The Faithful Wife
The Love That Grows

Kinar was still not sure of all Irsyad's words, he was really not or not sure that irsyad loved himself so much, he felt all this like in a dream. How could Irsyad who is arrogant, stubborn, arrogant and does not have a heart suddenly be able to love himself very much, was not Kinar who was so begging for his love? But Kinar felt why exactly now his love feels bland not was he in love with Irsyad? Why could that be?Kinar stared at Irsyad who was sleeping so soundly on the sofa, whether he had been in the hospital and experienced the same thing, maybe if his self is hurt because of the actions of others he will not be as sick as this, but just every time his self is injured it is caused by the people he loves and the ones he loves the most. So is it wrong if his heart is currently changing? Thirst felt in his cavity, he tried to take a drink that was on the nightstand but it was difficult and

"Prangg" the glasses he reached fell scattered on the floor, making Irsyad wake up and run closer to him

"You thirsty? Why not build me?"

"I just don't want to disturb your sleep" Kinar replied by looking at the broken glass on the floor

"If something happens to you how?"

"That's not going to happen" Irsyad stared at Kinar

"Don't make it hard on yourself, if you're thirsty you can call me" said Irsyad by collecting broken glass scattered on the floor

"For what reason do I make it difficult for yourself, if the reality of my life is what you have made so difficult"Irsyad did not answer Kinar's words, because for him Kinar has really changed

"Awhile I'll get it for you" she opened the small refrigerator next to the nightstand and poured it into the glass, and she gave it to Kinar

"Thank you" said Kinar after his drink

"You don't have to thank me, I'm your husband"

"You are my husband"

"If you want something you can call me"

"No thanks" replied Kinar so cuek made Irsyad stare at her

"Why?"

"I'm used to doing it myself without asking others for help" she answered by fixing her sleeping position" I thank you, because of the wounds you have created I have now become a stronger figure"

"Do you consider me someone else? I'll heal that wound"

"Did I say that? You don't need to heal this wound, no wife will thank her husband, for hurting his wife"

"what happened to you, why have you changed so much?"

"You made me change" Again Irsyad did not answer his wife's words

"I just still can't believe your attitude suddenly changed for the good"

"Wrong if I turn out to be good?"

"There's nothing wrong, but I'm not used to your good manners, or it'll just be your wits to add to my wounds"

"Listen Kinar, I want to be a good husband to you and a good father to our baby-to-be?"

"I still can't believe it, and one more thing, your good attitude is so hard for me to accept, because I'm not used to it"

"Then learn to get used to it"

"That would be very difficult, how could you who are so selfish, stubborn and arrogant be able to change that fast"

"You think I'm a purist?"

"I'm not saying you're pretending"

"Listen to me, if I am a bad person and a good temple, then I will be a real good person" Irsyad said, staring at Kinar

"I need time to accept it, because I'm not sure if you really love me right now, then what about the susan you always adored even I can't take her place in your heart, and aren't you now so close to Shella?"

"Yes I do adore Susan even I love her so much, and Shella I already don't love her, she's my past"Kinar smiled wryly at Irsyad's reply, saying, there's a pain in her chest hearing her husband say about Susan

"I don't know either"

"So selfish of yourself mas, everyone knows even a little boy knows if honey is very sweet what it means you will combine me?"Irsyad laughed"I didn't take the wrong decision to separate from you"

"Never say you want to part from me Kinar" the voice of his tone is still high, Irsyad never changes"Do you want me to combine you?"Kinar was surprised by irsyad's question

"I was expecting you to change because you just want this baby, right?"ask Kinar by stroking his belly"If you change because of this, why don't you make it go away"

"We are not children anymore who should adore Muja love Kinar"Irsyad looked at Kinar, he did not know with his attitude, when dealing with Kinar, he always said rudely

"That's your thinking not with me"

"Then what should I do?"

"Go away, get away from my life and never bother me"

"That's never gonna happen, you know why? Because I started to love you, even I felt a great love in my heart for you" she replied with a smile

Why Kinar was so afraid of the change in Irsyad's attitude to himself, is not this what I wanted, then why now he was afraid

"At least I don't believe what you say"

"Believe or not believe it's your right, and I'm not forcing you, either, but you need to know that this is starting to exist for you"

"Is it because this baby-to-be has changed your attitude?"

"Can he not" Kinar's doubts get bigger, if it turns out that Irsyad never loved her in the least, he was just obsessed with his baby

"It's not love, it's obsession"

"I'm obsessed with loving you"Kinar smiled wryly"From now on I'll take care of you"

"Don't force yourself to be my husband who loves me because of obsession, because I'm sure that's why you love me, our relationship will never improve"

"You don't think too much, because I don't want to, my junior mother will be sick and my junior here will also be depressed" said irsyad by rubbing his wife's stomach

"Your son has long been depressed because of his father's attitude" Kinar replied by shaking Irsyad's hand from his stomach

"Why can't I touch my son?"

"It's not your son you touch, it's my stomach"

"So you want me to touch her?"asked Irsyad by staring pervertedly at the chinar

"Don't be like you"

"Relax baby, I only asked for one"An Irsyad swiped at Kinar's cheek

"Your presence just ruins everything!!"the snatch of Kinar made Irsyad surprised

"Since when have you been angry?"

"Since you've hurt me too often" said Kinar"Please mas go, "please Kinar"I'm really uncomfortable because of your presence"

"Well, I'll go but after you recover" replied Irsyad casually, Kinar laid his body and tried to close his eyes

"Why am I being so grumpy like this, I don't have this kind of trait" Inner Kinar"Then why am I so angry at her" she looked at Irsyad who was playing her phone

"Don't look at me like that, your eyes can cross" said Irsyad who was still playing his mobile phone, Kinar Buru hurriedly turned his face away

"Not where your heart goes, but where are your eyes" said Kinar by pulling his blanket violently and trying to close his eyes.