The Faithful Wife
Deepest Regrets

With a soft Irsyad stared at the face of the shinar that was filled with wounds. People who are not sane will not have the heart to hurt his own wife, then is Irsyad more than people who are not sane? Kinar began to realize he was grimacing withstanding the pain by biting his lower lip

"Is anyone sick?"questions that do not need to be answered, because Irsyad has seen for himself what about his wife's current condition, Kinar holds his head that feels so painful"I call the doctor?"

"No, no, no need" answered the slow-moving seminar

"You want a drink?"Irsyad seemed confused what he should do to the wife he had wasted, so he offered something that Kinar did not want to do

They were like two new people, in that they already shared a body, but this atmosphere made them both feel awkward, at that point, Kinar drew his hand which was still within the grasp of his husband and he attempted to sit down

"Do you want to sit?"ask Irsyad

"hm"the little answer that made Irsyad understand, gently Irsyad helped Kinar to sit down

"Why did you lie to me?"ask Irsyad to disappear, it's awkward"What if you and my future son are gone?"

"Aren't you so eager to wipe me out?"

"So it was when you said that you had eliminated my son-in-law but,,,"Irsyad did not continue his words, he looked towards the round belly of the chinar, that's where the baby is currently sitting" I won't forgive myself if something happens to you and my future child"

"Why do you have to regret it? Aren't you happy if I'm gone?"ask Kinar"I'm not a cruel woman who can wipe out my own flesh and blood. A wild animal tiger alone will not eat its own child"

"Kin please, I don't want to be separated from you,,,"

"Don't make me float too high, if at the end of it I will fall into the same hole, and do you know that it hurts me a lot? even now I'm getting used to this wound, the one you've created"

"I promise Kin"

"I don't need an appointment" replied Kinar quietly"The pain you created is still neatly stored in my heart mas, and until anytime I will remember it" said Kinar made Irsyad speechless"Honestly I do love you, even I love you so much but it was"in her breath that feels squeezing her lungs"Let's this time myself mas, mas, give me room to realize my mistake for loving you"

"Now you don't love me anymore? Yes, I was wrong even I didn't realize that there were so many wounds I had created for you? But I beg of you Kinar, permission will I atone for all the wounds I have created"

When a wife's heart has been hurt, however much a wife's love for her husband will surely fade. Kinar couldn't believe how the robot could shed tears? Does her husband now have a heart or is this just a charade so she can hurt him back?

"The flowers will wither if not in the flush, so why do you ask?"

"Is not the slightest bit of love in your heart left to me Kinar?"

"Don't you ever ask me about it mas, did you forget how I begged my own husband for love? And do you know what the reply is?"Kinar smiled"The pain that I received mas, sick"he tried to hold back his tears"Maybe I'm the most stupid wife on the face of the earth, who still wants to defend a husband who never thought I existed"

"I'm khilaf Kin"

"Give me a chance once again Kin, I beg you"

"Don't ever beg me mas otherwise your pride will be ruined, just here my self-esteem is ruined" their views meet each other" I'm comfortable with my life now"

"What about our child?"

"You don't worry mas, if your child is born you can babysit him" replied Kinar by stroking his belly

"No, I don't want to be separated from you Kinar, my son needs you and me" he looked at Irsyad so deeply, the man who is now his status is the husband and father of the baby in his birth. How could a kinar just believe after what he did to her, infidelity, ah not that it was just too much red dots in their marriage, Will he take irsyad for granted? No, now love does not make her blind, because now for her love it needs logic

"What about Susan?"

"I'll take care of her and finish it all"

"From your words, you're married to Susan? Is your love so great for her? So you married Susan betel?"

"No Kinar, no" answered Irsyad by shaking his head many times" I never married her beteliously, either to Susan or to anyone else. Please believe Kinar, believe me"Irsyad pleaded with the hand of the kinar

"Should I just believe every word you say?"

"You have to believe in me Kinar, I'm telling you the truth"

"That's really hard for me, because my trust in you is gone"

"Please Kinar believe me, I'm telling you the truth"

"Women will look stupid once they love someone, even a woman is willing to sacrifice her life for a man who is loved so much, but do you know? It'll be hard to put it all back when a woman has been betrayed"

"Then what do I have to do to make you believe me? Say Kinar,, say, I'll do it all for you"

"There's nothing, there's nothing you have to do" replied Kinar with a breath that felt so heavy"Go mas, you have to think about every word you just said, never regret every word you say"

"I never regretted his Kinar"

"Think first"pressed by his voice"I'll be gone if you can't keep it, so think of it"

"I've been thinking about Kinar, so what am I thinking about him for" it's too hard to explain to a man who has above-average selfishness. Should Kinar be happy with every speech of his husband? Answer me, my loyal reader