing that grandma threw out mommy, Grandma?"
"You forgot what your mother-in-law did to you, you forgot?"Nek popon is starting to look emotional
"I'll never forget his grandma, I'll never forget it"
"Then why are you defending her?"
"Grandmother"call Kinar slowly"I did not defend her grandma, Mami was never from Jogja to Jakarta on the bus, even midnight like this Grandma"Kinar stared at her cell phone"I'm afraid something has happened to my mom, from earlier I called her cell phone is not active"
"Why should you worry? Has Tatit ever worried about you?"already exhausted the way Kinar gave understanding to his grandmother, Grandma Popon never knew that Tatit was so fond of her more than his own children"Could he have accidentally turned off his phone so that we're all here to worry? From now on your mother-in-law will get used to taking the midnight bus alone"
"Madam"
"Get in your room and go to sleep, and you Narsih why are you still standing here? You want me to fire?"Kinar patted his eel, emotions had taken hold of Popon's mind, as hard as he explained all his current will feel in vain.
"Go bi, and don't listen to grandma's words" said Kinar softly by rubbing Narsih's back
"Yes mbak"Kinar stared at her grandmother who was still standing by folding both hands on her chest
"Why does grandma talk like that to Narsih, she doesn't know what Grandma is?"kinar said slowly
"Get in your room, do you want to see your grandmother getting angry?"his true Kinar was a submissive child, one clash could make his speechless
Kinar stepped foot into his room, he better give up this time because it would be better. The emotions of Grandma Popon were peaking and she could not control her, it would have been fatal for her grandmother's current condition
In the room Kinar still continued to contact Tatit's cell phone but remained inactive
"Oh my God, what's going on with my mom, why can't her cell phone be called?"His chest pounding erratically"Awh"Shining rubbed his stomach when he felt his stomach so sore from the baby's kick that was inside his belly
For nearly two days Kinar dialed Tatit's mobile number, but remained inactive. And he also tried to contact Astrea and ask her about her in-laws, but her mother did not know either
"Now your mother-in-law will change the number"
"Perhaps, my mother started to make some distance with me after the words from my grandmother, Nin"
"Let your current equal keep your distance, if all the circumstances have improved you can start again. Have we left already, huh?"Kinar nodded his head and got into Nina's car
"Nin, why am I still worried about my mom Nin"
"You don't think too much about your mom, Kin, later there's your stomach so dark" which Nina says is true. If something happens, Astrea will tell him.