The Faithful Wife
Still Crying

Nek Popon is so very worried about the condition of his grandchildren who look very pale, this is all because Astri and tatit just try them to hear the word nek Popon would definitely not be like this

"what about my grandson's condition doctor?"ask Popon as soon as the doctor leaves the IGD room

"my granddaughter is so exhausted that she has to rest a lot" the doctor said"and don't let her get too stressed"

"of course doc"

"then I stay, ma'am"nek popon stared at the IGD room with a heart so sick that he could feel the pain his granddaughter felt,it was not long before Kinar came out with help from a wheelchair-wearing nurse

"what's it?"ask Popon by gently rubbing Kinar's hair

"dad already" replied Kinar by wiping his face so slowly and Grandma Popon stared at him

"you'd better stay in here one night so you're not weak like this"

"with enough rest all will be fine Grandma"

"are you sure?"Kinar just nodded his head slowly, the nurse drove him until the car came home and before returning home Popon redeemed the drug in the pharmacy

when already in the car Kinar leaned his head in the back seat by kneading his head

"don't you trouble your mother to son?"said nek popon by stroking the belly of the shinar gently"during this time your mother has been so suffering so do not bother the mother again ya"psychically, Kinar's soul is indeed disturbed because of the mental burden that is so heavy he bears

"my son does not bother me" said Kinar by holding the hand of Grandpa Popon who was on the belly of the kinar"his mother was too weak" continued Kinar with a smile"I just need some time to get used to this"

"grandmother is always there for you son" said Grandpa Popon"if you need anything you don't hesitate to say to Grandma Kinar"

With a wry smile Kinar hugged his grandmother's hand tightly, it seemed that Kinar was so capable but the fact that this burden was too heavy for him, she said,during this time Kinar always lied to everyone if his self always said that he was so strong even very strong, all of it was a lie and not true, he said,how can a married woman who is pregnant with her husband cheat in front of her eyes, and which woman will not get sick?which woman will be strong, which woman will not be disappointed?lying if you all say I'm okay when a husband comes home from work we smell a perfume that is not ours we will be suspicious and quietly find out then this,but Kinar is not us, great woman, great wife because she only exists in a story not a fact.

"do you want anything?"Kinar stared at the grim Popon, there was a sick back to spread his heart, how should Irsyad not ask that because irsyad is his husband"why are you silent?"

"well, no, I'm thinking about what kind of food I want?"

"do you want to eat muddy?"

"no, I want to eat a spicy nutty"

"as a whole, then stop in front of us will eat seblak there"kinar smiled by holding his grandmother's hand

"thank you grandma" said Kinar

"all, my grandmother would accept me here, she cares about me"

"you're the son of one of Kinar's grandmother's boys, and don't ever say that again because grandma doesn't like to hear her"Kinar just smiled happily

Once at home Kinar helped Grandpa Popon to enter the house and was so surprised to see Astri sitting on the sofa, Astri immediately kissed the back of his in-laws hand,after that hugged tightly the body of her daughter who was so thin

"forgive me mama Kinar, I'm sorry mama"Astri cried her heart was also so sick to see the condition of the shinar body that was so thin, so thin,dark circles around his eyes and his tapered face that sign that the shinar is not good

"there's nothing to forgive"

"all this is because of mama nak"Kinar smiled by wiping Astri's tears

"no one needs to regret ma"astri invited Kinar to sit down, unceasingly Astri looked at his daughter's face

"Moor"

"yes Ma'am"

"get warm water for the sparkling"

"well Mom"

"are you getting thinner?"

"i'm craving ma again, my appetite also likes to go up and down sometimes a lot sometimes a little"Astri knew that kinar was lying to him

"it's the warm water, ma'am"Narsih put his warm water on the table

"this is your vitamin Kinar you should drink it?"Kinar nurut there are three grains of medicine that must be taken in his drink in one go" brought Kinar to the room so that he can rest" said Nek Popon by staring at Astri's face with a sense of disappointment.

Kinar went into the room in aid with Astri, Shinar laid his body on the bed that looked so weak

"what's so far away from Mama?"

"mama misses you" Astri replied by gently rubbing the hand of the shinar"what should you do so that you feel innocent son"Astri cried by kissing the hand of the shinar"say son"

"no ma, no, no, I've been sincerely accepting all this ma"Astri know there is a sense of disappointment in the eyes of Kinar that can not be covered" I'll start all this here ma?"Astri stared at her son's face so deeply" I'll forget all about it here ma, if I go back to Jakarta the wound in my heart will not be able to dry ma"this time Kinar was unable to hold back his tears"honestly ma I was very sick ma, sick, this feeling really hurts, what I was able to pass his ma"Kinar cried with tightly grasping his hand"I've tried to forget her ma but the more I forget her the more pain I feel ma, please help me ma, help me forget all this, help me to get through this difficult time ma"kinar said by holding Astri's hand with a single embrace Astri clenched the tiny body of Kinar tightly and like not wanting to let go of her

"forgive me the mistake dear mama, really mama is really sorry son"Astri put his chin on the head of the shinar and with once kissed the head of Kinar, his hands rubbed the body of the shinar so thin, so thin,the regret Astri felt was so deep