
Already two days Kinar in hospital at the end of his permission to go home, Irsyad was waiting for him to be brought home to the apartment, Kinar had already made the decision to return to Irsyad, Irsyad,with his dashing steps Irsyad carrying a bag of Kinar, while Kinar was led by the tatit of the super protective in-law
"when you get to the apartment you have to take a break"
"don't worry mam"Kinar stared at the tatit face full of doubt
"mam felt,,,"tatit didn't continue his word
"what do you feel mam?
"no dear, maybe it's just mam's feeling" they got in the car and headed straight for the apartment,Kinar felt a little strange with Irsyad's robot husband's attitude in the slightest he didn't talk and say anything, as he really didn't invite me to go home to his apartment
"why you, baby?"tanya tatit by touching the arm of the shinar
"ah no mam" replied Kinar slowly, why was she wrong with her decision to live with her husband.
At the residence Astri Kinan was hesitating with his heart
"we're home, baby" said the god
"i'm not going home"
"then?"
"i want us to separate" the god was surprised by looking at Kinan
"you mean divorce?"
"yes"so Kinan was so sure, perhaps all this time he was wrong that so loved his husband that his eyes and heart were closed so tightly that he did not see the rottenness of the god behind him.
"have you thought?"
"i've thought about it a thousand times"
"you're not sorry?"ask the god by looking intently at Kinan's face
"i will regret it if I continue to live with a man like you" she said, pointing to her husband's chest
"would you talk?"
"why?you don't like it?"a sinister smile adorned Kinan's red-colored lips
"i'll bring all our children"
"oh" said Kinar smiling and raising both his hands"if that's what you want please bring them instead I'll feel very happy, I'll feel very happy,at least you'll know how she feels about taking care of a baby who still drinks breast milk, and do you know how old Diwa is?"ask Kinar, the god is silent"you forgot, it's very sad, well I'll tell Diwa he's almost two months old and you know how to take care of him?"kinan's great love for her husband is gone even now that there is even disgust at seeing her husband"now I mean from now on Diwa will drink formula milk and remember you have to give formula milk once every two hours, now take them" said Kinan but the god was just silent
"go and bring your two children" said Kinan" I'm so disgusted to see you even feel like vomiting, go with your cheating woman, don't you love her so much?"there's a pain in Kinan's chest"not that you're telling him that I'm not as pretty and sexy as I used to be, ahh,,, "Kin's screaming"go away and never come back and don't forget to take care of our farewell letter"
"do you really want to get away from me, baby"?
"why,,, do you doubt my decision?"Kinan looked at the god with a dislike gaze"I used to love you even because I loved you so much that I couldn't see your rottenness behind me"
"think again dear"
"for what?"ask Kinar"I don't need to think about it once again because for me it's the right decision"
"i'm sorry baby, dear, please listen to me first, give me a chance once again"Siwa chases Kinan, Astri is only able to sigh in a sense so heavy, why the fate of his two daughters is so bad
"don't touch me!!!!snapped Kinan when the god held Kinan's hand"I've told you I want to separate,, you know, I just want to split!!!!!"kinan Jerrit
making the Gods surprised because all this time Kinan never treated a god like this, do not just yell at him madly Kinan never but now"go home and bring your son" said Kinan by leaving the Gods,with a limp God steps out of Astri's house
Tatit leads Kinar to get out of the car to his son's apartment, why with irsyad, why is he so indifferent to Kinar what exactly happened why with his attitude, his attitude,once until the tatit apartment immediately brought the kinar into Irsyad's room
"now rest yes, if there's anything mam calls"Kinar just nodded his head"then mam came home and remember to take good care of yourself because my future granddaughter is here"tatit stroked her belly gently, Kinar now lay on the bed of her robot husband, while Irsyad was busy arranging Kinar's clothes in her closet,why is Irsyad so different when in the hospital and at home, what is this is only the act of irsyad so that the two of them do not separate, if like this I am really wrong to make a decision.
This morning without waking up Kinar, Irsyad went to the office, slowly Kinar went down the stairs and saw his all-empty dining table turned Irsyad completely unchanged. Kinar sat at the pentry table holding his chin with both hands
"maybe he's not used to it yet but aren't we living together already seven months ago why is he still not used to it, is he forced to accept me?"question after question fills Kinar's brain, with lazy Kinar cooking for himself.
Almost one Sunday Kinar returned with her robot husband but still the same as before, rarely greeting and eating together, Kinar sat in the tv room when Irsyad came home from the office,still the same as yesterday Irsyad never asked about the situation of Kinar whether it was better, whether he had eaten, whether he had taken medicine, or whether he had taken medicine,is there still pain ah all of her never asked by Irsyad, what I expected from this relationship, what I,lazily Kinar prepared coffee and dinner for Irsyad after which Kinar returned to the tv room where before his Kinar was.
"you don't have to bother to prepare everything" said Irsyad as he walked towards the living room
"do you mind?"ask Kinar, please,
"no"
"then what's the problem?"they talk without looking at each other, Shinar watches tv while Irsyad is busy with his cell phone
"no problem, but I've been eating out"
"if that's what you want good, from tomorrow I don't have to prepare everything for you" replied Kinar walking a pentry shirt and throwing it all away
"why did you throw it away?"
"didn't you eat out?"ask Kinar by staring at Irsyad"then what is all this for, wouldn't I rather just throw it away?"Irsyad just kept quiet by staring at Kinar who threw a cup of coffee into the sink and food into the trash can,after that Kinar went upstairs and slept because it would be better for her and her baby-to-be.