
On a sunny Sunday, Irsyad enjoyed a cup of tea made by his wife, because he was not a coffee lover. Kinar sat with his head resting on the reclining chair while Irsyad played his wife's fingers that looked swollen
"Your fingers are swollen, baby?"asked Irsyad"Did this hurt?"
"No, I've been gaining weight for two days"
"Is this baby?"Irsyad rubbed his wife's stomach
"Maybe"
"Cock maybe?"
"Because of this pregnancy I experienced weight gain and even my fingers became all big"
"Definitely not comfortable?"Irsyad kissed his wife's fingers and now Irsyad is experiencing his name bucin fashion, Kinar wants to know how Irsyad experienced the phase where he felt first. But Irsyad is still lucky because Kinar still considers her husband.
"So I was uncomfortable but now I'm getting used to my condition like this, I don't look sexy huh?"tanya Kinar spoiled
"Your body is getting fuller and looks jolly and clumsy"
"Where do you know the language?"Irsyad laughed
"Your husband is not a man who was born in the seventies so he does not understand such a language"
"You're getting smarter at teasing me"
"Sometimes I myself also wonder, why now I like baper even become bucin"Linar smiled, her taste in baperin and in bucinin husband it feels beautiful
"Right now you're experiencing that name of her falling in love"
"really? Why am I experiencing all of that now?"
"Don't ask me"
"Then?"
"Ask yourself"Irsyad fell silent, recalling his first marriage to Kinar, not the happiness that he gave but the endless pain but gratitude now the pain that Kinar has been brushed aside and changed the sense of happiness despite the fear in the heart of Kinar but he tried to brushed her
"I'm sorry about my old attitude?"Kinar just looked at his husband"Too many wounds I've tore"this isn't the first apology Irsyad said to his wife
"You don't have to apologize to me anymore, this is how many times you've said that word"
"Because when I remember all that, my heart aches and then what about your heart?"it turns out that her husband had realized from amnesia that his actions had hurt her
"Don't ever remember that again mas, I've tried to forget it even though it's a little difficult but I've started to forget"Jawab Kinar"It's not easy for me to forget all that, sometimes there's fear when I give you a chance, are you going to make me happy or are you going to make me hurt again?"Irsyad looked seriously at his wife's face"How many times I convinced myself that you would turn into a good but honest husband and father-to-be this is still worried"Irsyad hugged his wife's body
"I'm sorry"
"If one day you make me hurt again, I'm sorry I'll never forgive you back, because no matter how hard I try to accept it I'm still a regular human being"
"Yes I know that"Irsyad kissed the head of his wife
"Kinarrrr" Call someone make his second eye directly look towards the source of the sound
"Mommy!"Kinar and Irsyad called out along with a happy face, Kinar tried to stand up with her husband's help
"How dear" Tatit immediately hugged his son-in-law longingly
"How are you doing Pi?"from earlier Irfan held back his emotions to teach his son a lesson but his intention was not so he did because he saw his son's attitude changed
"Well" answered Irfan by looking at his wife and daughter-in-law who are still hugging"Can we talk outside?"
"Sure Pi"Irsyad followed his papi steps with a look by Tatit and Kinar, probably in the back garden was the most suitable place for them to talk, he said, Irfan turned his back to Irsyad when they were both already in the park, Irfan put both of his hands in his pocket
"Is the intention behind his union of you with your wife?"
"I mean papi?"
"You have no intention of hurting Kinar back?"Irsyad took his breath, now he knew it was not his wife who doubted him, but also his papi even he was sure his mami also had the same doubts as his papi"It's not that papi doesn't believe in your changes but that papi is still not sure that you won't hurt Kinar back"
"I didn't force papi to believe me what else my mom is, but I just asked my wife to trust me because with Kinar believing in me it was more than enough Pi"
"Can you prove that you're not going to hurt your wife again?"
"I promised Kinar Pi"
"But this is an Irsyad man, we have the same blood, papi blood flowing in your body. Papi doesn't want anyone to say that all your deeds are because they imitate papi"irfan turned his body and looked at his Son"Bapi never did the deed that his name cheated on Irsyad, he said, but papi wonder where did you get such a trait?"Irsyad just keep quiet"If you really want to go back to your wife, change your bad nature, and you should know soon your child will be born"
"I know it's Pi" answered Irsyad, bowing his head, he does not want when his adult child will always argue with him and it will certainly make his pain the same as Papi felt because of his attitude first, and it will certainly make him sick, in that case he knows every parent wants the best for his son and daughter.
"Because of your actions papi relationship, mami with both parents Kinar deteriorated"Irfan took his breath"And papi did not know how to fix this relationship? Even the mother who looks more sad because Arifin away from your Mami"Irsyad looked at Irfan with a sad face
"I'm sorry for my attitude Pi, and I've brought Kinar without his papa's permission"
"That's what you regret, where's your manhood until you take your wife without her parents' permission first?"
"But Kinar is still my legal wife, pi"
"After what did you do to her? Which parent Ir willingly saw her daughter treated like that to her husband, and after that without guilt you asked your in-laws to take Kinar with you"Irfan looked at Irsyad and left
"Pi"call Irsyad"Did you doubt my change of attitude?"Irfan raises both shoulders"Pi"
"But just afraid you're gonna hurt your wife again"
"That means papi still doubts me"
"It's not that easy papi trusts you, Irsyad, and papi again seeks Susan's whereabouts"
"What's papi looking for Susan for?"irsyad asked with a surprised face
"Do you still have a relationship with that crazy woman?"ask Irfan full of questions
"Why does papi ask like that?"
"Your face cannot be lied to"
"I don't have any relationship with him anymore Pi, and now I just want to organize my life for the better for my wife and my future son Pi"
"Can your words be trusted?"
"For this time, Papi believed in me, if papi wants to teach him a lesson, do Pi so that papi believes in me and do what papi wants to do to him so that papi's heart feels satisfied"irsyad said confidently"I haven't seen her for a long time, even her cell phone number has been blocked by Pi"Irfan is still staring at her son's face but it's no lie, a man who can cheat behind his wife even in front of his wife can change his face so that everyone can trust her.