The Lives of Five Hundred Thousand
Changes in solar attitude

"Nur, Nuri...!"

The cry of Surya was quite surprising to me who was in the kitchen and then rushed to him. While walking hastily towards him I asked him who was standing in the doorway of the room."What the hell is it, night screaming? like being in the woods."

Mas Surya looked in annoyance at me then asked back after standing before him."Who told Zain to sleep in our room?"

For a moment it calmed the pounding heart and then I answered, "I wanted it myself. Indeed why? this room is my room and Zain's."

"But not when I was at Nuriii's house...!"scold me.

"Why the hell? Zain's your son too, your flesh and blood, and what's wrong with him sleeping with us."

"It's because I don't want to sleep in one bed with that kid."

I shook my head, not thinking about Surya's attitude towards Zain who thinks Zain is not his own biological child.

"Is it because Zain doesn't look like you that you consider him someone else?" ask me with a tone I press.

"More than that. Did you forget what I said that afternoon when you made Zain imagine another man?"

"Mas, I'm not who you think I am. You're accusing me of not being a mas" I deny in annoyance.

"Give up Nuri, whether you admit it or not. Now quickly move the boy somewhere else."

Staring annoyed and disappointed at him I said, "At this time you can treat Zain like he's not your own son. But someday when Zain is an adult and you are old and can't do anything, I'm sure Zain won't want to consider you his father because of your own attitude. Cam said that to me, this is mas."

Then I barged into the room making Surya's shoulders pushed along. After that, I lifted up Zain's body and moved him to the next room.

Exactly eleven o'clock at night as I was melting my eyes beside Zain, Surya called me outside the room.

"Lady..Nuri..!"

Both of my eyes immediately opened hearing a loud scream. With her eyes still sleepy together with a feeling of annoyance, I dragged my legs closer to the door. It looks like Surya who only uses bo xer is standing upright looking at me. The door leaf was tightly shut so that Zain would not be distracted by our conversation.

"What's the midnight screaming? ask me then.

"I'm hungry Nuri," replied Surya mas while his gaze can not be separated from my body that only wears a shabby negligee limited to the calf.

I didn't ask or didn't speak anymore because I knew what Surya said. I also walked past Surya who was staring lust at me. Then he tailed behind and after inside the mas room Surya immediately stripped me of my clothes until I looked innocent. I just shut up and bowed over what Surya did to me because it was useless because it was definitely out of power with him.

He looked at my innocent body. After that, he pushed my body against the wall and kissed me very lustfully. Then it spread to the neck to the twin mountains. He swept it to leave a trail of red traces in his area. I just closed my eyes and bit my lips so as not to make a curse sound. But what I did upset Surya and then he bit one of the twin mountain shoots and made me scream in pain.

"Please don't hurt my physique!"I protested while grimacing in pain.

"I just want you to de sah Nuri so I'm even more passionate. Don't don't you still not sincerely serve me?" accuse Surya with eyes starting to light up.

"We've done it dozens of times why do you still think I'm not sincere mas?"answer me with annoyance.

"really? but.why have I never heard you men de lawful when we make love? Does my game never make you satisfied? tell me Nuri, so I can fix it because I want us to be just as satisfied not just myself."

What Surya said is true. I never felt a pleasure when making love to her but it was like a pressure until I never reached ******** though with various styles. I don't know why I feel that way.

"Do we have to talk about it at a time like this?"

"Stop mas, don't talk anymore. Do you want to continue playing our game again or not? Otherwise I would wear my shirt because I don't want to catch a cold" I said threateningly in annoyance. Did he not know that I was already very cold in the middle of the night in my body plain shirtless, without blankets. Besides, I was sleepy too.

Surya was silent for a moment. Then without speaking again he lifted my leg and then entered his legacy of pride in a standing position and attached to the wall. I just resigned.

Not satisfied with the standing position he pushed my body to the back on the mattress. And again I resigned myself to what he did on my body.

Long enough we made love until sweat flooded our bodies. I felt exhausted and could no longer continue it but Surya was still eager to pound me tirelessly. Though his age is no longer young but he has a super strong energy like a young man.

"I'm tired, I'm not strong!" my groan under his confinement.

"Beauty soon, soon," he said with a hunting sigh.

Five minutes later Surya reached the top. He groaned long as a warm lava burst entered my cavity. After that, he kissed my face and said, "I love you Nuri." Then he rolled his body beside me. I am shocked to hear his words. In my heart I asked if Surya really loves me? or just a mere remark because I have satisfied him.

I looked to the side where Surya was lying. Simultaneously, Surya turned to me. He smiled warmly and then his hand stroked my sweaty forehead gently and said, "you're tired and sleepy, aren't you?" then cover our plain bodies with a blanket. During our marriage, only this time did Surya apply gently to me after having a husband and wife relationship.

I did not go to sleep but sat and leaned against the wall. I don't know why my eyes feel so hard to shut when my body is really tired after our hot game. I turned to Surya who was in deep sleep and then recalled his words after our love.

"Am I really not the wife of Surya yet? why mas Surya can feel my unreliability when all this time I tried to be a good wife even though she was rude to me."

In the morning I blinked my eyes. I lyrics to the side but I did not find the existence of Surya mas.Tumben once still early morning blind mas Surya has awakened. Shortly after the door opened it turned out that Surya with an appearance that only used a towel and wet hair entered the room. He turned to me who was still innocent looking but covered by a chest blanket and then he smiled and greeted, "are you awake Nuri?"

I did not answer the question but asked back, "you tumben mornings have woken up mas, where are you going?"

While wearing a shirt he replied, "Want back to Jakarta but before he wanted to stop by my parents' house there was a need." Then comb her hair that has begun to grow gray.

I'm a little mangosteen. In my heart I asked Tumben once he came home quickly usually also up to a new day back to Jakarta.

Then Surya sat on the edge of the mattress and took out all the money in his wallet. After that, he prodded me and said, "Here I just have money in the wallet this way I'll transfer it again through your account, take it!"

"What money is this?"ask me doubtfully.

"Because you've served me well while I'm here" he replied as he pressed the money into my palm.

I stared fixedly at the look in Surya's eyes and said with trembling lips, "what....you think I am a pe la cur paid after being satisfied to use me mas?"

"Hey, I never thought of you that way. You are my legal wife whom I have married legally of state and religion."

"But you gave this money to me, what does it mean?"

"Because you're my wife. Moreover, it's been two months that I haven't given you any money."

Then he kissed my forehead gently and then moved to my lips. I was washed away by her gentle treatment and subconsciously returned Surya's kiss for the first time.

After taking off our pagutan mas Surya smiled and I looked down then he said, "thank you for Nuri's sincere kiss." I looked up and swallowed my saliva that felt nano nano.

"I'll go first!" pamit mas Surya later. After which, he stood up and walked towards the exit. But before he opened the door he turned to me and said, "I love you Nuri." While smiling.

I was stunned to hear it. After three years of marriage, she said the words love and affection to me and her tender treatment. In my heart I asked if Surya really had turned into a good husband or something I did not know.