The Faithful Wife
Envied
After eating Kinar cleaned himself up and sat in the living room with nina
"you why Kin?"
"nothing" replied Kinar slowly, a call in from his sister Kinan
"sister" Kinan's voice as soon as Kinar lifted his cell phone
"hm"
"where is Kinar?"
"i'm in Nina's contract"
"mama's sick sister"
"tell Mom that I'm okay and I'll be home tomorrow"
"but brother,,,"
"say that to mama Kinan"
"well brother, take care of yourself kinar ya"kinar immediately closed his phone and took a breath that felt so heavy
"what's Kin?"
"my mom's sick with nin"
"are you going home?"
"no, I'll be home tomorrow"
"calm yourself" Shin just kept quiet by looking at his cell phone
"tin,,,tin,tin" the sound of the car, Nina opened her car because it must be her boyfriend's car
"hai dear" the male voice that Kinar heard was so very romantic that it made Kinar feel envious, so long as Irsyad would not call out affection call his name just felt heavy
"hi"pa Nina
"eat outside yuk baby"
"outside?"
"yes dear"Kinar feels himself just adding to Nina's burden, Kinar stands up and sees who her real boyfriend Nina is because all this time Nina hid her boyfriend's identity
"Gradiance"
"ha"Kinar was surprised because her best friend's boyfriend was her husband's best friend named Tomi
"are you here?"
"do you know her?"
"This is my best friend Irsyad's wife"
"ha"Nina was surprised
"why are you surprised, baby?"
"no, don't say anything to irsyad if the kinar is here?"
"you quarreled?"Kinar was silent"or because of Susan?"
"do you know susan too, dear?"
"you're talking about that the hell?"
"sorry, I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend you Kinar but that's the fact"
"yes I know that, I also feel like a thorn in the relationship of mass Irsyad and susan" Kinar's voice was so soft
"you don't talk like that Kin" Nina said by rubbing the chinar's back
"but it is true nin, then as hard as I try to make Irsyad love me all his will be in vain because in his heart there is only Susan"
"you are the one" Nina told Tomi
"sorry I didn't accidentally that" Tomi said feeling guilty
"Tomi is innocent nin so don't ever blame her, I'm just so stupid to take this matchmaking for granted, I think Irsyad can love me with over time it turns out I'm wrong nin"kinar wiped away his tears, seeing that Tomy felt even more guilty
"forgive me Kin"
"there's nothing to forgive tom, I'm the one who's too ambitious that Irsyad can love me after marriage"
"we walk the road yuk"he asked nina to cut off the talk of Kinar and Tomi, because Nina knows how the mood of the current shinar"yuk Kin" she asked by pulling the hand of Kinar
"i'm not in the mood anymore and I'm also so tired, if you want to walk the two of you"
"then what about you kin?"
"i've grown up nin and I can take care of myself, I don't want to bother you guys because I've been bothering you a lot"
"don't say it's kin"
"but isn't it nin?"
"but I don't feel that you are troubling me and becoming my burden"
"don't comfort me"
"i'm serious Kin"
"go while it's not too late"
"alright I'll be ready, wait for ya who"nina walked following Nina to the room
"you just take a break, yeah, I'll just be a minute"
"don't be so nin, Tomi's pity she feels neglected because of myself"Nina stopped polishing her cheeks and looked at Kinar
"you why the hell Kin,, please deh don't blame yourself continue" Nina's voice a little angry, wrong Kinar if he feels that his self is always troublesome Nina, Nina,even Nina's boyfriend felt rivaled by the existence of the shinar
"that's not what I meant by nin" said Kinar softly
"has stopped blaming yourself"Chinar just nodded his head"I go first yes you rest and do not think of anything"Kinar just silently saw nina walking out with Tomi,as soon as the sound of the car had started to move away Kinar came out and took the car keys,during her marriage she never enjoyed the city at night because she was so busy being a wife but unfortunately her husband never appreciated her in the least for her love and sacrifice
It turns out that the city is so beautiful at night, Shinar parked his car in a park he saw with an envious smile when all the couples were holding hands while smiling, kinar heart really feel more envious, and more,on her headrest on the seat of the car seat and smiling to herself, had already said her word to irsyad husband who never loved her what else accepted her existence, in the caress of her moving belly
"forgive me, son, we'll go home to Oma because this is what's best for us"Linar cried"your father can't even accept your mother's son, son,but believe me mom loves you more than anything else, what else is read lak all love you"in her belly caress"it turns out the wrong mom has accepted your dad son, son,sorry mom son not mom regret it but mom is so stupid son who still trusts your dad, healthy healthy in the belly of mommy yes son because you are the solver of the heart of mom,the mother's heart wound because of your father's actions" The breath of the shinar was so heavy
With a plan Kinar drove his car left the park, now that in his direction a lake, the place was so bright and visitors were not so crowded, so,at least with this view can forget his feelings that are uncertain
"whether you look at her son, if only your father could love her a little, surely she would be as happy as they are, so expect my mother, son, so,,but none of this will ever happen because you know that your father doesn't love you?"again Kinar spoke to himself, Kinar left the lake now he drove his car towards the KRL electric train
"mom used to always dream of spending time with your father by riding this KRL while laughing and holding hands but all that is only in the dream of mother son"so great was Kinar's love for Irsyad that he hoped for something impossible.