
Kinar curled up behind the blanket while crying, he tried his hardest not to cry but his tears would not stop, why his tears could not compromise.
All this time he had been trying to eliminate his ego even the self-esteem he should be proud of was no longer there, so what else could he be proud of. Only for the sake of an Irsyad Malik Ahmad he risked everything, no longer useful he regretted he had to rise up and rearrange his heart that was the only way he had to do.
Kinar pulled out his blanket and sat down with a rub of his stomach that felt pain, even his baby-to-be could feel what he felt they were like having inner contact.
"Why you, baby? You don't worry son, mom's fine" said Kinar by hugging her belly with both hands"Your mother is a great woman so you take it easy, even mother has fallen many times into the same hole but mother keeps repeating it, but like this your mother will be the greatest woman even the strongest mother you will have son"Kinar rubbed his stomach with tears, he tried hard but his heart was porous.
Nek Popon has not been able to close his eyes on the night thing already showed at 01:00 in the morning, he was still thinking about Irsyad the grandson who went on his part to pick up the items he needed but until now did not go home
Before Grandpa Popon went outside he opened the door of Kinar's room slowly he was afraid he would build it, he saw Kinar from behind the door and his heart ached when he saw Kinar curled up behind a blanket with his eyes, but there was nothing he could do. After that Grandma Popon returned to her room but the shadow of Kinar's eyes could not be lost from her memory
"Where exactly did you go Irsyad? But once you hurt my beloved grandson, if you don't love my granddaughter just say Irsyad, say. Don't make her sick again" said Nek popon while rubbing her huffed face"If happy moment you give then better not at all"he kept talking to himself until he fell asleep
Nek Popon woke up when he heard a knock from the outside, before he opened the door he looked at the clock the wall was showing at 06:00 am, Grandma Popon walked over to open the door. How surprised he was when he saw who came turned out to be Irsyad
"Grandmother" called her, but Grandma Popon just stared at her so nanar
"Where did you go?"
"Every night after this I got a call to sign the project with a client in Singapore grandma" the popon looked at Irsyad without blinking
"Can your words be trusted?"
"I can't force grandma to believe every word I say, Grandma. But I'm not lying grandma"Irsyad wants to go in but his hands are in check
"Don't bother Kinar, he just fell asleep after one night thinking about you, even he tried to contact your phone but not active, even grandma did not have the heart to see it"
"My cell phone battery runs out, let me go see Kinar, grandma" Popon saw the word Irsyad that no lies are hidden
"Go, but please if your wife is angry don't try to fight her"Irsyad just nodded his head, after which he entered into the room in Kinar was
His wife was still sleeping under the covers with her eyes puffy, it proved that his wife must have been waiting and looking for him until he cried himself. There was a sense of pity in his heart when he saw the state of his wife
Kinar's tiny body wriggled and rubbed his face that felt stiff, stiff, before opening her eyes she neutralized her breath which felt so tight and shocked her when she opened both her eyes the husband was in front of her
"Honey"call Irsyad while wanting to hug her but Kinar refuses by keeping his body away from irsyad, he stands towards the bathroom in follow with Irsyad behind her"Sayan, wait dear"call Irsyad but Kinar hurriedly closed the bathroom door, he leaned his body behind the door, in fact he felt happy turned his husband back, he was happy, which makes her a little angry why Irsyad didn't tell her even her cell phone can't be contacted
Irsyad is still waiting at the door with his hands in his pants pocket, occasionally pacing back and forth to and fro, as soon as Kinar opened the bathroom door he immediately approached her back but again Kinar avoided her
"Darling, are you mad at me?"Kinar turned his body and looked at Irsyad's face so nanar
"Yes I was wrong, so I went suddenly to Singapore and my cell phone battery ran out"
"When have you run out of cell phone batteries? Hasn't the power bank always been attached to your phone?"
"I forgot to bring the power bank"
"Don't make a classic excuse mas"
"That's not the reason baby, I'm telling you the truth"
"Should I trust him?"Irsyad looked at his wife's face"Don't force me to believe every word you say, because it's hard for me"
"But what I'm saying is true, I'm not lying to you"
"Lying and not that you know mas"Kinar tried to stay away but quickly Irsyad blocked Kinar's hand
"Ahh"The screamed scream felt pain in his wrist, irsyad instantly let go of Kinar's wrist and saw a red color
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" said Irsyad lirih, in the event that Kinar did not feel such pain he just wanted to know how his husband responded, she said, if the scar is red it is natural because the skin is white for sure when held a little strong will leave a red color. There were clear grains flowing from his sharp eyes
"Why are you crying mas, here I should be the one crying because of your attitude" said Kinar by looking at his husband"You know how scared I am when you leave without saying anything to me but you say goodbye to bi Narsih"
"Because I don't want to disturb your sleep"
"Oh yes" replied Kinar with a smile"What makes me more afraid when I call your phone but it's not active" said Kinar slowly"You can contact me by public phone, even you can borrow your partner's phone"Linar smiled a little"If you don't love me go away, go away from my life so I can set my heart"
"No Kinar, no and don't say anything more Kinar, I beg you"Irsyad rested at Kinar's feet"Please forgive me"
"Stand up and you shouldn't rest at your wife's feet" Shin pulled both her husband's backs
"Have you forgiven me?"
"I don't know"Irsyad looked at his wife with a sad face"Don't look at me like that, your gaze feels like it wants to strip my skin"Kinar sat on the edge of the bed followed by Irsyad
"What should I do so that you can forgive me"Linar just kept silent without giving the slightest reaction"Please tell Kinar so I know"
"Try yourself mas"Irsyad smiled happily, that means his Kinar still gives his chance, he was only angry because his self did not give any news about his whereabouts yesterday