The Faithful Wife
Uneasily

His body felt so limp, his mind so agitated, he sought to eliminate the uneasiness he had never felt before. Both of his hands were put in his pockets by staring out through the window of the hotel room

"What's wrong with me? Why am I so restless, I've never felt this before, not even with Susan once and what was it?"Irsyad spoke to himself"Did something happen to Kinar? No, what do I care about her for? Even if she's gone I'll never cry over her anything else regret her"Irsyad walked up to the nightstand and took a drink of water with one breath of water instantly gone"Why does my heart beat when I say the name Kinar. No I don't care what happens to her"Irsyad tried to shake off that feeling, but when she tried to shake off that feeling her chest was getting so painful"Did I have heart disease? Yes, I would have heart disease if I just kept mentioning his name, I don't want to be gone before I make myself go first. I want him to feel how sick he is if someone makes himself go without by force"Irsyad holds his chest and occasionally beats him slowly"Do not take my life first O God before I make the wicked woman go away" said Irshad in tears"What prayer do I ask of you, O God?"irsyad asked with his head raised by looking up at the sky of the hotel room"I know this is not true, no husband asks for this kind of prayer, and no husband makes his wife die, no husband, but the servant was so hateful to him O Allah"Irshad sat down with tears"I went mad because of him, my common sense was gone, now all that was left was hatred for him"although his heart and mind were at odds did not make Irsyad change her in the slightest

At least think healthy Irsyad. Whatever your wife's love, she took care of you, she lived with you, she once shared a body with you. Is there not a little bit of love in your heart that turns hatred into love? But unfortunately Irsyad is an arrogant man, his sense of ego has covered his heart. Because the true man always put his ego first rather than his heart, it is the nature of a man, and a woman should always succumb in any situation and condition because women are forbidden to wear her ego, she said, a woman puts her heart first and that feeling is a woman's nature.

But whether Irsyad forgot or never thought at all, if the woman should be loved and spoiled, it turns out Irsyad forgot everything, if Kinar is made of ribs. Maybe Irsyad will understand all that if he's an ustadz, what's his law if a husband never supports a wife, perhaps inwardly Kinar was fulfilled otherwise how could his stomach be that big? But materially, no, Irsyad never gave her the material.

All has happened no longer need to regret, but most regretted there is a husband like Irsyad, this story only exists in the story soap opera and in a novel. Irsyad raised her body and sat on the bed, a shadow of Kinar was present in her mind so as to make Irsyad scramble her hair and pull her roughly

"I've told you not to be your shadow alone I've been disgusted to see it. Then why is his shadow now present in my mind? Don't make me hate you even more bastard woman, I really want to eliminate you until you're gone!!!!!!"scream Irsyad while crying"I can forget you if I marry Susan, because Susan is always willing to marry me even though she is my second wife, this is one way to forget you. But before I get married to her I'll make yourself suffer"Irsyad is like a madman who always talks to himself

While Astri was sitting by holding his chest that felt beating so fast and his pain was so painful

"When did I have a heart attack?All this time I was fine and did not have any complaints" Astri bathed his face in a flood of sweat"Kinannnnnn!!!!!"scream Astri"Kinnaaannnn!!!"calling her once more, Kinan ran to Astri's room with Diwa in his arms

"What's the matter ma?"asked Kinan by looking at Astri's face that was filled with sweat

"Mama nan's heart, mama's heart hurts Nan" Astri said by holding his chest

"Ha"Kinan was surprised because all this time his mother did not have a history of heart disease, then why arrived his chest pain? Is this what you call a heart attack? Suddenly Kinan arrived so worried"We went to the hospital ya ma" Kinan said by approaching his mama"Bi,,,bi,,,!!!"bi Siti ran in a hurry up the stairs

"What's wrong, mbak?"

"please take care of Diwa and the gods"

"What's wrong, ma'am?"Kinan handed Diwa over, but bi Siti was so astonished to see Astri's pale condition and his face was filled with sweat

"I'm going to bi hospital"

"What kind of pain do you have?"

"I don't know, then I want to take him to the hospital" Kinan replied by holding Astri's hand"we went to the hospital ya ma"

"Will my mom be without?"

"mama don't say anything"Kinan wiped her tears"Mama's gonna be fine"

"Mama why?"

"Your sister Kinan's mind" Astri said in tears

"Never think of her ma!!"kinan said furiously

"You don't get mad at your sister Kinan, I'm sure Kinar has a reason why he did it, it's not your sister's fault but it's your mama's fault too"Astri can't imagine how Kinar is doing now, the pain in his chest came when Astri suddenly remembered with Kinar"Did something happen with your brother Kinar?"Kinan was silent by looking at Astri's face"your sister Kinan called, mama suddenly worried about your sister?"

"Ma"

"Call!!!!*acquick Astri"Hurry up!!!"Kinan picks up Astri's phone and contacts Kinar's phone, but his number is off

"Not active ma"

"Surely something happened to her"

"Mama don't think bad ma, just goods kak Kinar's cell phone battery runs out"

"No way, I'm sure something happened to your sister"a mother's instinct can't be lied to

"Then what will you do?"

"Mama's going to Jogja"

"Ma"

"Mama is going to Jogja"Astri is so cool with his decision"You guard the house, later if papa nanya says mama to Jogja"Kinan just silently looked at the face of astri without being able to speak anything, Astri went down the stairs and came out

"Sir, please take me to Jogja"

"Now Ma'am?"

"Next year!!"snapped, Astri never behaved like this, but this morning Astri was so changed, without changing clothes Astri directly into the car, slowly leaving the yard of his house