The Faithful Wife
Still Missing

A sense of pity was seen on his face when he saw his wife was so agitated as to close her eyes, he can see when the discomfort is in his natural when Kinar tilts his body left and right, her husband's soul thrashed when he saw his wife's sensitivity as a prospective father appeared without him knowing, he immediately gave her a pillow on his wife's back

"Sorry" he said by helping Kinar to lean his back on the pillow he gave her, Kinar really did not expect when his self was aided by Irsyad and accidentally touched by his self and he always said sorry, sorry, it was as if they didn't have any relationship and it looked like an ex. Their distance was so close that the heart of Kinar rippled

"Are you comfortable?"Kinar just nodded his head, though,

Irsyad grabbed Tatit's hand and kissed her back, the distance was so close did her husband not have the slightest homesickness for her? He shed tears by staring at Irsyad, their eyes met, but now it was Kinar who dodged it by turning his back, whatever she misses at this time to her husband she tries not to show him, at this time she does not want to look like a beggar, Just once she was like a beggar for the love of her husband. Kinar rubbed his right leg which felt throbbing using his left leg, it became the center of attention Irsyad who was kissing Tatit's hand. he looked at his wife's feet which were so swollen as to bite an insect. Irsyad took the wind oil that lay on the table in his reach before he put Tatit's hand, and walked up to Kinar and sat right under his wife's feet

"About"

"What do you want to do?"Kinar asked in surprise

"Trust me I won't do anything, I just want to put some wind oil on your feet because your feet are so swollen you feel uncomfortable?"there is a sense of happiness in the deepest recesses of her heart, although her husband looks indifferent but still has a caring nature, what is the nature of this reader?

"Sorry" said Irsyad before touching his wife's leg

"Why do you always apologize to me when you want to or accidentally touch me. I'm still your legal wife, or am I so disgusting to you?"Irsyad took her breath and threw her out so strongly, tears soaked her face

"No, it's not like that and I don't mean to say it like that Kinar, trust me. It's just that my hands are too dirty to touch you, I shouldn't even do that and to the child-to-be, "He looks nervous"Your son"

"This is our son, our son. Or do you really not want this child!?"Kinar asked with a look at his stomach

"Don't say that Kinar, please don't say that" his tears just flowed" My courage was lost to say, if, if, if the child currently in your womb is my child after what I've done to you"he's so nervous

"It is precisely your attitude like that that that makes me hurt mas"Kinar cried as if so

"Don't cry Kinar, I beg you to stop crying" Irsyad said in gentle fashion"There wasn't the slightest bit of my intention to make you hurt, I'm just afraid my attitude makes you hate me even more"Irsyad rubbed his tears, he started rubbing Kinar's feet using wind oil, Kinar stared at his husband so intensely

"Please don't stare at me like that Kinar" again Kinar grew more and more satisfied hearing every word that came out of Irsyad's mouth so gently

"You changed a lot, but the change in you made my heart hurt even more" He did not answer his wife's words, rubbed her feet gently until she fell asleep. When he wanted to get up from his seat Irsyad saw his wife's shirt unfold and he saw clearly Kinar's enlarged stomach. I want it to feel like he's stroking, swiping and validating that I'm your father, son. Every time he wanted to rub the stomach of Kinar, the courage was lost and changed with fear. He looked at Kinar who had closed his eyes, his face so peaceful as not to have the slightest burden.

When he saw Kinar was really asleep, he ventured to gently caress Kinar's stomach

"This is my father's son"when Irsyad stroked his belly Kinar felt surprised and wanted to open his eyes, but the intention was that he was not, he was afraid that Irsyad would pull his hand and say sorry

"Dad misses you so much and your mother, son, but I don't have the courage to say it all to your mother after what I've done to her"he kissed his wife's stomach many times, Kinar smiled inwardly. Now she knows that her husband misses her a lot too"You don't be naughty in mom's belly, son, because I don't want you to hurt your mom, enough of your dad ever hurt her"He kissed his wife's stomach again, all this time Irsyad never stroked even rubbed her stomach gently like this, and this was the first time he did her"You kicked my father's hand son, you know, you don't like daddy's hand being here?"Ask with a smile"Now sleep, father will take care of you and your mother"Before he stood up he kissed Kinar's stomach first, after which he tidied his clothes and then covered her with a blanket

Wanting her sense Kinar hugged her husband's body and said that he misses you so much, instead Kinar doesn't want to do all that, but he is afraid if Irsyad rejects him and says sorry, sorry, it would result in his mental going down and his self-esteem being destroyed. Hasn't her pride been ruined and isn't there anymore? Then why don't you do what you want right? Let this sense he is quiet because one day he wants Irsyad to do it without having him ask for it.

Kinar slowly opened his eyes, the first time he saw was his husband who was still in the same position by holding Tatit's hand and in his kiss, he was still wearing the same clothes, he was still wearing the same clothes, the clothes he first wore, although his face was not well-groomed his good looks were still looking

"Hoek"Kinar shut his mouth"Hoek"his stomach was so nauseous that Irsyad woke up and put Tatit's hand, but Kinar had run first to the bathroom

"Don't run Kinar"but Kinar ignored her, in the sink he spewed out the contents that were inside his stomach but nothing came out that there was only a yellow liquid that tasted so bitter

"Hoek, Hoek" Irsyad nape his wife

"I'm sorry" she said by pulling her hand, Kinar's chest felt tight every time Irsyad said the same word

"Stop, stop, I'm tired of always hearing your apologies, can't you not say an apology every time you touch me!!?"This time Kinar was really angry"I'm bored"Ginar was holding his forehead which felt so heavy, Irsyad was so shocked when he saw his wife could now get angry and yell at him.

"If every time you touch me always say that, it's better never to touch me!!"

"Kinar, Kinar wait"he called her by gently pulling Kinar's hand, he saw Irsyad's hand holding her wrist

"Why don't you take your hand off and say sorry, don't I look like filthy shit to you?"Irsyad was silent, still holding his wife's hand

"Not so Kinar"

"It's a mas, I'm tired of your behavior"Irsyad in the wrong position, on the other hand he does not want to hurt his wife with his change of attitude, he said, but his change of attitude just makes his wife hurt and angry, he just wants to touch his wife when he is really turned into a good husband, but his real all is inversely proportional

"Please Kinar, please don't be angry"

"You forbid me to be angry? Your attitude makes me angry"he wiped away her tears violently"I'm nauseous because of your child-to-be, but, yes, I'm really tired"Kinar came out of the room followed by Irsyad

He ran small down the stairs, and his body was shaken because his head was so heavy that he could not keep his body balanced

"Akhhhh" her creak by holding her stomach which arrived suddenly felt cramped.

"Non Kinar!!!"yelling bi Sumi dropped her broom and shut her mouth when she saw Kinar slip because the position of bi Sumi again swept the floor in front of the stairs.