
He took a cigarette in his pocket after which he put a cigarette between his red lips, then ignited it. Irsyad is not a heavy smoker but somehow he feels today is a day that makes him become stressed. In his suction of cigarettes that are on his lips, land and then exhale the smoke into the air. He looks very upset maybe with a cigarette can make him a little calm, he does not want the past to repeat itself, he said, he did not want to lose Kinar and he also did not want to make his wife's heart hurt again with his words. It was enough that he incised a wound in his heart, instead he had promised to make his wife forget how the sadness felt, then now what he had done, he said, even more hurtful speech than a punch, Irsyad threw away his new cigarette some he smoked, then ran towards the room where his wife was being treated, he said, his heart was a little calm when he saw his wife was asleep with her right hand on top of her distended stomach while his left hand was attached to the infusion just placed next to his body, slowly Irsyad shifted the chair he did not want to cause the slightest sound because he did not want to disturb his wife's slumber. In the face of his wife's face and he saw the rest of the tears on his wife's white cheeks, he took a hand of kinar which attached his infusion and kissed her many times, many times, now Irsyad suddenly felt pity to see the condition of his wife
"I'm sorry, Kinar. I'm sorry" said irsyad curiously by kissing his wife's hand"You're right and I'm too selfish, I shouldn't say that, Nina is everything to you because when you're sick and hurt it's Nina who's always there for you"Irsyad rubbed her wife's head gently, no Kinar did not know what Irsyad had said but he was only still pretending to sleep
"Believe in me, Kinar. I'm just afraid something's happened to you"this time the clear details fell on her sharp eye patch"I know that you care more about Nina than about me, and I don't feel jealous of any of that because I know Nina was always with you when you got hurt"Irsyad wiped her tears"Again forgive me for all my words that have hurt you"Irsyad kissed his wife's hand and her tears just fell right in her wife's hands, he also felt astonished why now he was easy to cry, was it a sign that he felt guilty?
Without Irsyad knowing Kinar stared at her with a smile, her smile was not mocking her husband who was crying but she felt moved because of the attitude of her husband who admitted that he was guilty because of his words, but he felt moved because of his attitude, his true arrogance attitude had disappeared.
"Mas" call Kinar slowly
"You awake?"irsyad asked with a rub of his tears, honest in the heart of Kinar felt guilty, he always put Nina first even whatever she was going through, he said, she never shared it with her husband and she trusted her best friend, Nina.
"Had" answered slowly by turning his body towards Irsyad, Kinar confine his intention to ask his husband to see the state of Nina, irsyad speechless by looking at the face of his wife
"Perhaps for you, I'm not who" Irsyad said softly by rubbing his wife's stomach"And maybe you're still hurt on me too"Cinar was surprised to hear her husband's words
"Why are you talking to me like that, mom!!?"the tone of the voice of the Kinar rose by an octave
"No, no. Don't get mad at me" replied Irsyad by kissing his wife's hand
"How can I not be angry when I hear your words"
"I'm sorry"Kinar looked at her husband's sad face
"You're jealous of Nina?"Irsyad shook his head"Jawab honestly, are you jealous of Nina?"Irsyad looked at his wife's face with a smile
"I have no right to be jealous of Nina, she's your best friend and her fool if I'm jealous of a woman"Irsyad still smiles"I'm grateful you're still willing to take me back"this time Kinar was really getting pity to see her husband"You want to eat?"
"No"Answer of Kinar with a grimace held the cramps in his stomach
"Say something so I know what you want, right?"Kinar's still seeing her husband"You want to see Nina's condition?"Irsyad knows that's exactly what Kinar wants"Wait a minute I'll take a wheelchair for you"Irsyad stood up
"Wait for the mas"Irsyad saw his wife"You're angry?"
"No, in the least I'm not angry" Irsyad said with a smile looking at his wife, after which he walked towards the door and out, free he was angry, and, free he forbade that the fact that he himself did not have the right to do all that. Irsyad carried a wheelchair right beside his wife's bed, without speaking the slightest bit of Irsyad carrying his wife's small body and was put in a wheelchair and put an infusion bottle on her wife's lap, Kinar just looked at her husband's attitude without saying anything, then pushed her towards the receptionist.
"Can I help you sir?"the receptionist's voice was soft
"Nina's room, I mean the room in Nina's name where is it?"asked Kinar Before Irsyad answered him, somehow he felt jealous of the woman at the reception, he looked so fashionable with his height and his body was so perfectionist
"Thank you" after that Irsyad pushed the wheelchair and took her to the room where Nina was in the care, without knocking on Irsyad's door and Kinar went inside, it turned out that in Nina's room her parents were talking to her
"Tante, how are you?"ask Kinar with a smile
"Okay Kin, what's wrong with you? You're being treated here too?"
"The light hurts from helping me, ma"Sri the mother looked at Kinar with a sad look
"Thank you for helping Nina, son"Kinar can feel Sri's heart, surely his heart is now completely destroyed, his only puppet princess has married the wrong person, and Kinar is sure Nina's heart will be difficult to accept the man who will marry her someday.
"No Aunty, Nina is not only my best friend but she is already I consider as my brother" Sri smiled, smiling, her daughter's best friend is not only beautiful even though her face is without polish but still exudes her beauty and most importantly very good, her daughter is not wrong if all this time she prefers workers with Kinar even though her salary is not much.
"You're better?"
"Although he had to lose his future unborn baby"
"Oh God!"peeked Kinar with his mouth shut, while Irsyad was just silent without opening his voice
"That's better Kin, because I don't want to have any more relationships with a lying man like him"
"Prophe Nin"
"How should I be patient Kin"his tone of voice rose an octave"Because you're not in my position" really said his husband was not good to meet Nina at this time but he forced her, because he forced her, and real nina actually increased her tone so that made Kinar surprised"You don't know how her heart feels right now, she has betrayed me!"did Nina forget if her best friend was hurt before her self, or did she feel at this time only her self was hurt? Even Kinar had to rearrange his heart because repeatedly betrayed and hurt his husband. For now it is better not to answer all the words of his best friend even though his heart is a little sick with the words of his best friend
"You're still grateful to be married to a man like irsyad sir, even though he repeatedly hurt you but he never married his affair!"
"O Allah, Nin" said Kinar with his mouth shut, although he repeatedly hurt his husband, he never said rudely to his friend, or is Nina the most hurt here compared to her first?
"It's not good to talk like that son" Sri said by rubbing his daughter's shoulder
"He doesn't know what my heart is right now"
"I know Nina, I know" she said by trying to hold back her tears"Even I first felt her name hurt on your appeal"irsyad just kept quiet by staring intently at Nina"I better get out Auntie"
"Yes it's better"Irsyad directly pushed his wife's wheelchair and brought her into his room and lifted his wife's body to the bed, they looked at each other and Irsyad could not bear to see his wife crying by wiping her face.