
"Masssss, Irsyaaadddd!!"Kinar screamed as loud as he could, Irsyad instantly stopped his steps"You're going to leave me? Didn't you say that you love me so much? Then why did you leave me?"Irsyad wiped his tears, his sense of the wound created by Arifin is not much compared to the wound when he saw his wife crying"I beg you to come back mas"Kinar so begging"At least we treat your wounds first"
"Stop crying Kinar, my heart hurts so much to see you shed tears just for the sake of a man like me"
"Mas" felt her so hard to continue her pace, but Irsyad had to do her, survive so hard and go so painfully.
"Only one request I have at this time to you Kinar, take care of our baby until he is born. I promise when he's born I'll be back"
"Massssss!!"kinar screamed with rest, seeing his daughter like that Arifin's heart could not bear but he was still reminded of his daughter-in-law's treatment of Kinar, his daughter. He cried bitterly, the sun was so hot he did not feel, his heart was really broken. Why when the love is already there is precisely Arifin does not approve of it.
"I'm whispering my heart right now Kinar. Calm down, the rain is not as long as it is rushing, the sun is not as long as it is blazing, and the sky is not as long as it is blue. Because in this world nothing is eternal, all of it will pass with time" said Irsyad by wiping his tears
You can fight, but don't overdo it. You can survive but you know the time and the limits. You can love but not completely. Because no matter how hard you try, if it is not you that he wants, it will all end in vain.
Irsyad bowed his head, his sense he already did not have the ability to hold his head up because he was sure of so many obstacles that he would face to be able to return to his wife. Humans would not understand, if they had not felt the same way.
He was still struggling while crying, his sense he was no longer able to stand. The only moment of happiness he felt after that he left and turned into a wound. For the thing that makes you bitter, forget even if it will be difficult. And for every thing that makes your tears spill, ikhlaskan. That's life. Many exams come to face, then leave after you are strong. How many tears have come out of your eyes only always for a man like him, Let go then all his will be better.
The land of Kinar stands with the help of Arifin. It turns out that happiness is not when all desires are fulfilled, but when we accept the situation freely.
"Thank you for the exam, I'll be stronger when you always come near me"bat Kinar"Papa!!!"she immediately embraced Arifin's body, wanting to say that she loved her husband so much and wanted to live with him and spend a lifetime with him.
"The beginning will be difficult but with the passage of time you will get used to it son"
"Pa"
"Papa just doesn't want him to hurt you back"
"Had there been no seed in my womb at this time, it might have been very easy for me to forget her pa"Kinar let go of her embrace and held her belly"But it was this child-to-be who became the bond between me and Irsyad"Arifin was silent by looking at her daughter's stomach"Does papa also want my child candidates not so that it will be easy for me and Irsyad mass to separate? Answer me, answer me?"Kinar cried back until both of his shoulders swayed and went downhill
"Why do you blame me now, this marriage is not my will but it is my father and mother who compel me" Kinar said in a slashing cry"Did you forget that I rejected this marriage? and have you also forgotten the word papa at that time? Is not Irsyad a well-established and handsome man and also the criteria that papa wants right? Do you remember that word?"Arifin lowered his head, yes he still remembered very well with that word, and now he could not blame the love that grew between his two. Love is not like a plant, which must be planted and cared for then it will grow perfectly.
"Papa has wrongly chosen your life companion son, papa has been wrong"Arifin rubbed his forehead"If only papa had heard your words, surely everything would not be like your life after marriage"
"Now there is no need to regret pa, because it is of no use to him. Now all you have to do is let me live with her"
"Papa won't allow it, not Kinar"
"Pa"
"Papa says no then no"
"Pa, I'm an adult and I can determine whether or not my marriage can continue"
"If papa has said no then no Kinar, no!!!"snapped Arifin made Kinar surprised until both of his shoulders rose, he looked at Arifin's face wryly.
"Papa wants me and Irsyad to go their separate ways?"arifin's eyes looked at Kinar's face so sharply"How else should I explain to papa, if I want to live with Irsyad's mass during his pa"
"Papa was really selfish, papa never thought of me and my baby-to-be" Kinar said with tears
"Kinar, wait a minute son"Kinar stood with his back to Arifin
"I have always obeyed what you asked, and now I ask for one pa, one. permission will I live with Irsyad, pa"no answer"As strong as I go back with Irsyad mass if papa does not allow all of it free. Papa did expect me to be a widow, thank you pa, thank you"The light went from before Arifin,
Sometimes it is better to be silent than to explain what we feel, because it hurts when they can hear but cannot understand. The woman in born is indeed destined to be strong, even though her heart is actually so fragile.
He walked to Tatit's room, now he felt he no longer had a place to share his story.