The Lives of Five Hundred Thousand
Don't call me friend

The doctor frowned after I chose to get up on my own rather than accept his hand. After that, he will return to his body.

"Mba is okay? have anyone been hurt let me treat" the doctor asked as he looked at my appearance as if he was looking for the wounded.

I shook fast."I'm sorry, my doctor accidentally and I'm okay" I said. The doctor did not return my apology but looked at me, not what he thought of me. I glanced towards the direction where Raihan had gone first. But from a distance I saw him staring at me.

"Sorry doctor, excuse me, come!" I hurried away leaving the handsome doctor who was still looking at me without blinking his eyes. But just a few steps I walked he called me.

"Mr.."

I stopped my steps and turned towards him." Yes, doctor?" sahut.

The doctor held up a small red purse." Does this wallet belong to mba?"

I slightly raised my pupils to look at it. then checked my bag who knew it belonged to someone else who happened to be the same as my wallet. But I did not find it in the bag and I believe that the wallet that was in the doctor's hand was my wallet that fell because the bag was open before I fell.

"Yes, yes, doctor, that's my wallet."I went back to him.

The doctor gave me the wallet and said, "My name is Bayu and I'm still young because I'm not married let alone have children. If the father was his impression I am very old yes mba," said the doctor with a smile.

"Oh, yes ma.af sorry doctor bayu. then excuse me first. Come on..!" then I rushed away.

After arriving at the place where Raihan was standing while looking annoyed at me, I protested.

"Why is the road so fast Rai? you know I'm gonna hit people until they fall."

Raihan did not respond to my babbling but instead went to continue his steps that had stopped. I behind him only shook my head to see his strange attitude. I'm confused why Raihan looks so angry at me when I don't feel like making any mistake with him.

Until arriving at the parking lot, Raihan first entered the car without opening the door for me like never before. I was getting upset just for him, not upset because it was not opened the car door but his attitude that arrived to inhabit me without cause.

I walked around the car and knocked on the door of the car where Raihan was sitting preparing to go. Before long the car's glass door opened." What's up?" ask her.

"I think you better go back to Jakarta now so it's not too late. You don't have to drive me anymore I can take public transportation."

Raihan was silent, and I stepped away from his car. I was thinking maybe Raihan was mad at me because I had asked to take the night to the hospital. I was afraid just because of that he felt burdened by me.

I walked out of the parking lot towards the exit of the hospital area but when I was about to cross the street someone pulled my hand. I was surprised and it was Raihan himself who had pulled my hand to drag slowly to his car parked on the side of the road.

Raihan did not answer my question but continued to explore the streets that seemed empty. From a distance faintly heard the sound of waves pounding and I suspect that Raihan brought me to a beach. I was thinking why Raihan took me to the beach.

Sure enough my guess Raihan took me to the beach. In front there is a pounding wave that rolls up.

"Why did you bring me here at night Rai? wanna see what? the sea is not visible. I want to go home, I'm afraid Zain will wake up and look....."

Along with my babble, Raihan's hand pushed my nape. Then kiss my lips forcibly until I find it hard to escape. As I covered my lips, she took off my hijab by force until my hair was long. Not only did she take off my hijab, she also re-mas a mound on my chest until I felt a sensation radiating through my body. Even so I'm still sane and I don't want Raihan or me to go out of control and do something further. As I found it difficult to escape from the blind kiss, I bit her lower lip and she looked surprised and released the pagutan, nape and mound on my chest.

I took a deep breath after escaping Raihan's merciless kiss. After my breath re-collected, I glanced in annoyance at him. Raihan appeared silent with a blank look and lips with wounds and blood flowing slightly as a result of my bite. I was astonished to see it, I hurriedly pulled out the tissue inside my bag. But when I was about to wipe the blood flowing on his lips he parried my hand slowly.

"Let it be mba," she refused.

I lowered my hand and straightened my seat. With a straight forward look I asked, "why is this attitude towards me Rai? why do you inhabit me and get angry and vent your anger by kissing me without feeling. Do you think I'm a lowly woman? is it my fault with you Rai?"

"Sorry, I'm not wrong. I was the one who felt too much and hoped. I think what I did to mba is enough to prove how I feel to mba all this time and convince mba. But it turns out all that is not enough for mba so mba just want to think of me as a friend only.

"Ray..."

"Don't call me mba's friend, can't you think I'm mba's lover?"

I was stunned to hear Raihan's complaints and questions, and it turned out that he was angry just because I recognized him as a friend in front of Sumi. I myself am confused to admit that Raihan is who I am, because, we never talk about a commitment even though Raihan himself often said that I am his future wife but it is only him while I, Raihan himself, said, I have never said agree or not to marry her because I doubt myself. Raihan already has a lover, he also has a mother who does not necessarily agree. In addition, Raihan is also Andre's cousin, the man who also expected me to be his wife. Would they not be hostile if I chose between those two cousins.

I glanced at him, Raihan's gaze still pointing forward with a blank look.

"How can I consider you Rai's lover, while you have a lover who loves you. Besides you also have a mother who does not necessarily agree with our marriage." I only give two reasons, because I have not dared to tell you about Andre.

Raihan glanced at me."Oh, so because of that? well, right now I'm going to decide Nura in front of mba." Raihan reached into the cell phone he slipped in his pants pocket but before he called Nura I first took his phone forcibly.

"This is mba..." Raihan tried to take it from my hand but I avoided it.

I looked into his eyes in annoyance."Do you think a woman's heart is an inanimate object that won't feel what if it hurts?"

"What should I do mba? why would you forbid me to decide on Nura? mba himself wants us to be together. I don't have any feelings for Nura mba. So now what should I do mba?"

My eyes glazed with glass I was confused how, again my bathin war.