The Faithful Wife
Don't Give Up

After Astri came home from Jogja she was still so worried about the state of her daughter Kinar, how could Kinar be able to go through all this without a husband with a pregnant condition, a wife should be spoiled to her husband but not for Kinar, then what if suddenly Kinar experienced contractions because he wanted to give birth while Grandpa Popon was not at home?hopefully his future grandchildren are not like his father who always troubles his mother. Astri's mind flew away thinking of his eldest son

"mama don't worry about kak Kinar continues, kak Kinar can certainly take care of himself and his prospective children?"kinar said by rubbing Astri's silent back was daydreaming

"mama is still so worried nan"

"grandma must have taken good care of her ma"

"that's for sure, but when mama saw her condition like that made mama not up to the heart nan"Kinan looked at Astri who was still always crying considering Kinar

"do I have to go to Jogja to look after her ma?"

"no son, no, no, no, you need time to forget everything, and you also have more problems you better finish your problems with the gods"

"should I part with mas dewa ma?"inner Kinan"not that I am afraid to part with mas god ma but how will life go on to my two children if I part with him?"Kinan was still speechless by playing his finger"should I give up everything we've built over these nearly five years?"

"the decision is in your hands son, if your heart says yes then do it but if your heart refuses to do it then never do it"Astri holds Kinan's hand gently"not mama doesn't want you to be here but she's still your husband's status, mama doesn't want her family to blame mama for your being here"

After saying such a thing Astri left Kinan alone, Astri stepped his feet towards the balcony behind him feeling his mind was so tired if he thought of all that.

It did not feel like a month Kinar left Irsyad and preferred to stay in Jogja with his grandmother because this would be better for him and also his baby candidate, he said, now the gestational age is five months and has even entered the sixth month

"are you ready to work in Grandma's cafe?"

"dad, I won't be able to keep crying over my fate"

"yes that's better, baby"

"sometimes I give up on my destiny Grandma"

"never give up whatever happens and never regret the fate of Kinar, your future is still long even you also have to raise your unborn baby"Kinar looked at nek popon"remember Kinar you never give up because of your failure to get married"Kinar held Popon's hand with a smile

"i'm trying to granny"

"grandmother is sure that you must be strong through all this"

"easily I'm strong to go through all this granny" there's a clear grain flowing from Kinar's shady eye well, sometimes the kinar likes to ask himself which pain is the husband taken by God or taken by the actor?but all that is only in the heart of the cinema, try my loyal readers choose which one?or won't choose both because both of them are equally sick?

"yes" replied Kinar quietly standing up

"Moor"

"yes ma'am"

"don't forget in the lock of all the doors yes Narsih, because me and Kinar want to go to the cafe"

"has Kinar come to work with mom?"

"iya Narsih, if the later Kinar at home then he will be more lamenting his fate"

"well ma'am, spirit yes mbak Kinar"

"definitely bi"Chinar and popon went into the mobi and went towards the cafe where her grandmother entrusted her

"if you have a problem call grandma son"

"yes grandma"

"grandma believes you can run a cafe that grandma trusts completely the same as you"Link breathes that feel so heavy, so heavy, this new responsibility Kinar inevitably Kinar had to accept her because the kinar would feel bored if she had to stay at home constantly

With graceful steps Kinar walked beside the popon nek, her appearance is so simple but elegant impressed anyone who sees her will be amazed and fascinated even though her large belly does not reduce her beauty by wearing a negligee batik knee-length hair strung out on her back, and her beauty is not reduced, her straight and white neck adds to her grace.

With full confidence Kinar entered his room, yes he had to start everything here because this is the best place to forget Irsyad, Kinar tau will not be that easy to forget Irsyad because Irsyad seeds have grown in her womb

"I hate you not because I don't love you but because of who I am when I'm with you" Inner Kinar"I just want to know how you feel when I'm no longer by your side, whether you think I'm so precious or just a piece of trash"Girl rubbed her belly"This separation and distance may be the best path for us especially me because in this way I no longer feel hurt by all your attitude mas"

Distance and time are not a barrier to someone who is fighting for love. Is distance really important? you love your favorite actors, judge your favorite singers, and wait patiently for their work. So, why can't you do it for someone who was once in your heart, someone who once filled your heart, someone who once made you happy? Kinar forgot that his presence actually ruined the happiness of his husband. Conscious Kinar do not expect too high because at the end of it you will fall back.

Kinar's consciousness had now recovered all this time his amnesia so he did not know putting his love on the wrong person, it was always too late to realize the mistake but at least Kinar had been aware.

Now the seat of the Kinar dynasty has changed and different but the comfort has been he can, the new atmosphere clarifies his common sense, the new atmosphere is resuscitated his, rubbed his round belly

"forgive me, son, this is where we are now I hope you feel at home, son and not fussy, hold on to your stomach because one day you'll understand why you're here and away from your dad?"