
Sometimes it is better to be silent than to explain what we feel, because it hurts when they can hear but cannot understand.
There are still more people out there who deserve to be sad than us, but they can still be happy. There are still many people who are more worthy of complaining than we are, but they are still grateful. There are still many people who are more deserving of despair than we are, but they still struggle, but they remain grateful because this is already the destiny of God.
Nina is ready with her bag, but she is still waiting for Kinar who is still serious with his laptop
"Yuk's home"grim Nina"You know that if you're working like forgetting time, pity your baby, she also needs rest"Kinar looked at Nina with a smile"Remember there's still tomorrow, you've been sitting there since, don't you feel sore at your waist?"Kinar precisely rubbed his stomach with a smile"Rone yuk, already afternoon pamali pamali pregnant women shower night tau"
"The pamali after work doesn't take a shower"
"You're told you like ngeyel"
"Okay, okay, yeah, we're home, and my legs are cramping"
"How your legs are not cramped, from earlier you sit still no move, remember Kin do not think of yourself, you also have to pay attention to the development of your baby"
"Okay, Doctor, then let's go home" In the case of cafe visitors, it's getting crowded because it's Thursday night
"Nina, you don't have to bother reporting to take me home, I can mess or taxi online"
"Don't be stubborn"
"Until when do I always depend on you?"
"Until you don't need me anymore"
"Your self is opium to me" Nina laughed out loud
"I've been like morphine to you, you mean Kinar Humairah?"
"Have not ngaco, yuk go home my whole body already feels sultry"
"You feel hot too?"
"I'm a human not a robot Nina, so can't feel sultry"deg when his self mentioned the word robot there is a pain in his heart, he rubbed his stomach
"Why are you Nin?"tanya Nina was worried because she saw Kinar was rubbing her stomach
"My stomach feels hungry Nina" lied Kinar
"What's wrong, yuk hunted, you want to eat where I'll take you"
"Eat at home only Nin, pity bi Narsih hard-earned cook but no one eats"
"Feel the house is healthier" they came out of the room Kinar and headed for the parking lot
On the way Kinar resuscitated his body on the bench of the car while rubbing his stomach a little bit cramped
"You got a sick stomach?"
"Ah, no Nin, my stomach really feels hungry"
"Buy some bread or something else?"
"No need Nin, soon also up"Nina slightly pressed the vedal gas car, the end of it up too, making Kinar's heart a little relieved. He did not want to tell his best friend that his stomach was a little cramped, he had too much trouble Nina.
"You don't stop by first"
"Thank you, come in and eat. If you need anything, you can call me"
"Yes Nina yes" Kawab Kinar smiled
"Tomorrow wait for me huh"Kinar nodded his head, Nina turned her car around and disappeared in the crowd of the road
"Why with my stomach, I'm sorry mommy son, you must be so tired" said Kinar while going inside. So shocked was Kinar when he found out who opened the door for him
"Mami" called her surprised
"Bi Narsih"
"Yes mbak"
"Where's mami bi? Why don't you eat?"
"Oh mother,mbak. It's in the back of the park"
"This night?"
"Yes mbak, from this afternoon came to meet the mother continues to back mbak"
"Did mommy eat bi?"
"From noon there wasn't anything to eat" Shin fell silent, Tatit looked so changed. Kinar was curious what was the matter of his in-laws coming to Jogja? It even looks different. Her ordinary in-laws are the ones who most want to know about her pregnancy. The chinar hurriedly finished the rice that was on his plate and walked towards the back garden, so dark was only the dim light of the lights illuminating the garden, he saw his in-laws were standing in front of the garden
"Mommy, why are you standing here without lighting? Is mom okay?"
"Linar"Call her quietly by wiping away her tears
"Mommy's fine, but my mom wants to know if you're okay after what my mom and Irsyad did to you?"Kinar took a breath while smiling even though that smile was invisible to Tatit
"As you can see, I'm fine and you don't have to worry about that"
"Not her mom should have asked you that, because you're definitely fine" she took a breath that felt squeezing her chest"You're a great woman"
"Mi" call her
"Hm," again he took a breath that was so crowded"Mami just wanted to apologize to you after what she did to you"
"Honestly I don't take revenge on mami even hating mami in the slightest"Kinar rubbed his belly"I'm just a little disappointed"
"If you hate and have a grudge against your mommy, your mom won't get angry" she said regretfully"Mami hopes that mami's actions are written in pencil so that mami can remove her and do a good thing to you"Tatit wiped her tears back"Once again mami apologized"Kinar was curious about the different changes in Tatit's attitude, it should have changed it's himself, then why is this the opposite"Let's rest and sleep, it's night you must be tired"
"Yes, I'm so tired" Kinar said, leaving Tatit alone
Inside his room Kinar was unable to close his eyes, he tilted to the right and to the left by rubbing his stomach. Actually he could not bear to behave like that to his in-laws but he was forced. His throat was thirsty, he slowly headed for the kitchen, and he was also curious where Tatit was, had he slept as well?
"Bi Narsih"
"Kinar Bak"
"Bi Narsih, why isn't this hour sleeping?"time has shown at one in the morning
"I was sleeping, but Mrs Tatit built me up"
"Where is mami bi now?"
"Have returned to Jakarta"
"Hah"Shocked light
"Mother looks sad" mbak"
"What time did bi go?"
"If it's not wrong half an hour"
"Hah"The light so feels guilty with his attitude that is too indifferent"Well what bi?"he felt worried and afraid, how could his in-laws this night go home alone, what if something happened to him
"Make the bus"
"O Allah"fearful to approach her, she hurriedly entered into the room to pick up her mobile phone and attempted to call Tatit's number, but her number was off. He felt his chest pounding as if something had happened.