The Faithful Wife
Still Disillusioned

On the salty thing it is not the favorite food of Kinar just that at this time he wanted to eat the menu, a doctor came to the room Kinar

"How's he doing with Kinar?"greet the doctor who handles Kinar

"Alhamdulillah has drifted doc"

"Is there still pain here?"doctor Fatma held down Kinar's stomach, Tatit just looked at her anxiously

"No doc" a nurse was checking the blood pressure

"How much is his blood pressure?"

"💯/60 doctor"

"Still low, is it still removing the plaques?"

"I don't know doc"

"Suster please check, is Kinar's mom still pulling out the plaques?"the nurse opened the blanket that covered Kinar's body, then down her pants, and saw if today she still pulled out a plek"How about sus?"

"Still doc but just a little bit"

"Then the injection again the drug huh sus?And mbak Kinar don't forget his medicine in drinking huh?"Kinar nodded his head, Irsyad was just silently glued to see the shinar that was being examined"Then I stayed ya mbak Kinar and Bu Tatit"

"Yes, doc and thank you"

"The same"Tatit helped Kinar tidy up his revealing clothes

"Is it still painful, dear?"tanya Tatit with rubbing the shinar's stomach

"Not mom"

"It's his asian" said Irsyad by putting his pickled in the bowl, Kinar just kept quiet because in his heart there was still a sense of disappointment and pain, and, maybe all this time Irsyad considers that kinar does not have a heart, this is the name of his sick but not bloody

"Eat ya" said Tatit by feeding Kinar"after this taking his medicine"kinar nodded his head, with painstakingly Tatit fed her, so dearly his tatit on her

"It's mam" said Kinar slowly

"How much is a bribe"

"Hoek"Shining his nausea and covering his mouth with his hands

"Don't throw up right" said Tatit by rubbing the arm of the shinar, why this nausea attacks his back, not if he had not felt it all along, oh Kinar knew that his baby was looking for attention from his father

"You want to touch father yes" asked Kinar in his heart while rubbing his stomach with a smile"y father you are less sensitive, not even sensitive at all"

"Why you?"

"There's no mam"

"Tatit opened the medicine and gave it to Kinar, only once a gulp was swallowed

"Do you still feel nauseous?"

"Still mam, but not so much"The light dropped his legs, it Irsyad immediately stood up

"You go to the bathroom"

"Eh don't"

"I want to pee mam"Irsyad walked towards Kinar and directly carried him to enter the bathroom, Tatit was surprised as well as Kinar, spontaneously Tatit directly lifted the infusion and followed Kinar into the bathroom and hung onto the bathroom stall, Irsyad lowered Kinar

"Mam same mas Irsyad just come out, I can be alone"

"Mami just come out, let me wait for Kinar here"Tatit showed his surprised facial expression. Kinar looked at Irsyad who did not understand with his attitude, for a moment he made Kinar hurt, indistinctly angry even wanting to kill his unborn child, with a completely clueless look, after urinating Irsyad carrying the body back and placed in bed, Kinar should feel happy because during marriage, this is the first time Irsyad did the right thing and not arrogant, he's like this because of Irsyad.

"Better mommy go home, let me take care of her" said Irsyad

"Mommy doesn't believe"

"For this time mi, love me a chance to take care of her and mom should believe in me"

"After that?"

"Mi" call Irsyad quietly

"OK mami home, if anything happens with your daughter-in-law and future grandchildren who will be fully responsible"

"I'll do my job mi"

"What task? Husband's or father's duties to your future son?"Kinar was silent

"Both of mi"

"Well, Kinar mam came home, baby" Tamit tatit rubbed my stomach

"Yes mam"were just staying Kinar and Irsyad, after Tatit came home the two of them, a little Irsyad no one asked if Kinar was okay or how did it feel? The atmosphere in the room was so stiff and crisp, ah useless he was guarding Kinar because he was like a robot, Kinar laid his body and forced his eyes to be closed, Irsyad was still sitting and looking towards the kinar what her woman was doing.

"Yes"Kinar heard Irsyad talking to someone and Kinar knew without being told

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"I can't because there's an important job"

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"Tomorrow we meet ya dear"there is pain in the chest Kinar and he does not know why his chest feels pain, pain Kinar when Irsyad call Susan with affection?

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"OK by"Kinar tried to calm himself, until when will his household walk like this, really closed Irsyad's heart to her? Kinar's chest is getting rumbling and without feeling his tears fall on his cheeks so soft, is there a wife begging love to her husband? Or is it just Kinar? What a pity his fate Kinar had to beg love on his own husband.

This is the name of his sick bloodless loved but not loved, wrong Kinar who fell in love with his robot husband?Or it's a mistake why Kinar had to fall in love with her, but this sense of growing up without any coercion, this sense just grew in his heart, he said, kinar should hold this feeling so as not to grow, what else develops but all is too late, do not talk, just look at him he does not want.

Kinar woke up feeling like he wanted to go to the bathroom, he didn't need to build his cuckoo robot husband, with Kinar slowly holding both of his infusions and going down to walk to the bathroom, hanging her infusion in a kapstok and Kinar sitting in a closed bathroom

"Why I didn't run away from home, when my parents set me up with her, I was really sorry, my heart hurt so much, my chest hurt so much"kinar said by cupping his face with both hands, this time Kinar was really crying, his tears could not be weathered anymore, his patience was weakened as his circumstances.